dead inside songs

己凵几句丹と　几工呂廾卞

ylang ylang but just a build up of the intro (slowed + reverb)

5:32PM (Now on Spotify and Itunes)

I turned 19 today, also I reached 20K on SC! 
so here's little thank you.
Thank you for all support, I love all of you! 

illustration by Koizumi Hazuki http://twitter.com/koizumihazuki

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ラ・ム・ネ (ra-mu-ne)

it's been quite cold in Japan, I love it

listen on youtube https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N8nGig78lNs

this song is in "Ordinary Songs 2"
https://0101.bandcamp.com/album/ordinary-songs-2

hot milk

it's been a long time coming, but here it is, i hope you all like it

chords: Dmin G C C7

lyrics:
i’m happy for you
i’m smiling for you
i’d do anything 
for you for you

it’s always for you
and never or me
i need it to stop 
so let me tell you please

i’m always sad
and i’m always lonely 
but i can’t tell you 
that i’m breaking slowly

closed doors
locked in, no keys
keeping my feelings hidden 
there is no ease

i need it to stop
and i want to be able
to open up but, 
my feelings are fatal
(my feelings are fatal)

how many times
must i keep it inside
i need to let go 
and i swear that i’ve tried

but opening up 
means trusting others
and that’s just too much, 
i don’t want to bother

so i’ll keep it inside 
and bury it deep
i know it’s not healthy 
but you won’t hear a peep

though i’m always sad
and i’m always lonely
i could never tell you
that i’m breaking slowly

closed doors
locked in, no keys
keeping my feelings hidden 
there is no ease

i need it to stop
and i want to be able
to open up but, 
my feelings are fatal
(my feelings are fatal)

ylang ylang but just a build up of the intro (slowed + reverb)

jake