Spiders

Knuckles (Live)

Oh, I know
You think you lost it all,
But it's the start of something worse
For you and I and it's synonymous with
All the time we spend alone
Call it recovery
Actually, no
Things don't feel fine at all and now
The worst part of me has bared it's teeth
A thousand times, so please don't mind
This fatal flaw of mine

I admit I miss the way things used to be
Now I'm consumed by apathy
I know it's wrong to feel this way
But I'm still haunted everyday
I'll think of everything that was
And now I'm drinking just because
I need something to pass the time
And make me feel like I'm alright

Let it go
Don't act so overblown 
With the fact that there's a part of us
We'll never get to know
We're so scared to be
Exactly what we're turning into more everyday
If we could do it all over again
Would things turn out the same?

I admit I miss the way things used to be
Now I'm consumed by apathy
I know it's wrong to feel this way
But I'm still haunted everyday
I'll think of everything at once
And now I'm drinking just because
I need something to pass the time
And make me feel like I'm alright

Just Because

God damn
What'd you say to them?
They haven't been the same ever since
And you're in desperate need
Lately I can understand
This isn't always fair
But if you'd start to notice
When things get out of hand
It would be easier for you to comprehend

You have no idea who you'll be tomorrow
You barely even know who you are today
It's starting to seem like you are in trouble
With no clear way to escape
When you're invited you're not in
And when you're alone you wish you went
The water is rising
And you never learned to swim, no

Oh man
You let it happen again
Now it's a little hard to defend
And you're in way too deep
Do you have some kind of plan
Or do you just not care
If you're not looking back
At what you've done
I'm terrified of what you'll become

I know you'll never listen to me
I wish you the best anyway
I've made the same mistakes

You have no idea who you'll be tomorrow
You barely even know who you are today
It's starting to feel like you might be the problem
In this mess that you have made
Now you don't get invited anymore
This is even worse than it was before
And I warned you
But you did
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Just Because

Jake Bateman