i'm not alright

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i feel the presence of ghosts
 i think i’m getting too close
 they’re tryna close in the distance   
i feel the presence of ghosts 
i think i’m getting too close
 i think im becoming one of them  
too far gone 
too far gone 
to rescue me 
 i dont know where to go
  too far gone 
too far gone, 
can’t help me now 
help me now 
help me now  

up for 48
can’t shake this anxiety  yeah i might go insane
alcohol and nicotine will keep feeling safe
i know that it’s killing me bringing me to my grave
i don’t wanna go back no
it ain’t all bad though
i ain’t addicted baby yeah i just wanna taste
never sober is the anthem 
kicking it with a phantom
i can quit any minute so give me something to take
drinking all alone
i don’t wanna be here all alone
i thought you said you would never go
turned out, you were a ghost

i feel the presence of ghosts
 i think i’m getting too close
 they’re tryna close in the distance   
i feel the presence of ghosts 
i think i’m getting too close
 i think im becoming one of them  
too far gone 
too far gone 
to rescue me 
 i dont know where to go
  too far gone 
too far gone, 
can’t help me now 
help me now 
help me now

ghosts

trouble

guard

my resentment gotta little smaller 
but i can never ever let go 
i can forgive but i don’t forget
 i was nothing but another bump in your road  

woah

  im tryna move on hoping this the last stretch 
id tell you the same thing with my very last breath 
darling i got something to confess
 i love you so much that i hate you  

woah  

the days been getting shorter 
everybody’s getting older
 i been tryna keep my ears to the ground  
i been looking toward the future hoping
it might get a little better
 i guess i gotta fear of the now

  im tryna move on hoping this the last stretch 
id tell you the same thing with my very last breath 
darling i got something to confess
 i love you so much that i hate you  

woah

ily sm ihy

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i got a target 
placed where my head is 
gotta hole where my heart is 
& you got a bandage 
oh i been careless
 i gave you my soul 
cuz your a song in my head 
it goes
  la da da da da 
la da da da da
 la da da da da 
woah 
la da da da da 
la da da da da
 la da da da da 
woah

  i’m not ready for all this
i hear heartbreak calling me
im gunna try to give you 
everything but for now its hard to see
as much as i want you 
i know you gon’ hurt me 
or im’a hurt you 
please lord show me mercy 
been feeling anxious 
i think i need some rest
 heart beating out my chest 
i need a cigarette

Target

target

Everything happens for a reason
Lately it's been getting harder to believe it
I'm running out of oxygen
Feeling like a four out of ten
I don't wanna know where I'll be next
I don't really know where to begin

I'm not alright
Alright
Another little lonely late night
Late night
It's only when I think im about to die
That's when I feel so alive
That's when I feel so alive

Made a lot of plans that all went bad
Spend a lot of time looking back
Wishing on a life I never had
Just another promise that never lasts
I'm feeling like trash
Always in love but nobody loves back
I don't wanna know if it's all going bad
But it's all going bad yeah
It's all going bad

I'm not alright
Alright
Another little lonely late night
Late night
It's only when I think im about to die
That's when I feel so alive
That's when I feel so alive

i'm not alright

jake kiss