working hard

music / kian
vocals / GUMI

[lyrics]
Letting everybody take what’s mine
Giving everything, so divine
Keep our universes on a line
Mixing everything, we intertwine
Unequivocally horrified at this feeling that we can’t subside
Everywhere we go we cannot hide
Hide from such a lie
In your hands you hold a broken heart
Dark remains that you had torn apart
“Show with words” where do I even start?
A shitty, mediocre piece of art
A faded memory of how we were
When said out loud, is sounding quite absurd
“Don’t tell anyone” you made me swear
Nodding passively, can’t help but stare

Holding me down
You hold me back from a new life
Your hands, once warm, now nothing short from a cold ice
We’re running now
Running away, the wind still feels nice
The people stare, and it’s unfair that I know we’re right
Holding me down
You hold me back from a new life
And every movement, every word stabs like a sharp knife
The sun is setting all the redness is out of sight
So leave me in the hands of night

And the devil knows everything I have to show
Call it fear, call it hate
Something I can take
You can scream and cry
Scratch your throat when asking “Why”
Make a deal, make it real
Make it yours to steal

Be the devil, be the devil
Soon I’ll, soon I’ll
Be the devil, be the devil
Soon I’ll, soon I’ll
Rid the evil, rid the evil
Soon I’ll, soon I’ll
Be the thing that once consumed me
Set me free
Waiting here forever on repeat
Walking in, the watchers take their seats
Long gone now, the feeling of defeat
Replaced by the slowly rising heat

Holding me down
You hold me back from a new life
Your hands, once warm, now nothing short from a cold ice
We’re running now
Running away, the wind still feels nice
The people stare, and it’s unfair that I know we’re right
Holding me down
You hold me back from a new life
And every movement, every word stabs like a sharp knife
The sun is setting all the redness is out of sight
Leave me in the hands of night

And the devil knows everything I have to show
Call it fear, call it hate
Something I can take
You can scream and cry
Scratch your throat when asking “Why”
Make a deal, make it real
Make it yours to steal
So
Please appeal

BEDEVIL

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Hope you enjoy.
All Rights Reserved, Nathan Hanover (c) 2023

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Generation 1: The Social Experiments (Original Livestream Soundtrack)

The Hero (8-Bit)

FOOLISH FEARS (ASTERIAN LITE COVER)

Watch the full "This is Scrapbook" series on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLTdpquZpe_Cq5FhcrI9uF4p9-wV2UQaVl

This is Scrapbook

Memories With You Again

A chiptune cover of Suburbia Overture/Greetings, From Marybell Township/(Vampire) Culture/Love Me, Normally by Will Wood

Suburbia Overture - Will Wood - Chiptune Cover

Lyrics:

IT'S THE END OF THE WEEK, AND I'M TIRED
A HEAVY BURDEN OF THOUGHTS THAT GOT ME FEELING LOW

AT THIS POINT, I JUST WANNA RETIRE
BUT IF I'M GONNA GO OUT, I'LL PUT ON A SHOW

SOMETHING'S TAKING CONTROL OF MY BODY TONIGHT
THIS BEAT IS F###ING ME UP, I'M SLOWLY LOSING MIND
ALL THIS PAIN LEADS TO DANCING, MY BODY CAN'T FIGHT
AND NOTHING ELSE SEEMS TO HELP, SO...

I'M NOT GONNA LIE, IF YOU WANNA TRY TO TAKE SOME TIME AND
MIX MY FACE UP, FIX MY MAKE-UP
IF I'M GONNA DIE ON THE FLOOR TONIGHT, YOU MIGHT WANNA
RIP MY CLOTHES OFF AND DRESS ME UP FOR EVERYONE TO SEE
MY BODY
WILL NOW DECAY AS MUSIC PLAYS MY MEMORY
MELODIES
THAT DIG A GRAVE FOR ME TO REST ETERNALLY

IT'S THE END OF THE LINE, AND I'M DANCING
OUT OF FEAR OR FOR JOY, I DON'T KNOW WHICH IT IS

TRY TO FIGHT, BUT I'M NOT UNDERSTANDING
QUIET LIFE OR BLAZE OF GLORY
NO ONE ELSE CAN TELL MY STORY

SOMETHING'S TAKING CONTROL OF MY BODY TONIGHT
THIS BEAT IS F###ING ME UP, I'M SLOWLY LOSING MY MIND 

ALL THIS PAIN LEADS TO DANCING, MY BODY CAN'T FIGHT
(NO, MY BODY CAN'T FIGHT)

I'M NOT GONNA LIE, IF YOU WANNA TRY TO TAKE SOME TIME AND
MIX MY FACE UP, FIX MY MAKE-UP
IF I'M GONNA DIE ON THE FLOOR TONIGHT, YOU MIGHT WANNA
RIP MY CLOTHES OFF AND DRESS ME UP FOR EVERYONE TO SEE
MY BODY
WILL NOW DECAY AS MUSIC PLAYS MY MEMORY
MELODIES
THAT DIG A GRAVE FOR ME TO REST ETERNALLY

they say that a fight's like a dance
i fight for my life while im caught in a trance
my heart keeping time, it continues to beat
my body is rotting, got blood on my hands
it's mine
smear it all over my face
what facade will my make-up create
you best believe that i be looking good
if my corpse will be shown on a stage

losing my touch, losing the feel
pushed you away, are you still real 
we could perform, both you and i
if you were here, i might survive

losing my skin and my bones as i think about
what i should do for the crowd
i wanna break free but the music's too loud

I'M NOT GONNA LIE, IF YOU WANNA TRY TO TAKE SOME TIME AND
MIX MY FACE UP, FIX MY MAKE-UP
IF I'M GONNA DIE... I DON'T WANNA DIE

I'M NOT GONNA LIE, IF YOU WANNA TRY TO TAKE SOME TIME AND
MIX MY FACE UP, FIX MY MAKE-UP
IF I'M GONNA DIE ON THE FLOOR TONIGHT, YOU MIGHT WANNA
RIP MY CLOTHES OFF AND DRESS ME UP FOR EVERYONE TO SEE
MY BODY
WILL NOW DECAY AS MUSIC PLAYS MY MEMORY
MELODIES
THAT DIG A GRAVE FOR ME TO REST ETERNALLY

LAST DANCE

The rest is silence

THANK YOU FOR 400+ SUBS ON YT!!

PLEASE LISTEN WITH HEADPHONES!!

YT link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m2qFt2nyrzw
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♦.wav | https://tinyurl.com/y8lfgeh4
♦acapella | https://tinyurl.com/y8ju3f4g
♦mp3 | https://tinyurl.com/y8rcxlyq

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♦Vocals: Igiko (いぎこ) | pls sub
♦Mix: Shiro | https://www.youtube.com/user/hippiechickie24

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Original Credits/Disclaimer
♦Lyrics & Music & Illustration：Crusher-P　　@CCrusherP
♦Sound Produce：The Living Tombstone　　@LivingTombstone
♦Recorded & Mixed by ANDRIVEBOiz　　@ANDRIVEBOiz
♦Music Video：Makino Sena　　@3329h0rned0w1
♦Vocal Direction：Roccol　　@roccol_admiral

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Soundcloud | https://soundcloud.com/lady-igiko
Twitter | https://twitter.com/ladyigiko
Facebook | https://www.facebook.com/ladyigikocos...
Add me on discord! Igiko (いぎこ) #5822
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Lyrics: 

I haven't been myself lately
I don't blame you for not wanting to stay
Saying things that I don't mean
Not meaning what I say

When it's good, it's so good
When it's bad, it's SO BAD
"Maybe I REALLY have gone mad!"
What am I supposed to say
When I end up driving everyone away?

Cause, I am on fire
A crying, burning liar
Seeing nothing, nothing, but myself
And I'm the one with the lighter

Every inch of me is charred
God, what happened to my heart?
I'm about to fall apart
Again, again
And you're never coming back
And I'm not okay with that
And I should've never let myself get attached
Again, again (x8)

What's done is done
And nothing's gonna change
I should be moving on
But I still feel the same

And it's like every day
Is a fight for my life
To get some self control
And when you've forgotten who I am
It just feels, it just feels...
I'm nobody at all

I lost myself hitting the ground
I tried to scream and made no sound
I should have known it was no use
To try and run from
The cycle of abuse, the cycle of abuse

I am on fire
A crying, burning liar
Seeing nothing, nothing, but myself
And I'm the one with the lighter

Every inch of me is charred
God, what happened to my heart?
I'm about to fall apart
Again, again
And you're never coming back
And I'm not okay with that
And I should've never let myself get 

Every inch of me is charred
God, what happened to my heart?
I'm about to fall apart
Again, again
And you're never coming back
And I'm not okay with that
And I should've never let myself get attached
Again, again (x8)

【Crusher-P】"Again"【FULL Cover by Igiko (イギ子)】

First song for my upcoming original album!! <3 more to come soon so stay tuned!
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xgUXSuEO36I
Youtube Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wiN1okk6pms

Factory Clouds (Ft. Eleanor Forte)

02. Reboot Me

Hai! I'm Jakeneutron! I've been doing a lot of remixes and sometimes original songs lately. Getting better each song! :D 
23 || He/They || USA!