Nihilist in the Club

"Forsaken" is out NOW via AWAL. Produced by GANZ. 
Stream & watch the visualizer: http://lnk.to/forsaken

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Lyrics: 
Would you love me still if I was hospitalized
Can’t afford it when you turn me into your prize,
and then idealize every twist of my lip and curve of my jaw 
I’ve deceived myself, could I ever be bored
Fuck I’m breaking down and become my own storm,
sorry to be confusing I’m just losing parts of myself
With a kiss of my hip oh I feel like I’m floating,
then push you away when it feels all consuming 
Obsessed and depressed I don’t know what I’m choosing 
Call it when you feel like quitting you’re over,
it’s not like I felt like this would be forever
Nobody could ever want bloody endeavors
Please don’t think that I’m tryna be so aloof, it’s not on purpose you would know it if I could Insane rainy days like a burst of shame
Burst down it’s the person you chose,
lock down I’ll defend all my wounds
Hope that you’ll be patient with me anyway 
Duck low it’s a crazy behavior,
I know I can’t make you my savior,
but all that I’m asking is you please forsake me

“Forsaken is about when you convince yourself that you are not deserving of love ever or that you will never heal, and so you push people away as a default defense-mechanism. It was something I absolutely experienced when I was new to dating my boyfriend after being hospitalized for mental illness in 2018. For months I had a mindset that I should just be left alone/abandoned, as a fair punishment for being this way & too challenging to handle. It was the most brutal and heartbreaking form of self-sabotage. But this is my story of recovery” - MADI

Forsaken

Bleach

On behalf of all the crazy shit happening in the world right now , I decided to put some music together for you guys before the release of my album just to hold you over. This music wouldve never seen the light of day otherwise I've had all these songs for over a year now and they were all written during the same-ish time period . The special part about this lil project is that its fan titled! You guys made the suggestions on instagram , I picked the top 5 and You guys voted on which title you like the best.

A special thank you to Jeff, Sandy , Dayyon and Fred for being genius collaborators and sharing their art with me. 

much love - Bi

#BBsociety 

please stay indoors and healthy! 
A BIG thank you to anyone working during this time period!

SUITS

stay at home and be safe be productive why not

go follow @lentra

music video - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q6TXsTWXQV4

lyrics below:

[Intro]
honestly, not gunna friggin lie i think i just lost my mind 
DAY 8 QUARANTINE, you know the vibes, zoom!

[Bars]
yeah, hit it from the back spectacular 
i'm a big boss y'aint no amateur
take em to the moon im'a take em to the atmosphere
break the pussy down just like an engineer
bish i'm the big dog, i don't wanna tiktok, put em in a gridlock
'whisper' woah woah woah woah
got a bad ass bitch in my bed, now i'm bed lock, new watch, two rocks, glad i got the guap.
same khakis don't restock 
i'on give a fuck watch me jaywalk
IM GOOOING FAST!!!
ZZZZZ ZZZ ZOOOM!
yeah never hit a roadblock
post hoc
all you do is talk talk
one thing, one deal, one mission!
what is that?
GET MONEY!
facts facts facts!!!
WELL I Just woke up, i don't give a fuck fuck, baby no baby no baby no rules BITCH!
watch me break em! [mhmmm] [SNAP]
i ain't tryna pipe no bum ass bit no 5 or 6
yeah might make enemies, 
i'm a nice guy don't hit no felonies
got a new place and it got good amenities
i'm be honest, kinda like living here,
WHATS WRONG BITCH?
nothing!
life ain't bad
YEAH!
where am i going with this song, uh
i don't really know, mmmm
i don't really give a fuck, nah
[WhoOoOps]
!! BACK ON MY MISSION LETS GET US SOME MONEY !!
yeah jump on that booty like i am a bunny
reader rabbit, educational games
OUT with a bit if she tryna play games
finna throw a fit if i don't get brained
YEAH U KNOW WE'RE ON THAT BIG BRAIN SHIT! lol
well, ima be a hypocrit
baby no baby sit
wahwahwah! shut up! [shhhh]

TRYNA GET MONEY, TRYNA GET BAGS, YEAH IM TRYNA GET RICH!

rich rich rich rich rich rich, i could do for some more!
rich rich rich rich rich rich, i could do for some more!

download

quarantine freestyle (prod. lentra) [OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION]

https://youtu.be/m1gGo30jcew

2 scared 2 care april

prod. bobby raps and the roommates

Believe The Lie *video in description*

Stream The Beach: https://smarturl.it/TheBeachML

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The Beach

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eRRdeKa - EdoppelR - Remix - Jakso

Written by James Harmon Stack, Dijon Duenas, and Ariel Rechtshaid
Produced by Jim-E Stack and Ariel Rechtshaid 
Vocals: Dijon
Drum programming: Jim-E Stack
Guitar: Jim-E Stack
Keyboards: Ariel Rechtshaid 

Lyrics:
Can we talk I
Tell you anything you want
Can we think about
Tell you anything you want to
Think about 
Tell me what you dreaming about 
Can you could think about
Tell me what you dreaming about


Can we talk I
Tell you anything you want
Can we think about
Tell you anything you want to
Think about 
Tell me what you dreaming about 
Can you could think about
Tell me what you

Keep your hand in my
Pocket 
Sweet, sweet, sweet summer sweat
Keep your hand in my
Pocket 
Sweet, sweet, sweet summer

Can we talk I
Tell you anything you want
Can we think about
Tell you anything you want to
Think about 
Tell me what you dreaming about 
Can you could think about
Tell me what you

Keep your hand in my
Pocket 
Sweet, sweet, sweet summer sweat
Keep your hand in my
Pocket 
Sweet, sweet, sweet summer

Owe you one thing 
All that you want
And I could tell you tell you anything
All that you want it’s yours
Keep your hand in your
Pocket 
Sweet, sweet, sweet summer
Sweet, sweet, sweet summer sweat