Diary + Pluggnb vol.4

no holster (jannah)

produced by @bstrxy

mixed and mastered by me

last chance before I end it all
i got ur pictures on my wall
and i wish i couldn't think at all
who knows what's next after you fall

lost and now i'm found
i been kounting kastkets upside down
losing my passion again and again
hoping that soon that this will end
racks out flexin now i'm up
she always thinkin bout what's in my cup
shit hurts so much but i'm stayin up
and i cant tell myself when its enough

and there's so much that i cant tell you
got that bag yeah you know that new new
and she says "sometimes i cant stand you"
keep it on the low but i know that that's the truth

losing my passion p. bstrxy

Its no love in my city 
Its no love in my (damn)
I hate going thru dis
You could be mad but you still be my bitch
Dont play defense i dont get assist 
How i fall for the trap i fell for the trick
My AP it match yo fit
I hit scams fuck wit counterfeit
My ex hoe she went kinda fed
Bird brain these bitches simon says
Bird box close yo eyes what i said
Jacquees ill take you thru the bed
Pressed pills i love fucking wit fetty
I dont got say nun know you ready
Dis marni on pop out like freddy
Do weird shit cuz you think its trendy
Dis FN 5 ouu 7 i cut ties you severed
Im not adam you not eve
Fuck up the money im gone leave
Mashallah cant go jesus piece 
You call my phone you need a piece
Lil hoe ouu 
I need you stay down and just keep it P
im scoring all the time inside my league im MVP
I could get a nigga off the court like Patrick Beverly
My fans let me down i posted my gmail i needed beats
But its okay i came up so now you gone hear me speak
Like rosetta stone you translate for me when we out to eat
A nigga in my city cant say he did nun to me
I took a L one time and took the Ls to East
And i used to stay on penn but den i moved right up the street
You want me to leave you lone but send a text you thanking me

P.O had me drawn its drugs up in my pee
I told twin to tag a hat when we strike inna V
If ion make it back its cool cuz ion got nobody
Ian go the polo track cuz i pulled up tommy
You my bitch so you suck it so sloppy 
Im too tired when we fuck i told you get on top me

no love in my city (symelz aria1k)

kynlary - I wanna die wit her p me _d5rko

Pbs2

Dogdemon (Symelz)

2side (Symelz)

Sideqs (Symelz)

Prod @minasxx

Lyrics: 

Letter to my dear
Girl i need you right here
You’re so far but so near
My life’s going nowhere 
I can feel it slip away
And it got me so scared
I know that they don’t care
I hate that I don’t care

Rip my heart out
Ya it’s made of tin girl
I’d give it to you
I want you until the end girl
I can barely breathe 
Living through machines for you
Love me through the screen
Can’t you see my heart
It beats for you baby

What are we waiting for
It’s got me so torn
My whole world hurts
From the stars to my bones
Give you all you deserve 
Bleeding out on the curb
Diamond ring it’s for her
Everything is for her

click here for spotify

letter to my dear @ikari

Ispy W Prettylyfekyra (Symelz)

sokka + selz - can’t cry (jannah)

Sparewick W Kuru (Symelz)

Newnights (Symelz)

Scrolls (Symelz)

all up on me w/ viyah (mxsui)

When I talk u don’t listen, with my boundaries bro I'm not forgiving. I’ll stop talking to you so you'll see what's missing, yea my body hurts I'm on the floor it’s stinging. I think I just cut my friend off no I got nobody else, I don't wanna hang out and do drugs lil bro can't u tell. That's some kid shit, I'm not on that kid shit. Cuz life w too many drugs is not living, idgaf about being high, rap niggas pop a pill before they touch a mic . I don't need no drugs to get my feelings out, if you want a feat you should pay in amounts.

Niggas they got my name in their mouths, you gotta face all your demons. Cause you'll always get back to your sober self, why are u spending money on these fucking pills? Yea u should look in the mirror and be honest w who you're looking @. I remember like last year I wasn’t even myself; that's why I'm tryna tell u to lay off the pills. 

Like go and lock in, think bout ur future. Think bout ur mom n dad n family, man all these drugs they're so unhealthy. Remember when I almost died bro on that shit. No one was there for  me no one cared bout me no one was there for me. No one was there for me but I am there for you, I hope that you'll listen to my words. 




Ily. <3

don't forgive, don't forget.

SPOTIFY

don't forgive, don't forget. (prod astrid)

jovan - be trolling (jovan chaosysl)

https://instagram.com/b1emxsh

yea she calling my name 
ah, she all up on me
u want me like all day 
she wanna fuck okay
bae u can’t feel my pain 
ahh she gone gimme face 
too high i can’t feel shit
too high i can’t feel shit 
want me to stayyyy 
all up in my faceee
bae i can’t feel you 
idk what to do 
i cannot be with u 
i cannot stay with u 
i cannot stay with uuuu
yeaaaa

sipping on potion
gotta stay cautious
i cannot love ya
i cannot love ya 
ahhhhh
feel so badddd
like all nightttt
like all nightt

yea she calling my name 
ah, she all up on me
u want me like all day 
she wanna fuck okay
bae u can’t feel my pain 
ahh she gone gimme face 
too high i can’t feel shit
too high i can’t feel shit 
want me to stayyyy 
all up in my faceee
bae i can’t feel you 
idk what to do 
i cannot be with u 
i cannot stay with u 
i cannot stay with uuuu
yeaaaa

stay with you (p. dstarkel + eriosah)

s9uks + selz  - pretty in the city (riveo)

tkoshyne - on da run (draz)

Diary + Pluggnb vol.4

Jazzy