Hurt Me

song: https://soundcloud.com/middle-east-beats/altura
follow: https://soundcloud.com/middle-east-beats
Coverart: made by me, tried to recreate my phone

Deciding if I should drop the rest of the songs I have. Still unsure.
edit 1/2/17 
i did drop them lmaoo 
https://soundcloud.com/llamawav/sets/letters-never-sent

[lyrics]
She aint steal no heart but she steal them souls 
She got me runnin off the hills and i cant no mo 
I wanna go to a place where it aint so cold
Where the colors shine bright and the mold dont grow 
Im getting back in the function 
I use to want all your loving but now i want it even more 
But it aint never meant be
So i staay sleeping hoping that i catch this dream
I wanna lay in a meadow will it stay green?
I wanna breathe air, without that carbon emission 
Not a man on a mission but a man with vision 
Who wants to see all his children but i be stuck in this fiction 
Imprisoned maybe if i took the time to believe in religion
I wouldn't be so stressed but i got shit on my mind
what happens after i die does time keep going and going
Like Idk where im going 
I see the water it flowing 
So im taking dip but this current dont shift and its a long way down 
I just wanna find myself in this thing called sound
Sometimes i hear this ring 
Like when an angel sings
I don't feel displeased
But then the storms come in 
And when it rains it pours  
I be hiding my tears inside this phone
I wanna keep it movin’ but i cant no mo
I wanna go to a place where it aint so cold 
Where the uh colors shine bright
Where the mold dont grow uh uh uh 
Im getting back in the function 
I use to want all your lovin 
But that ship has sunken and now im searching for something
So i, wonder what wanderer would do in his finals moments
Probably be sippin on something potent 
And when he dies they finally notice
Hes a poet, they bring me back and relive all my greatest moments
In yo hands forever hold em
You kept me gold for the price of my soul 
 im at an all time low 
But i remember the flow 
Where i be dancing and grooving
Life lesson, i am her student 
So im just keeping it moving it
And i dont care what you doing as long as We Keep it movin
The rhythm imma pursue it until i cant  no mo 
I wanna go to a place where it aint so cold
Where the colors shine bright
Where the mold dont grow uh uh
i wanna go, i wanna go..

for someone who won't feel the same [prod. MiddleEast]

Listen on Spotify here: https://open.spotify.com/track/49Q8TIMlAhkWItGCT9HlFC?si=1QKaT78NTsCib64mJ8WOHw

Written, produced and recorded by me.  Same with the flute.

Lyrics:
You are the type of girl that's open about everything
I have a hard enough time relaying my feelings
It's not a good idea to tell you how I feel 'bout you
Break everything and separate us is the only thing it would do

*Chorus*
You'll never find out (2x)
what goes through my head when you pass by
or the feelings in my chest when you say hi
or when you talk about your day and i talk about mine
You'll never find out (2x)
All the sad nights you put me through
Cause I know I'll never have a chance with you
but I know there's nothing that I'll ever do
**

I try to take these thoughts and throw them all away
Because there's no point in feeling emotion if it ruins your day
Even if I wanted your love, I don't want the fallout
I'd rather feel nothing at all than feel like i'm falling down

*chorus*

You'll Never Find Out

Lyric video out now!: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5b_HOtUKcak

feat. @ibr
prod. @kastrosplace
mix. @ibr
art. me

Lyrics:
It's been about thirty two minutes or so/
and I'm clutching foolish optimism like she'll slip through the door/
and sit down with a story, telling of traffic -
"Would you care for a refill?"/
yeah, thank you, sorry I tend to overshare with people/
it's just I've had quite the crush on her for - "I'll be right back with your drink"/
oh well, it's only been sixty-one minutes I think/
clink ice cubes with a straw, the table's candles forming puddles/
rest my fist below my jaw, her car could be the source of trouble/
but she hasn't read the multitude of texts I sent, and I won't reprehend/
like it could be an emergency, or she went to bed, maybe she just -/
"Sorry to interrupt, but are you ready to order?
we're closing soon, I recommend the lobster on arugula, the dish is new and-"/
No, I'll get the fettuccine, please, with chicken/
text her one last time, it's urgent, damn, she knows the evening's ticking/ 
like I'm a decent guy, well, at least from what I've heard/
I don't think I'll find the courage to stand up and say goodbye/

and I'm still waiting, wait here oh so patient/
wait here all long night, resolve never waning/
and still I'm waiting, wait here oh so patient/
wait here all long night, I'm waiting and waiting/

I'm waiting for her to reply to my text/
I know it says "seen" but maybe she didn't see it just yet/
"I guess, but you've been here for three days, that doesn't seem strange to you?"  
So what? She's late, and this table's purely made for two/
my plate of food, has grown a bit cold in the past month/ 
but it's not too far fetched for someone to run late and catch up/
any second now, she'll- 
"Do you want this to go, or should I just throw it out, it's been a year-"/
No thanks, no point in acting like it's over now/
I know my beard's an overgrowth and I'm becoming one with this chair/
but a decade's nothing, I won't be the one who's under-prepared/
for the future, cause she'll arrive and we'll survive the ruins/
until time folds in upon itself, so what's your two cents?/
...hm, I guess he left or he closing up the business/
I can hear metallic thumping and explosions in the distance/
a stray dog is chewing on a human bone right by the entrance/
there's barbaric men outside and all they're toting make-shift weapons/
I just think it's odd she's hasn't tried to phone or send a message/
but I'll wait right here 'til time as we know it is non-existent/
I'll just wait here and drink until the last one's dry/
I mean c'mon really, I'm a stand up guy/

Spotify!

Stand Up Guy (ft. ibrahim)

stream on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3j2vsBxYz2W03gdUAN0acB?si=1oSOSZ9lQSmNdSnEZ0irgw

feat. @isabellafortuna
prod. @masked-man-peace

[Verse 1: Isabella Fortuna]
my head in the stars my heart nearly healed
till I got caught up in your magnetic field 
you stared right into the depths of my soul 
you drew me slowly into your black hole
i’m fragile to touch eager to love 
it got too much 
the sky up above was caving in 
my universe was paper-thin

[Verse 2: marc]
I ain't really tryna fall so I get high 
using music as my armor to get by 
used to look up at the stars in the night sky 
now I only see the dark in my damn mind
see she used to steal hearts she's an ex-bandit 
till she got her heart broken and her self damaged 
science tells that the universe is expanding 
maybe we could find balance on the Next planet 
shake when I'm standing, hurts and I'm anxious 
got my head spinning like the earth on its axis 
and I know I got a fairly odd flow 
but maybe me and you could wander in the cosmos

I see the stars in the yolk of your eyes 
I feel fingernails in the flesh of my thighs 
you have me lightheaded, hands threaded
through your hair I’m caught in your stare
do you see my galaxies 
what I believe, what I perceive
I know I got a fairly odd flow 
but maybe you and me could 
wonder in the cosmos

[Hook: marc] x2
Blasting off on a rocket going who knows where 
Saw a planet and a comet baby you don't care 
well if home is where the heart is 
and I'm really being honest 
there ain't nothing that can stop us
we can stay right here

*i do not own the artwork*

spotify

cosmic emotions w/ isabella fortuna (prod. masked man)

special thanks to @lijofficial, @lordmatador, and @cloudzzz for this one. 
it's been a long time coming

days go by ft. lij (prod. risky patterns)

Produced and mixed by @marcthepoet
Remix of Kali Uchis' "Loner" @kaliuchis
Enjoy 
My instagram: Nickeloedon

Noner (Loner Remix) (Prod. Marc)

Written by: Reed Pake
Vocals by: https://soundcloud.com/wetdaytimetable/
Produced by: https://soundcloud.com/tsii
Album art by: https://soundcloud.com/saintkales
Mixed/Mastered by: John Garcia

Lyrics:

Hook:
Never wanna be confined, be confined, be confined 
Wanna color out the lines, out the lines, out the lines/  
Now when I look out of my blinds, out my blinds, out my blinds
All I see is grey/
Eyes used to glisten with life, but I feel like that’s died/
Wishin’ for a better life, one where I’m not gettin’ dried/
Out of all ambition, what I’m missin’ is a little light/
Out of my window pane/

Verse:
Back when I was a kid I would sit and dream/
By my window seat listening to the winter breeze whistling/
With nothin’ but a pad and a pen to bleed/
All I’d need was a bit of ink to link with my mind and free/
Myself from my identity, shed my body and fly with ease/
Or become the mightiest king or a hero fighting enemies/
Whoever I’d pretend to be, it never felt pretend to me/
Whether I was an an entity zippin’ beyond infinity/
Or in a different century solvin’ a murder mystery/
I could escape my boredom that tended to be a trend for me/
But when I was scolded for livin’ in my mental imagery/
I let myself get molded into something that isn’t me/
‘Cause I was told it was time to rid of kiddish sensibilities/
And I let that shit get to me, ‘till I met all my friends, ya see/
They helped inspirit me and bring back what appeared to be/
That old energy back when I had nothin’ but a pad and a pen to bleed/
And pushed me not to dream to live, but rather to live to dream/

Hook:
Never will I be confined, be confined, be confined 
Coloring out of the lines, out the lines, out the lines
Now when I look out of my blinds, out my blinds, out my blinds
Great array of shades/
Eyes are glistenin’ with life, knowin’ who is  by my side/
Couldn’t have a better life, everything is feelin’ right/
Ambition and a mission, always see me up and beamin’ bright/
Out of my window pane/

Live to Dream (feat. JUAN) [Prod. TSII) - Single

Spotify/Apple Music

Live to Dream (feat. Juan) [prod. TSII]

Featuring: https://soundcloud.com/kidaprilart & https://soundcloud.com/deadchemist

Lead guitarist and drummer: https://soundcloud.com/user-908683638 

Lyrics: https://genius.com/miles-powers-back-to-business-lyrics

SPOTIFY etc.

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