A song about losing someone close to you and not realizing it until there gone.

Cut Me In 2

SEEK DEEP - MADE OF DAMAGE - STUDIO MASTER - 2025

[Verse 1] 
I burned down what I called my home
Traded truth for nights alone
Lies were sweet behind the dark
Now my friends have left their mark

Her heart broke beneath my hands
Vows I swore dissolved to sand
Mirrors crack when I look through
I’m the ghost my lies made true

[Pre-Chorus 1] 
My name’s a scar I can’t reclaim
Every bridge consumed by flame
I’m the echo of my shame
Burning out in time I claimed

[Chorus] 
In the ashes of myself, I’m crawling through the flame
Every secret that I kept is screaming out my name
I lost it all to feel alive — now I’m just a stain
In the ashes of myself, there’s no one left to blame

[Verse 2] 
She walked away into the night
I fed the fire that killed the light
Betrayal’s carved into my skin
Regret’s a tide that pulls me in

My family’s gone, they shut the gate
No tears to mourn my broken state
This empty bed is all I own
Where love I broke won’t call its home

[Pre-Chorus 2] 
I taste the venom on my tongue
Every lie I wove and sung
I’m the ruin, I’m the cost
Counting all my soul has lost

[Chorus] 
In the ashes of myself, I’m choking on the flame
Every secret that I kept is carving out my name
I burned it all to feel alive — now I’m just a stain
In the ashes of myself, there’s no one left to blame

[Bridge] 
I chased the thrill that left me numb
Love I sold for fleeting crumbs
Was it worth my hollowed soul?
Would you loathe me if I told?

[Chorus] 
In the ashes of myself, I’m fading in the flame
Every secret that I kept has buried all my name
I lost it all to feel alive — now I’m just a stain
In the ashes of myself, I’m drowning in the blame

[Outro] 
I’m the ruin I can’t flee
Lies now carve the heart of me
Echoes haunt my hollowed cost
Counting all my soul has lost

Ashes of Myself

MY BRAIN DON'T GET HER

MY BRAIN DON’T GET HER

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Poppunk 🎸💘

Learning how to do it right.

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men can't cry 2

An unnecessarily emotional song about Texas Roadhouse running out of bread.

Ashes & Anthems

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We’re burning in the shadows

Little Wonder

I write every lyric myself—this is therapy, my outlet.
Raw rap, melodic rap, Metalcore, Punk, PopPunk and storytelling born from burnout, heartbreak, and unprocessed grief.

I use Suno (AI) to turn my words into the sound I hear in my head.
Every track is part of my story: real, unfiltered, and deeply personal.

First release: 15/07/25 🖤♥️✌🏻

If you connect with honest music about mental health, resilience, and finding clarity, follow the journey. I’d love to hear what you think, drop me a message anytime, drop me a follow for more.

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Jamie C

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