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i miss this old Tony newbury. Like. Not really who he was bc I’m still him. But the rawness of trying to become better. That feeling can change over time. Eventually it becomes a habit. So it’s still fun. But idk. I think shit has gotten better since, but I’ll never forget how fun developing how to grind was. I try to keep that alive. That makes me really proud. Plus the people I have around me a great. I’ve tried to move on and find time with some others, but I’m just so attached to the gratitude these specific individuals make me feel. Ykiyk. I’m believing in my process more than I ever did. It’s all In gods hands with how hard I work. Im going on with it y’all. You know how I get. I get lost in my time. I get lost in my mind. I get briefly infatuated with peace and purpose to find me a feel like I haven’t forever had faith in my mind. Mingle mangles the mind. Hold the moment u find. Im alive and I’m breathing. I need to focus on my more 9/15/22


update - its 5/8/24 and im the most talented ive ever been, the smartest ive ever been, the most mature - yet also the most heartbroken, the most hurt, while trying to be the most grateful. I know if I needed, those same people I used to appreciate would come around me if I called - but most of them turned into an endless drain of my energy and trust. I don't know if they meant it, but one thing this life has taught me at the age of 24 - I was born to be used. which I didn't mind - because I love to help- but if you're reading this and thinking, "wow, this kid is a bitch and is the definition of has everything but can't see it - you're either one of those people who were using me as an escape - or you're using someone else and aren't strong enough to admit it." the world will invalidate those who try to leave it. I am confident enough to walk away from everybody but God. I hope u are too #JKGFOREVER

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