R&B Mixed Styles #1

Where I Wanna Be

Unchained Desire

“‘Unconditional Love’ is about loving someone with no limits, no conditions, no matter what they put you through. It’s that deep kind of love where you accept them at their best and their worst—where you stay even when it hurts, because your heart just won’t let go. This song is me admitting that I loved him for who he was, not who I wanted him to be. Even when he pushed me away or made mistakes, I still stood by him. That’s the kind of love I gave—real, raw, and without any rules.”

“Unconditional Love”

A tender, nostalgic slow jam soaked in memory and mellow groove. “Back When You Smiled” looks back at the sweet beginnings of love — the little laughs, the shared glances, the joy before the storm. With soft harmonies and a mellow funk-R&B fusion, this track captures the moment when love was new, the world was simple, and her smile could rewrite the day.

Back When You Smiled First

‘Cry in Shame’ is about the pain of realizing they never saw the love you gave until it was too late. I gave him everything—my heart, my trust, my soul—and he didn’t treat it like it mattered. And now that I’m gone, now that I’ve finally walked away, he wants to feel something. But it’s too late. This song is me letting it all out—the heartbreak, the anger, the disappointment. If he’s crying now, it’s not out of love—it’s out of guilt. And that’s the real shame… not that it ended, but that he didn’t value it when it was real.

“Cry in Shame”

"Split Affection" is that late-night emotional tug-of-war I wrote from deep inside — the kind where love and pain sleep in the same bed. It’s about two men caught in that silent storm, still craving each other, still feeling the electricity... but torn by trust, timing, or just life getting in the damn way.

It’s that moment when your body still remembers, but your heart ain’t sure anymore. One minute you’re locked in each other’s arms, the next you're facing opposite directions, both pretending like it doesn’t hurt.
This ain’t just a breakup track — it’s a confessional. Smooth R&B vibes, soft trap drums, and raw masculinity dripping from every lyric.

This song is the mirror crack — where you still see pieces of the love, but nothing lines up like it used to.

Split Affection

PRETTY

[Verse 1]
Still got your hoodie by the door
Ain’t touched it, it don’t feel wrong
Your name pop up in my head
Like a hook in my favorite song
Everybody sayin’ move on
But they don’t know what we had
You ain’t just someone I lost
You were part of who I am
Some nights I think you pull up
Just to check I ain’t folded
Still got your playlist runnin’
Still can’t believe you ghosted

[Chorus]
I still feel you, even when the light’s out
Still hear you, in the middle of the crowd
Might be gone, but you didn’t fade
You the reason I move this way
I still feel you, even though the world spins
You left, but I ain’t let the hurt in
Can’t touch you, but I know you close
I still feel you when I need you most

[Verse 2]
They say time gonna heal that space
But they ain’t walked in my frame
I still check my phone some days
Like maybe your name gon’ wave
I laugh like you still around
Catch myself, then I look down
Say a prayer, let the beat breathe
‘Cause your voice still lives in me
Sometimes I talk like you right here
Got me feelin’ like I’m half clear
No cap, you the calm I keep
Even gone, you still speak

[Chorus]
I still feel you, even when the light’s out
Still hear you, in the middle of the crowd
Might be gone, but you didn’t fade
You the reason I move this way
I still feel you, even though the world spins
You left, but I ain’t let the hurt in
Can’t touch you, but I know you close
I still feel you when I need you most

[Bridge]
Maybe someday I’ll see you again
In a place where time don’t end
‘Til then, I’ll keep your name alive
In every breath, in every line

[Final Chorus]
I still feel you, even when the light’s out
Still hear you, in the middle of the crowd
Might be gone, but you didn’t fade
You the reason I move this way
I still feel you, even though the world spins
You left, but I ain’t let the hurt in
Can’t touch you, but I know you close
I still feel you when I need you most

Still Feel You

e•pit•o•me

Soundtrack Of Your Love

ALL ALONE!!!!!

“Just one second” is a modern R&B slow jam wrapped in atmospheric textures, heartfelt lyrics, and soul-stirring instrumentation. Blending smooth hip-hop rhythms, 808-driven low-end, and melodic guitar and piano riffs, this track captures the aching beauty of love, longing, and emotional vulnerability.

The production builds around a moody yet warm F# minor palette, with layered strings, subtle brass leads, and deep, immersive synths that draw you into a late-night world of reflection. Each verse feels like a whisper in the dark, while the chorus bursts with yearning — “just one second with you feels like a day.”

Perfect for fans of Trap Soul, Modern R&B, and emo-laced love ballads. It’s music for quiet moments, deep thoughts, and the kind of connection that lingers long after the track ends. bit of hip hop

Don't Forget Me When I'm Gone

Dear Anxiety

[Verse 1]
Dust on the roads, summer heat rising
Words left unsaid, slowly fading away
Morning comes fast, what happens next
Keep it quiet now

[Chorus]
First August took us away
Left me a sign in the stars
Coming back somehow
Time to let go
But my heart still warm

[Verse 2]
Those summer nights, sparks in the dark
Glass getting foggy from the heat outside
All those meetings, moments we had
But dawn breaks through, then what

[Chorus]
First August took us away
Left me a sign in the stars
Coming back somehow
Time to let go
But my heart still warm

[Bridge]
Say goodbye
But not forever
Leave something behind
Like those night stars
I'll return
Just like that

[Chorus]
First August took us away
Left me a sign in the stars
Coming back somehow
Time to let go
But my heart still warm

[Outro]
Dust settles down
Heat on the glass
Words in the mist
First August
Took us away

First August took us away

Soakin Wet

fall to fast

Mind Over Matter
If I don't Mind, then it doesn't Matter. 

Dear Anxiety

James Rusty Sanders

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