Checks - FaLLing (2019)

broken knees

A UK Garage style song that uses tightly programmed drums and etheral vocals to communicate internal turmoil with a positive resolution in the final verse.

Shimmer

A fragmented dreamscape where emotion is trapped beneath a mechanical surface, The singer's voice feels human but digitally glitched — like a confession spoken through a mirror that doesn’t reflect properly, Mood: Cold, anxious, hypnotic, Pulsing synths echo like distorted heartbeats under neon light, Imagery: Empty streets at dawn, reflections on glass, humming machinery, a voice calling from inside your head but slightly out of sync, Concept: A confrontation with your own hidden self — the version that lives in silence, watching every move,

Glass Veins

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Deepnessmann (Original Mix)

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never needed

life's been tough, that seasonal depression is kicking in, and school is taking up all my free time at the moment. i want to get this next project out as soon as possible but i don't want it to be rushed at the same time, so heres something to hold you all. just something i made, kind of sounding what im feeling like right now. just in the moment kind of thing. you guys deserve it, love you all.

-james

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cover art and reproduction by me
original track : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kyWnEha9qaM
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daisuke amaya - freeze draft ❄(! ! BOOGIE FLIP MIX ! !)❄

https://open.spotify.com/track/6RiQxeTiKoaS31vUAVD1je?si=W2cpSgFxTBGG8G_2Is24bw

ugly
written by christopher cortes & nicholas grant
produced by matthew patrick taylor
engineered by zyrom

lyrics

nickg:

[verse]

melancholic dissociation
the moss on my bones decaying
my ribs are an open cage
and a home for a lonely rodent
i roam the unknown with satan
my boys they all know i’m changing
i’m growing still slowly fading
an ocean of hopeless faces
i wade through the water
your only saviour is gone bitch
i am a failure, a bother
i am enslaved and so toxic
but when the rain touches on me
i’m not ashamed of my wrongs
because the whole world is around me
i am the girl that you found inside of your masculine body
i am the blood that runs through you
i am the wind in the trees
and i am the feeling inside when you hear your mothers deceased
i am the man in the woman 
i am the woman in man
i am your strengths and your weaknesses and the car that you crashed
i am the acid you took
and i am the art on the tab
because everything is nothing and that's all that i am

cortez:

[verse]

walk around with these scars on my face
self inflicted with these thoughts
of self doubt melting my aching pace
i trip and tumble as my bone marrow rot
screams of help caught in my throat
spend days sitting in my own self loath
stare at a mirror, smashing glass until i burst
i spit the blood between my teeth
vomit til my flesh no longer hurt and i begin to crease
witness my carcass squirm in the dirt like a worm
and you find me half sunken in the creek

i held your fleeing consciousness inside of my arms
when they took you from me baby all i could think is harm
hide my feelings from people who show no fucking alarm
fuck this pain in my chest i've been spitting up pure black tar
i've been tearing at my skin, and i been ripping my hair
i stopped caring for shit, babe i know it's not even fair
i have trouble loving me so how could i aim that at your self


music video

https://youtu.be/z7MfGCKJQtE

ugly, with nickg (produced by mf zeph)

[lyrics]

(verse 1 | @danielsgone)

ambitious wishes
my brain has been left in stitches
need coverage i need a blindfold
to protect from these black mold
zombies tryna make my breath cold
its bold of you to say so

i wish i had that confidence 
to speak against my control
locked away inside the console
with my voice under the threshold 

so much pressure on my mind wrinkles my skin and makes my flesh old

hold
yes my ambition makes me fold
reverting diamonds into coal
i smash my face into the pole
and break my nose
once i think im on roll
the earth it starts to swallow whole
as if destruction is its goal

i am gold
i am mold

(verse 2 | checks)

I got no motivation so fuck it imma cave in
and let em all know I’m insane, shit is dishonest,
a concept of which I’m not the fondest of,
Scott free I got off,
upon arrival tryna finalize
how I’m perceived in the world’s (eyes/lies) how I do it,
find another way through it, 
clenched my fists and threw my old self away, 
wanna convey this shit ain okay I just wanna be myself, 
but that’s what I say every day, this shit ain goin nowhere, 
blah blah blah something about “decay”

you only wanna ____ :) so you can tell us how much u wanna ___ :(, 
full on farce you say you got no drive, 
fall off so you can thrive, you conniving, 
thus you drivin right in, divin into a blight-riddled ocean, 
the very notion that you’re fakin it do not ever get questioned, 
you’ll get defensive actin like you on the fence hence, 
take offense when you compared to yourself,
thinkin that outdated falsification finna be what’ll help em make it, 
but you breakin in on the inside takin drugs, painful styes, 
doin somethin that makes you alone excited sounds like it is worth a try
...but you’d rather pretend-


[thank you for your patience and continued support.]

love,
eric :)

Ambition (feat. Daniels Gone)

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