TOO MANY THOUGHTS, MY HEADS FUCKED, I FEEL SO NUMB
IM A GHOST, IM SO LOST, I FEEL NO LOVE
GOT NO FRIENDS ON MY PHONE, I TRUST NO ONE
IM A FUCK UP, MY PAST CANT BE UNDONE

IM A TIME BOMB, JUST WAITING TO BLOW UP
IM A TIME BOMB, JUST WAITING TO BLOW UP
IM A TIME BOMB, JUST WAITING TO BLOW UP
IM A TIME BOMB, JUST WAITING TO BLOW UP

TOO MANY THOUGHTS, MY HEADS FUCKED, I FEEL SO NUMB
IM A GHOST, IM SO LOST, I FEEL NO LOVE
GOT NO FRIENDS ON MY PHONE, I TRUST NO ONE
IM A FUCK UP, MY PAST CANT BE UNDONE

IM A TIME BOMB, JUST WAITING TO BLOW UP
IM A TIME BOMB, JUST WAITING TO BLOW UP
IM A TIME BOMB, JUST WAITING TO BLOW UP
IM A TIME BOMB, JUST WAITING TO BLOW UP

GOREJIT - TIMEBOMB [PROD. @VERMIN]

TO THE CORNER YOU SHOVE ME AWAY   

IT WILL ALWAYS BE THE SAME 

I GUESS


I GUESS THAT'S WHAT YOU WANTED
I GUESS
THAT'S WHAT YOU WANTED





  
SAY ANWAY
STARE, POINT AND BLAME
SAY ANYWAY
DID HE USE YOU TODAY
IS THAT WHY YOU CALLED

I GUESS


I GUESS THATS WHAT YOU WANTED
I GUESS
THATS WHAT YOU WANTED

SEEYOUNEVER - WANTED

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LYRICS
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I'M STILL HERE, I'M STILL FINE
PHASE FIVE
I HOPE THIS IS THE LAST TIME
PROBABLY NOT
MY LIFE IS  STILL DISORGANIZED
PHASE FIVE
PLEASE DON'T WORRY, IT'S ALRIGHT
IT'S ALRIGHT

I BEEN THINKING IT'S ABOUT TIME
ABOUT TIME TO START ANOTHER LIFE
I'VE BEEN SPEAKING TO ALL OF THE SIGNS
PHASE FIVE STARTING IN IT'S PRIME
IT'S A NEW JAMES, BUT I'M STILL REALLY THE SAME
STARTING FRESH ON A NEW LANE, I'M ON A NEW PLANE
MY JOURNEY'S BEEN TO FIND CONTROL OF MY OWN BRAIN
DESTINATION UNKNOWN BUT I'M ON THE TRAIN

LIVING ON THE EDGE IN MY OWN WAY, I'M ALWAYS BALANCING
REVISING MY OLD WAYS, I'M RECOGNIZING ALL MY FALLACIES
CRAZY SEEING OTHERS CHOOSE TO AIM SO LOW, IT'S BAFFLING
I BEEN BUSY IN MY MIND, I'M STUFFING OUT CALAMITIES
LATELY NEGATIVES OUT WEIGH THE POSITIVES, THEY'RE JANGLING
SO DISTRAUGHT IN ALL THE MOTIONS, I BEEN BARELY MANAGING
MISUSE OF MY TIME AND EFFORT OFTEN, FEELS LIKE I AM GAMBLING
I GOT PEOPLE COUNTING ON ME, BEST KNOW THAT'S MY FAMILY

I THINK I BEEN AFRAID TO START ANEW 
THIS A FIRST (THIS A FIRST, THIS A FIRST)
BUT IF I DON'T I KNOW THAT ALL THIS SHIT IS
GETTIN' WORSE (GETTIN' WORSE, GETTIN' WORSE)
YOU GOTTA START SOME DAY
SOME DAY (SOME DAY, SOME DAY)
EVERYBODY ALWAYS GOES THROUGH
A NEW PHASE (A NEW PHASE, A NEW PHASE)

ORGANS OUT IN THE OPEN, I FOLLOW MY INTESTINES
IT BE SENDING ME RESPONSES WHEN THERE'S WAY TOO MANY QUESTIONS
YOUR INTUITION ALONE CAN TEACH YOU  MANY LESSONS
FOLLOW THE TRACT AND LISTEN TO ALL OF THE MESSAGES
NOTHING HAS TO START FROM SQUARE ONE
TAKE SOME NOTES FROM WHERE IT ALL BEGUN
ONCE YOU GOT SOME THEN YOU'RE ON THE RUN
KEEP THAT MOMENTUM TILL YOU REACH THE SUN

I KNOW THAT I'VE BEEN STUCK INSIDE OF MY OLD WAYS
BUT I DONT REALLY KNOW WHAT ELSE THERE IS TO SAY
SOMETIMES MY IMAGINATION IS WHAT JUST KEEPS ME SANE
OTHER TIMES IT SENDS ME INTO AN ILL STATE
NOTHING WAS THERE SO I CREATED MY OWN FAITH
MY GOD LIVES INSIDE OF ME KEEPING ME SAFE

I'M STILL HERE, I'M STILL FINE
PHASE FIVE
I HOPE THIS IS THE LAST TIME
PROBABLY NOT
MY LIFE IS  STILL DISORGANIZED
PHASE FIVE
PLEASE DON'T WORRY, IT'S ALRIGHT
IT'S ALRIGHT

PHASE FIVE

im not real
i try, so hard
i dont care
let me hate myself
i hate myself

i hurt so bad
feel so fake
sorry im a mistake
hate myself
and trapped in doubt
filled my heart with sorrow

(and i)

looking at myself
i hate the way i look (fuck)
shattered mirrors on the wall

(everything is gone, goodbye)

i miss, myself

prod. whitecxffin x lava

lyrics:

just want to escape this fucking pain
just want someone to show an ounce of change
nothing ever seems to go my way
fight it in this bottle of endless drink
failing everything, cant you see that?
fill my cup until i can see black

EVERYTHING HURTING ME NOW
OCD RUNS SO DEEP IN ME CANT YOU FUCKING SEE?
CUT MYSELF JUST TO FEEL BETTER ABOUT ME
DROWN MY SORROWS IN THIS BOTTLE 
JUST WANTED TO FEEL ALRIGHT
YOU WENT SO FAR
LETHARGIC EMBELLISHED OBJECTS
I PUT MY SOUL IN THIS
I HATE YOU, I HATE YOU

2much + @whitecxffin

https://soundcloud.com/cryingagain
https://soundcloud.com/cryingagain
https://soundcloud.com/cryingagain

RUDE w/CRYINGAGAIN

@lockjaw-889141740

lyrics:

+saturn's lament+
my spine‘s coiled like the roots in a grave
the tongue blacked by the flame of the blasphemous blade
the lost taste ain’t no handicap if i’m being honest
the false prophet spreads the word that i don’t need to be saved
my skull cracked wide open by the weight of the canopy 
in the shape of the half-wheel wound of the centipede
all the blood in my arteries has turned into sap
the maggots leeching off of me will soon be choking to death 

no name, no flesh, only bark and a breath
burn the seed, reap the scream, wait for harvest again
same road, same weather, everything is a mess
eternal dyspnea is all i really have in the end

+lockjaw+
tell me what i've got left
bury me in the godhand
the thorns inside my veins are shooting out to cause a bloodbath, can't stop that
i'm starting to decay while everybody thinks it's nonsense
i'm just content in your eyes, i'm deep inside this fucking forest with no way out

bones decay to dust, just let it happen
i've been waiting for the harvest, i've been starving with the maggots
put the hatchet to my eyelids, let me stare into oblivion
no matter what i look at, i see demons like insidious

shadows been lurking, i'm seeing them move
feels like i'm cursed, let me hang from the roof
speak to the flames that been burning me through
my whole lifeline, i've been searching for you
don't let me rot alone, i've already dug a grave for us (my dear)
come inside this tiny space and let's decay to dust

red saliva fills the room, everything smells like death
choke on the riffle, let me shoot, guess i couldn't connect the dots
i've wasted lots of time to speak my mind
but when nobody listens to my shit, then is it worth the fight, huh?

i've been feasting on some souls for a while
stay the fuck back, better don't let me bite, uh
in the fields, and ima roam with the scythe
i've been waiting for the harvest for my whole fucking life

Spotify

harvesting dead fields w/lockjaw

Survive NVSV6

all_my_life

Lyrics: I try 
hands wrapped around
I’m sick of looking for you 
I try, for you
In the sheets
I’m sick of looking for you
Forever blood is on me
I want you to soak through my skin
I’m drinking your...
Cause I want you deeper
I want you running through my veins.
I want you deeper
I want you in me.
I want you deeper. 
Oh I, I tried to.
Oh I tried to.

Your lips are on my neck,
I want you. I can’t seem to find you I can’t seem to find you I can’t seem to find you.
I try
I try
I can’t seem to find you 
In the sheets.
I try

I Try (p. heavylungs)

Prod. by https://soundcloud.com/deathncreed

Mirage (Prod. by Tyler Creed)

"MAKE FAMILY NOT FRIENDS"
WWW.JAMESGORCZYCA.NET

PHASE FIVE

JAMES GORCZYCA