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Selfish

Selfish (sold)

https://soundcloud.com/shinpuru
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Lyrics:
walking in dark at 2 am without a clue to where I'm going
raining, snowing I don't care
the street lights on these nights will help me repair
the damage you delt, take that belt off I sweared
I was done with this, come back for you baby I'm a masochist
running so damn fast from this
cause baby you the catalyst
alcohol the agonist
pain I cannot manage it.
kiss your glowing lips again
aware that you're a basilisk

now it's 9 am at the station
in my chest I feel no breathe the space is vacant
got no recollection on how I awakened
on this bench said fuck that wench I cannot take this
why I always find myself
downing all the shelf
going 85 inside the residential belt
walking home alone again, I'm talking to myself
I can't find no home until I'm greeted by the 

BLINDING LIGHTS
GLOW SO BRIGHT
I FLY UP HIGH
I TOUCH THE SKY AGAIN
*
coming down
she never come around
I just wander and I ponder If I'm better drowned
leave my body in the lake
I live my life and I'm half baked
and I just wonder If she faked each day she said we're bound

running the in dark at 2 am without a clue to where I'm going
raining, snowing I don't care
the street lights on these nights will help me repair
the damage you delt, as I belt over snares
rip out my hair
everything I came to know was fucking lies
anxious as a mother fucker, rather die
missing every touch and every fucking lie
now I now the truth behind each every line

Street Lights [prod. shinpuru]

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lyrics - 

long drive, dark lights
i ask baby are you alright?
new love, new start
but it's too bright
might try yeah to always stay around her
don't sleep we can stay awake forever

and do you hear me?
when i'm calling
i mean okay
we both want this
but one day
when the sky turns grey
we'll remember this as the day we met

long drive, dark lights
i ask baby are you alright?
new love, new start
but it's too bright
might try yeah to always stay around her
don't sleep we can stay awake forever

i bought you roses 
but you didn't need them
you need my love 
so that's all that i'm bringing
when we first met i didn't think i just leaped in
your eyes were so blue i didn't mind the deep end
deep dive, didn't even think why
was captured by the loving nature of your eyes
yeah you made me hypnotised

one life, one heart
but it's you that i needed
found trust in the ask stop the bleeding
you remind me of the stars and galaxy in motion

don't let me go yet i beg you
cos i ain't been the same since i met you
on the rainy day
but haven't we always been this way?
and it's all
up in the air now
but i don't really give a fuck now
there comes a day where it all fades away
i don't wanna waste no time

long drive, dark lights
i ask baby are you alright?
new love, new start
but it's too bright
might try yeah to always stay around her
don't sleep we can stay awake forever

Stream

long drive, dark lights (feat. yung van & demxntia)

https://linktr.ee/swainesworld

lyrics:

make it look easy
locked in the bathroom
muffled like the back of a car
and im stuck in the backseat
lookin so deeply
at u 
but i dont feel no feelings
u should leave me
bless u 
but i dont see no ceilings
god like being like deity
these guys fake like bb's
plastic no metal cant hurt no people, really

lately
i dont wanna talk
i dont wanna speak to u
u can have it all
i wont give it to u

thats some blasphemy
look at me
say it to my face to hurt me
i just swat em off cant irk me
i know all these flies been thirsty
suckin all my blood its burning
burning like the world thats turning
right in front of me 
its right in front of me

i wont even move a muscle
looks like i forgot to breathe
i just got into a tussle with reflections in the sea
do u love me
do u love me?
do u love me
do u love me
i wont even move a muscle
looks like i forgot to breathe
i just got into a tussle with reflections in the sea

deep blue sea
deep blue me
(x4)

the boys robotic
no emotion
no reminder
i dont talk much
dont know why tho
i go crazy for my songs so
this my life u take it or go
work on me
all day night cycle
cyberpunk 
my souls a light show


dont know wrong or right tho
i just know im right ur wrong
if u wanna bite then bite but clench ur jaw
u better make ur bed and drop
please dont quit ur day job


i wont even move a muscle
looks like i forgot to breathe
i just got into a tussle with reflections in the sea
do u love me
do u love me?
do u love me
do u love me
i wont even move a muscle
looks like i forgot to breathe
i just got into a tussle with reflections in the sea

deep blue sea
deep blue me
(x4)

MUFFLED BATHROOM

@bitekivibes EXCLUSIVE

https://soundcloud.com/bitekivibes/iluvtora-i-lied

Produced by @deadspyro + @sadboiforever

Lyrics:

i got u falling on ur knees and u told me it was alright

yeah-yeah i get lost in ur eyes
i didn't mean to hurt u
u caught me by surprise
and i've never felt love in my life
thats what i wanna find 
all i do is fucking hide
and i wanna be sober to-n-i-g-ht
ah-ah-ah
its what i say every single time
but instead im getting high
yeah i lied

i got u falling on ur knees and u told me it was alright
but in my mind, all my voices know ur not fine
and all i care about, is if im someone
and if u'll love me again or is it over?

falling on ur knees and u told me it was alr-i-g-ht
but in my mind, all my voices know ur not f-i-ne
and all i care a-b-o-ut, is if im som-e-o-ne
and if u'll love me a-g-a-in or is it o-v-er?

i can't decide what im gonna do
cus in my mind i can see us 2
and i can't write a single song without me crying
but when im done hope ull see me f-l-y-i-ng 
but if lied and if i d-i-e
u'll have me right there by your side

yeah i get lost in ur eyes
i didn't mean to hurt u
u caught me by surprise
and i've never felt love in my life
thats what i wanna find 
all i do is fucking hide
and i wanna be sober to-n-i-g-ht
ah-ah-ah
its what i say every single time
but instead im getting high
yeah i lied

i got u falling on ur knees and u told me it was alright

Biteki びてき

i lied (prod. dead spyro + 2001)

[prod. thislandis]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jDQJiyUrtRU

everybody hates me

running from my problems
see them always chasing 
sorry that i fucked up 
never not anxious

everybody hates me
i cant really blame them
thoughts of what it all means,
dont know how to say them

cinderella x8

when they see me on TV i fuckin know they hate it
how i came up from the bottom to be celebrated
getting recognized in public getting elevated
but inside i feel low like i aint gonna make it

i be takin mad shit
i dont wanna panic
i be getting so high 
on another planet

wish that i was thom yorke 
wish i had a talent
wish i wasnt useless
wish i wasnt Alex

cinderella x8

(at the same time)
i was on my own, never getting nothing from you
baby that sorrow, you would never know, never know

mirror says im sorry
broke soul broke body

nu davai pognali 

im not even in this room

cinderella

produced by heylog

lyrics:
i got all this figured out
she loved me where was that now
i need no advice for now
i need no one just for now
i like hangin by myself
got nothing to worry bout
got no friends to hear them pout
no drama i luv this wow

omg
i got played
she aint the one
i look dumb
hes got scars
and she running far
she dont know where to start
left the shattered heart

i lost thought unplugged my brain
she poisoned me hey wow thanks
hey wow thanks
british girl look like effy
shes stunning dont know her name
dont know her name

i been told i hate myself
theyre not wrong i need no help
i need nothing dont reach out
i got all this figured out
how u doing, oh im swell
i guess ill just take the L
hold your ears im boutta yell
im precious beside my mouth
i feel like im using the same flow in every song
i probably am its fine it kind of piss me off
i dont even know where we stand, enemies or what
but u know i think abt u and its quite a lot
she said shes building a relationship with god
i wonder how far thatll last, prolly not long
all the things u say and do, u needa wash ur mouth
cus i know where its been, girl im not dumb

i lost thought unplugged my brain
she poisoned me hey wow thanks
hey wow thanks
british girl look like effy
shes stunning dont know her name
dont know her name

spotify

thanks

https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall
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Been running on empty
I don’t mind, somehow we’ll get there
With the burnout assembly 
Up now, all a sudden you care

You never realized where I was headed to
Every single thing you said and how I wouldn’t do
Never really meant shit, look what I can prove
Hear it in my song, know what you’re going through

Why you gotta act like that?
You stick to the format
Sick of their bad habits fuckin’ with my habitat

What are you saying?
What are you saying?
Already heard
You can’t join the band

What are you saying?
What are you saying?
Deja Entendu
You can’t take it back

Why you gotta act like that?
Why you gotta act like that?
See it in your face
Why you mad?
Guess you see in me all you lack

Been running on empty
I don’t mind, somehow we’ll get there
Oh, now you think that you miss me?
Up now, all a sudden you care

Never realized where I was headed to
Every single thing you said and how I wouldn’t do
Never really meant shit, look what I can prove
Hear it in my song, know what you’re going through

Why you gotta act like that?
Why you gotta act like that?
Sick of their bad habits fuckin’ with my habitat

running on empty (prod. nevrfall)

i guess ill just suffer through the pain

guitar, production, mixing, mastering - fats'e

lyrics:

locked out on a friday night
cold porch
i fell asleep
waiting for the sun to warm me up
waiting for the sun to warm me up

dropped off by my friend
he drove so fast
got in a car chase with the feds
so i'm out-
now i'm outside in the cold

fell asleep on the porch waiting for the sun to warm me up

produced by hazenova x https://soundcloud.com/93feetofsmoke
featuring: https://soundcloud.com/00000001111111




Lyrics:

hazenova:
fucked up
ive been fucked up
ive been fucking up
you dont gotta tell me that im fucking up
caffeine in my veins
i cant get enough
i cant get enough
i cant get anough
im not normal
i dont like you
im a weirdo
up late
seeing ghosts in my window
you dont gotta hide it
you can show me
i know you dont like me
youre a phony
i dont even like you
you dont even know me
why you hatin on me
and why you do it lowkey

00000001111111:
she tries  to play with my mind and emotions
I wanna  find out what really is the motive
we were walking by the side of the ocean
I see the fight
you are my light
I need to know why
do you despise
everything i am?
I treat u right
we have the sight to be better
do you despise
everything i am?
i swear u hate me but im right here
i swear u hate me but im right here

caffeine in my veins (feat. 00000001111111)

Prod. @metlast

Lyrics:
I remember when you used to be there
I remember when you used to not care
Pretty girl with an evil stare
I can feel the tension in the air

Its done and i know its not fair
Fuck love, it wont ever repair
Im gone when i said id be there
She got a gun im in the crosshair


Theres murder on her mind
But she wanna take her time 
Blue n black heart
Im frvr in line

For a meeting with death
From all the stress
I cant get
Why u obsessed
Why u obsessed
I cant get

Like a tattoo
Your on my skin like i had u
Im fucked up in the back room
Im a goth boy and im bad news

think im see through
Lose my life yeah thats cool
Leave behind your perfume
Fuck a job and fuck school


I remember when you used to be there
I remember when you used to not care
Pretty girl with an evil stare
I can feel the tension in the air

Its done and i know its not fair
Fuck love, it wont ever repair
Im gone when i said id be there
She got a gun im in the crosshair

I REMEMBER WHEN YOU USED TO BE THERE (Prod. Metlast)

☆your voice sounds like heaven, when u talk to me soft!☆

s/o yungjzaisdead ily <33

[original song]
https://soundcloud.com/yung-jza-shawty/soft

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/dead-gio

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/soft-yungjzaisdead-cover-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
hook:
i promise all this is over as soon as you walk through that door
and nothing feels better than when you're here in my arms
and I stay close to the phone, waiting for you to call
cause your voice sounds like heaven when you talk to me soft

verse:
talk to me like you used to
so soft, baby, so soft
i miss you, yeah, I still do
when you're gone, yeah, when you're gone, yeah

waiting for you 'til you show
getting close, I'll never know
i know you're never home
and it seems that life is going
almost feels like that's a past life

yeah

repeat hook:
i promise all this is over as soon as you walk through that door
and nothing feels better than when you're here in my arms
and I stay close to the phone, waiting for you to call
cause your voice sounds like heaven when you talk to me soft

★soft★ (yungjzaisdead cover)

U Were All I Really Needed

Spotify: https://ampl.ink/ZDJ12
Visuals: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e0QY1usesI4

Artist:
@thomasreidmusic

Producer:
@prodbyhypx

Lyrics:
haven't felt alive in a long time
no, i haven't felt alive in a long time
palm trees blowing in the wind
too afraid to let you in
cause i haven't felt alive in a long time

i know your lying here
whisperin' to me
but my mind's away
i'm reminiscing, please
hold me tighter till
i feel something spark
all the walls that i put up have left me in the dark
oh baby, it's my fault
i hope you understand
smile and play it cool but you know it's just a mask
that i'll wear all night
until the morning comes
oh god, i'm feelin numb

haven't felt alive in a long time
no, i haven't felt alive in a long time
palm trees blowing in the wind
too afraid to let you in
cause i haven't felt alive in a long time
countin the days before you let me go
am i breathin'?
i don't think i know
countin the days before you let me go
oooohhhh

countin' the days before i cut and run
stayin' inside, haven't seen the sun 
countin' the days before i cut and run
ooooohhhhh

because i haven't felt alive in a long time
no, i haven't felt alive in a long time
palm trees blowing in the wind
too afraid to let you in
cause i haven't felt alive in a long time

Hypx & Thomas Reid - Haven't Felt Alive In A Long Time

Lyrics

I'm not what I thought I 
Was before I could see the dark skies
Through the clouds even with the help of sunlight
I don't think that somethings right, feel my nerves about to fly

Chest gets hot, I'm bouta fry
I can't stop, I'm bound to lie
Maybe I'm just a bad guy
I can't cry, don't ask me why

If I could figure it out, I would of never made a song
But maybe the way that I figure it out is breaking down and making songs

Stuck in a cycle, walk with my eyes closed
I cannot get out even if I do
This how my life go, die I just might do
You're not a good girl, fuck it I like you

I'ma regret what I said to you like I always have
Love is a thing that can turn to weapon too, I cannot fucking last

Please don't leave me, I'm really needy
Don't look up to me, you don't wanna be me
All that I do is just sit in a room
Thinking about all the shit I would do
If I wasn't sad & wasn't held back
By feelings that I should of left in the past
I know I need to do more with my life than just lay up all day being stuck on my ass

I don't know how to cope
Lost soul, don't know where to go
Getting old, growing cold
Life's hard so fuck it I'll fold

I'm a ghost in the light of the night sky
Try to cope when I try to write my
Songs, up all night long
I feel the weight but I try to be strong

I'm just a waste putting smoke in my lungs
Fuck everyday just be leaving me strung out
Hate on the tip of my tongue
You won't feel the same when my words start to come out
Friends of mine, used to have some
Life did it's thing and we don't get along now
Thoughts in my mind really wrong, so I try keeping myself always calm now

I'm not what I thought I 
Was before I could see the dark skies
Through the clouds even with the help of sunlight
I don't think that something's right, feel my nerves about to fly

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