The Upload

self prescribing my own prescriptions 
To feed my addictions 
cause I never listen 
everyone will have their opinions 
So I keep my distance 
my mind in a prison 

wish that we could bridge our division 
it was my envision 
And now  I’m stuck missing 
Reminiscing Times we’d be kissing 
we’re in this position 
from my manic condition 

There’s no remedy 
So forget me 
The love I give is so fuckin deadly 
There’s nobody here that can save me
can’t even save me from myself 
yeah I’ve gone crazy 

Livin life 
I’m afraid to die 
bloodshot in my eyes 
feelin right 
cause I’m getting high 
hiding from my mind 
No reply 
When you lose someone 
that won’t come back like other times 
I crossed the line too many times 
And now you said your last goodbye 

I’m facing life back on my own again
back driving on the fuckin road again 
drinking away all of my pain again 
And doin drugs so I can make it end 

I’m Positively negative 
you’re the voice to my life’s narrative 
I’m sorry if I always get insensitive 
just give me drugs and alcohol those are my favorite sedatives 

give me more and more and more and more 
I ...just want...to be alright....

Manic Condition (prod. Sogimura)

sun w/skele & flowars (prod. sorrowbringer)

Main Artist: lil XipZ
Featured Artists: Cypression x Hazenova x Nkno x Madisyn Nichols
Mixing: lil XipZ x Cypression x Hazenova x Nkno 
Production: lil XipZ
-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-
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@hazenova
@lilnkno
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(Lyrics)
[Intro:lil XipZ]
all black benz
i want it
diamonds 
all in my pocket ya
i got you in my wallet
that polaroid from forever ago oooh 

[hook:lil XipZ]
sad but wont say shit
im fine but im jaded
i cry every night in bed under covers 

all black rover 
shoutout james colt there
gonna drive by myself since i am a loner 

[Verse 1:Cypression]
oooh oooh
im a loner but i dont wanna be lonely
you dont know me but i promise im not phoney
i got tears in my eyes but its fine
(look at my hearts but its gone)
my hearts been jaded but its alright
(its alright) 

[bridge:lil XipZ]
all black benz
you to hold my hand
you and my friends
and we travel like a band
live like rockstars
fucked up like popstars
end up in cop cars yuh aye 

[hook:lil XipZ]
sad but wont say shit
im fine but im jaded
i cry every night in bed under covers 

all black rover 
shoutout james colt there
gonna drive by myself since i am a loner 

[verse2: Hazenova]
im a loner
and no one even knows me
i dont really talk much
im chilling by my lonely
i wont tell you how i feel
until you tell me if its real
like tell me what the fucks the deal
i keep my emotions sealed
you dont even want me at all
you never answered my calls
youve been watching me fall for so long
(you dont even answer my calls)
(watching me fall for so long) 

[hook:lil XipZ]
sad but wont say shit
im fine but im jaded
i cry every night in bed under covers 

all black rover 
shoutout james colt there
gonna drive by myself since i am a loner 

[verse3: Nkno]
you keep fuckin with me like i have no feelings 
sippin on lean high off the codein 
you lie to yourself  when you say you love me 
what is this feelingwhat is it i need 

im just gonna say it im fine but im jaded 
i cant make no friends  whove gone thru the same shit 
i really fucking hate this miss me when im faded
i dont wanna hear this from you a lame bitch 

you sit there watching me fall and you dont pick me up 
sitting here at a loss thinking of the pointless battles i fought 

I fought for you I wont keep the truth from you 
I wouldnt lie to you what am I to you 

[hook:lil XipZ]
sad but wont say shit
im fine but im jaded
i cry every night in bed under covers 

all black rover 
shoutout james colt there
gonna drive by myself since i am a loner 

[verse4:Madisyn Nichols]
jaded, im jaded
im jaded, im jaded yeaaaa 

Jaded! im jaded! 
i think i may cave in
everything you said and did, i really believed it
am i just blind? (blind)
i thought you were mine (mine)
everytime that i write (write)
i catch myself writing about you everytime (time)
oh oh oh oh oh
oh oh oh oh oh ohhh
the heart in my chest
give it a rest
lay me in my coffin
i dont wanna be here, i just wanna be dead
i am depressed
i feel nothin im a mess
layed here in my bed
i dont wanna be here, i just wanna be dead

Jaded (ft. Cypression x Hazenova x Nkno x Madisyn Nichols)

first release in a few months hope u enjoy <3
new song ready 2 drop after this soo it wont be too long without music xx

ps these lyrics r like a year old

bleeding out my heart
broken too many times
wont stitch back together with a pen and a knife
its staining my chest from the inside
here lies my life expentancy bye
oh no not yet i dont wanna go
i dont wanna be alone in the darkness of nothing
please let me hold on
call me on your phone
just to talk just anything to let me fucking hold on
to this horrid place that i call my home 
that i call my home

bleeding out my heart
broken too many times
wont stitch back together with a pen and a knife
its staining my chest from the inside
here lies my life expentancy bye
im sick of trying to try
for this false hope that ill be fine
im sick of holding onto life
when i get nothing back except the blade of my fucking knife
digging into my arm blind
cutting deep at 4:05
coz im holding onto life
with the false hope that ill be fine
that one day ill be alright
that wont fucking happen alright
time to accept that and die

Spotify!

hold on, part two

New single "Campfire (feat. Indii G.) 
huge shoutout indii g, for giving me this track!!
https://soundcloud.com/indii-g

(Lyrics)
-Indii G.-
Shawty made me go in circles 
Shawty made me go insane 
Stop. You’re spoiling my brain
I’m afraid, I won’t lie. I can’t do this anymore 
I don’t think you know why I’m M.I.A
Obviously you know my pain
Imma start a campfire in my head
Start a campfire in my head

-Killing Art-
Yeah, I’ve been in my head 
Been a week since I left my bed
You’ve been leaving me on read
Maybe I’ll feel better
 if I get some rest 
Like, Do you get some pleasure 
out of my pain 
Tears been falling down 
like the rain
I’ve been tryna stay in my own lane 
But here you come around again 
I got a safe place that I go Mia
In my head 
I’ve been tryna find my way 
You give me that look 
and I start to cave
You give me that look 
just go away 
I’m not the one here that’s a liar 
In my mind I got this fire 
Burn away every desire 
That I have of you I’m tired

produced by Nothing,Nowhere's producer

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Campfire (feat. Indii G.)

prod. @metlast
🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

Lyrics:
Sometimes i get so fucking cold
All i know, all i know
Its etched so deeply in my soul
My soul 
Yeah i got ice inside my bones

But i dont mind its alright
Baby stay with me we got all night
Its alright, its alright
Those memories make me cry

got my eyes closed
Ill never go home
Im getting high tho
Everything turn slo mo

Im in this ride hoe
I see the end grow close
So would u hold me close
And never let me go


Let me go
Let me go
I know u let me go
I let myself get low
Pick up my self, cry alone
Wipe up the blood, check my phone
I just cant take it anymore
I just cant take it anymore


got my eyes closed
Ill never go home
Im getting high tho
Everything turn slo mo

Im in this ride hoe
I see the end grow close
So would u hold me close
And never let me go

Never Let Me Go (prod. Metlast)

ｃｎｔ ｃｏｍｐａｒｅ ｔｏ ｈｉｍ． (Prod. Cobalt)

i gave u another fkin hand to hold 
then u put me in a fkin chokehold
talked to u inside the fkin hospital
i might be a asshole
but i really care tho
i jus count my racks n mind my business
u got lucky there wasnt a witness
i been tryna find it in my heart to find forgiveness
WE BOTH KNOW
THAT U DID THIS
and in the end u will be all alone
i dont really know what else to say
fucked up mental states 
theyll put u inside a dark place
ik im the bigger man
ik u were never rly my friend
i hope that it haunts u for the rest of yr life 
i hope that yr struggling to sleep
yuh
even when the suns bright

Even When The Sun's Bright

[lyrics]
tired of trying getting nowhere everything goes to shit despairs been on my ass so i live my life and don't look back but its so hard when i got so many regrets tears left to shed oh another headache from another fucking lecture why cant i learn my fucking lesson

losing all my friends and feeling depressed but I'm just growing up but I feel so young feels like yesterday I was just fifteen skipping class skating with friends not a worry in the world

tired of trying getting nowhere everything goes to shit despairs been on my ass so I live my life and don't look back but its so hard when i got so many regrets tears left to shed oh another headache from another fucking lecture why cant I learn my fucking lesson

rain falls from the sky I feel more alone at night almost eighteen don't wanna grow up feeling so numb I don't wanna move nah memories make us alive but they hurt so bad at night

memories (prod. salah)

No Advice

produced by heylog

lyrics:
the birds all sing a beautiful song
light beams through this is where i belong
peaceful people who fear to talk
they mimic them and love to mock
women from different countries
i feel pressured there's people watching me
pull u in with the sound of harmonies
they say this kid's gifted with prodigy

occupied i'm tired of people
that look in ur eye tells me u are deceitful
you live knowing this time your whole act has been a lie
you walk by the garden and every flower dies

THE BIRDS ALL SING A BEAUTIFUL SONG
LIGHT BEAMS DOWN THIS IS WHERE I BELONG
PEACEFUL PEOPLE WHO FEAR TO TALK
THEY MIMIC THEM AND LOVE TO MOCK
WOMEN FROM DIFFERENT COUNTRIES
I FEEL PRESSURED THERE'S PEOPLE WATCHING ME
PULL YOU IN WITH THE SOUND OF HARMONIES
THEY SAY THIS KID'S GIFTED WITH PRODIGY

yeah u better run from me i said
i'm used to this and being lonely
conversations don't extend when i'm
short on words i guess i don't feel like talking
spare my life it's just begun
i'm still tryna get us back but i know we're done
growing old too fast i'm too slow to outrun
problems chasing me but i know that they won

spotify

this is where i belong

show some love please!

lyrics:

im fine
the day you left it
was the last time
you wont be by
my side
wishing i could
forget why
just die
im fine
the day you left it
was the last time
you wont be by
my side
wishing i could
forget why
just die

i just wanna end my life
i feel like a waste of time
i feel like my lifes not mine
ill write thirteen reasons why

i wanna die
anxiety was high i 
just froze and cried
im all alone i 
shouldve tried
im doing anything to
get you off my mind

so get out of my mind
i sent you a text and you didnt reply
going through pictures of us late at night
god damn i wish you were here by my side 
you left me on read 
ive shouldve known that your love is a quest
please tell me baby what made you upset
im sorry baby im trying my best oohh

im fine
the day you left it
was the last time
you wont be by
my side
wishing i could
forget why
just die
im fine
the day you left it
was the last time
you wont be by
my side
wishing i could
forget why
just die

Death Is Fate

im fine (capsctrl)

MUSIC VIDEO https://youtu.be/nceRnxkwk0Q

THNX 4 NOTHING OUT MAY 7TH ✨☠️💕🖤☠️✨

Yung Scuff x Jakkyboí - U dont even kno m3

produced by https://soundcloud.com/splashgvng

Two weeks passed by
Our eyes realigned
So many tears fell down our faces
Felt so wrong to give up what's right
I really need you in my life

Wanna see you happy
And nothing less
Please, bby, kiss me
In your favorite dress
Always know I really meant it
Ever since I met you I've felt different
There's always plan b
And the rest of the alphabet

Things take time
Hard to define
The complexities we feel inside
Just take my hand
By your side I stand
I promise you, bby, it'll be all right

You're the only one who ever really cared
Knew it then since when I saw that stare
Pretty eyes and long dark hair
Never forget when we saw that crescent moon
Promise we'll be going there soon
For now it's me and you in my room

Two weeks passed by
Our eyes realigned
So many tears fell down our faces
Felt so wrong to give up what's right
I really need you in my life

Wanna see you happy
And nothing less
Please, bby, kiss me
In your favorite dress
Always know I really meant it
Ever since I met you I've felt different
There's always plan b
And the rest of the alphabet

yr favorite dress 🌙 (splashgvng)

Thank you for listening <3 w/ @imnotenvy
Prod. @tnvr555

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0waHY3vgA2TeSV2gYqtr1X
Also up on iTunes and Apple Music!

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NotEnvy
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Lyrics:
// geist & envy
Cause I've been waiting on a sunset
Shadows over head
And by this time tomorrow
I'll still be in my bed
And I dont like myself
Just like anybody else
I know how much you hate me
You wish that I was dead
And I cant live my life pretending
That I never loved you now so dont shut me down
And your stare feel so condescending 
Will I make it out somehow or will I fade when the sunlight drowns?

// envy
The airs cold 
Where'd you go?
Cause now I'm feeling all alone
And im so disposable 
Im finally losing all control
And I 
Tell me why?
You wont leave my mind 
Am I fine?
And now its just a bad dream
Feeling dead 
Tell me how I'll go to bed
I cant keep my demons out
They're keeping me locked down instead
And I
Just need some time 
So I can clear my mind 
Cause you wont leave mine
Untouched

// geist
You're so cynical
I could see it all on your face
And I kept looking away, at all the time that I'll waste 
It should be criminal 
The way I let you ruin my day
But now I'm out of the fray
And I'm just staying on pace

The suns going down and I finally see
All the things that went wrong
Were right in front of me
I got lost in the clouds
Filled my head up with doubt 
And we've lost it all now 
But this was best for you and me

// geist & envy
Cause I've been waiting on a sunset
Shadows over head
And by this time tomorrow
I'll still be in my bed
And I dont like myself
Just like anybody else
I know how much you hate me
You wish that I was dead
And I cant live my life pretending
That I never loved you now so dont shut me down
And your stare feel so condescending 
Will I make it out somehow or will I fade when the sunlight drowns?

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I'm Geist x NotEnvy - Sunset (Prod. TNVR)

bring the knife out, you're already killing me 

prod. @nevrfall

guess it's my fault
i just have to take it all
say you love me, don't mean it
you wanna play along
my fault
i get too emotional
losing feeling, i need it 
so treat me terrible

i'm a puppet
got your hands wrapped around all the strings
pull em tighter 
baby come on, make me bleed
i know you love it 
all the words you've been saying to me 
bring the knife out, you're already killing me 

head to a gun
whisper to me so softly
never enough
leaving marks on my body
isn't it fun
keeping tabs on my heartbeat
but this isn't love
my hands shake when you call me

treat me terrible

treat me terrible (prod. nevrfall)

https://linktr.ee/swainesworld
prod me
nv

lyrics:
used to give a fuck about
everyone
and what they thought
spent some time in cryostasis
frozen and inside a box

went from ridin in the trunk
to grabbin the wheel
is it bad im on the gas 
shit is pressed to the heel

when will i heal?
the dumps the other way, why am i opposite here?
what is the deal
i cant hear
anybody but myself
i cant listen to my thoughts
if i want it to be real

ignorance is full of bliss
desperation makes it easy
i cant think of better ways to say it clearly
im turning to an alien and i cant give u anything but merely
just myself and what i think about the world that ive been seeing

thats all for the birds
and they fly away from me
how am i supposed to give a message
without tying down the dream

im drying out the ink
when im trying out ideas
and im flyin out the scene
to be cryin out to be one
it aint all its hyped to be
i dont know i never been up
lemme see in front of me
then ill tell u how im feelin

this is like the tenth time im tellin u
another 2 minutes with no hook to say im killin u
thats not no direction thats at me, the one im over who
lives inside my soul, wont stop the bullshit when i tell him to
the one whos gon continue is the one who has the better views
confidence and mental
i stay away from kettles
and i stay away from twitter
seems theyre glued to all their metal cubes
i just make announcements for the shit that im gon give to u
the same shit that will tell u how im feelin when i feel it too
and i feel it just the same emotions rule me i cant move
i cant make a fuckin entrance without tellin u im cool
it better not be u 
man im tellin u

CRYOSTASIS

new lofi emo shit
produced by @prodnvki <3
hope u enjoy!

lyrics:
baby im just fuckin paralyzed
im just hoping that the sun’ll rise
and i know that u been traumatized
i just want u to be alright
i havent gotten used to someone staying
usually im tapped out whenever that song is playing
i should be grateful my story’s changing
but i can never focus whenever the storm is raging

30 past 12
i am only human i got skin under my shell
u had never cared you just burn me til we meld
and i cant deal with all this hell with all the shit that u propel
i just max out
girl im tapped out
i got so much heart but u just take it all out on me
just relax how
i cant slow down
heart beat out my chest cuz u just talkin so loud to me

relax [p. nvki]

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