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Instrumental & Vocals Produced, Composed, Performed & written by Lewis Addison Rudd

Missing you - Take 2

Pls never end(depressed love )

with my back pressed up on a wall
I realize I'm nothing but talk
with the way that I hide my reaction
like it's nothing at all

need to grab my own hand and take action
make reality my very own bastion
I'm ashamed of what I've become
or am I jealous of everyone young

my polemical writings about you
were to justify my own lack of heart
I don't have a good reason to tell you
how my mind was so stuck in the dark

I hope I've grown into someone you could
forgive me for trying too hard
the front that I put up was strong
I was focusing on everything wrong

James Nee's Album

Polemics

do I need your affection
i ask myself this everyday
someone find a distraction
there's no way this could ever be sane
with my hand in my pocket
reaching out for something
that will never be you
with my mind in depression
i'm talking like someone 
with nothing to lose

I'm not trying to be healthy
I do push-ups to help pass the time
just a daily reminder
without you I'm bored out of my mind
with ice in your veins
i know we're not the same
but i'm trying to overcome
my weakness in being
overly sentimental
to the cause

it's only human nature
to be bound by a choice
it's only human nature 
to life live in reverse

with each passing second
I get discouraged to even attempt
the first lie is important
a second chance will never be free
i will never understand 
how everyone is calm
and relaxing all around
I can't believe i'm trying to 
integrate myself into heaven;
not a chance

Nature

you never told me
I'd die out slowly
i'll never have an 
impact so worldly
if I learned one thing
over and over
faking your jubilation 
feels homely

I want to rest my
head on your lap but
when did that become 
such a harassment 
to see the skyline
be parallel with
the silhouette of your 
legs on the park bench

If I've lost something
that i've regretted;
my inner sense of
how to be happy
my mind is blank when
you enter my frame
don't even know when
the hell is my birthday

i write my name down
to not forget it
can't pay the bills yet
I'm way too artistic
the rhythm in my 
life feels outdated
missing a beat like
i'm too syncopated

Blank

you're the flower, I'm the frame
but my definitions not the
same as it once was
what a shame now that I'm lost
I'm taking it step by step;
watered down delusions at their
best, i've got to take it
no time to rest, i better fake it

I'm blinded by the burden
the apotheosis of confusion
I wish I was born with
a set of woman's intuition

cold blood running down from my head
can't get distracted by the aesthetics and principles 
free myself from all attachments 
end of summer and I'm stuck in a routine
variations of the same old thing
can you inspire me to believe
it's not so dire

when fighting half your demons
there's no reason you shouldn't be laughing
in the face of uncertainty
a pragmatic stance solves everything

Frame

The Windows Light 
It asks me why
New feelings come 
Old feelings die 
And maybe its 
Just because 
My minds moved on 
My heart has not 

We try to think about our lives and ask just why 
All of these things they just pass us right by 

The Windows Light 
Still shines bright 
It means no more 
Than what I write 
It means no more 
Than leaves and rain 
But in the end 
Still feels the same 

We try to think about our lives and ask just why 
All of these things they just pass us right by 

:)

Windows Light

From the new album "The Vegas of Feelings" from Hypocrite in A Hippy Crypt. Our July 13th on Already Dead Tapes

Vegas Of Feelings

Neighborhood Cats

BSL/MSI

Home

another tale of love
more like a lack there of
I hadn't done enough
the time again has come
the way I think of how we
have just parted our ways
at the end of the day
I didn't make a move on you
so I'll have to move on from you

don't really have a clue
the space I'll move on to
maybe the odds will cue
my number rolls to you
but chances are we will change
and the changes we've made
classify us as strange
by then I'll have moved on from you
unless I make a move on you
a move to start something new

Move On

Just your friendly neighborhood emo song-writer.

Frame

james nee

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