Guts 11 - 10 - 14

I know I'm too
quick too assume
when I'm smothered by my doubt
i'm still figuring it out
I wish I could
decipher your look
to convince myself I'm not
as delusion as I thought

honestly I don't know
how to life cautiously
even when I'm done
my greed just overtakes me

I'm not even offended
I like having thoughts to myself
but the way we're pretending
yea it hurts more than knowing the truth
i'm not here cause I want to
not everything is about you
and it's not ideal for anyone
but I love you; I do

James Nee's Album

Honestly, It's Not

I was born sometime in early November 
I'd tell you when but you wouldn't remember 
I'm not questioning your mental capacity 
It's just not that very important to me
I'm slowing down
My life so I can figure out 
A way to circumnavigate 
this boredom and idle phase

help me realize what kind of action
I can give my feet some sort of traction 
All I really want
Is true love and understanding 
even I think I'm worthy of such a feeling
My excessive 
public faith in everything
is freaking me out a bit
well there goes my competence

November

Blossom

clementine

gotta sneez in ur face

things could be different 
but theyre not
im a bug now stuck in amber

my life will be different
but it never was
i dont know what will happen
but it has already happened

just not to me
not yet
someone somewhere knows
not me

they couldve been different
but they never were
not for a bug now stuck in amber

they can see me from all sides
they can see me from all sides
up down left right top bottom front behind

just not yet
someone sees
someone unfettered by earthly chains
someone better than times restraint
someone with probably bigger brains
or a clam... or something in that vein

if one thing please dont forgive me
if one more please just forget about me
i think just one would be enough

if one thing please dont forgive me

Guts 11 - 10 - 14

james nee

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