Newly remastered Darkness
You're such a goody two shoes - don't smoke you don't drink booze - sometimes i wonder - how i hooked up with you - you never let your hair down - hardly ever come around - is it that you think your just too good for me.
I'm starting to think can't handle the pressure got a My Little Pony on your dresser for Christ's sake - still believe in elves and Santa Claus - wonder what's really in those dresser drawers -  every time i walk in i have to pause waiting for the moment you take out your claws I'll never believe your really this nice - accepted a man that's cold as ice.
I can see your bright eyes shining through my window i can see your kindness your tranquility - I'm thrown off by your good deeds you'll never suit my needs i just need some darkness you're way too bright for me
Your so conceited when you show the goodness in you and every time i falter you throw it in my face - I'm such a disappointment yet you still come back for more - in spite of all your sweetness your really a disgrace - 
I'm starting to think that i should run this relationship just isn't fun for me no more - still believe in hugs and holding hands you're so blind that's not who i am - may have been back then who i was - used to hit you up all the time just because but that type of shit's all in the past - you can shove your righteousness up your ass
I can see your bright eyes shining through my window i can see your kindness your tranquility - I'm thrown off by your good deeds you'll never suit my needs i just need some darkness you're way too bright for me
I'm starting to think the roof's caving in  I used to believe I was one with the one who made me sin - truth is i really don't care could really give a shit if you're elsewhere darkness has a hold on me open up my arms and welcome him in even if I'm damned for eternity - i don't give a fuck you're too bright for me 
Chorus

20 years in the making

The Darkness

Meandering

Synthetic Blue

“A song about mental health with ‘the garden’ and ‘stargazer’ being metaphors for the mind and hope.” 

There’s some spiders in the garden 
They don’t know how deadly they can be 
There’s some flowers in the garden 
They’re just trying to live like me 

It’s alright, stargazer
It’s alright
It’s alright, stargazer 
It’s alright in the garden 

© Heart House Records 2024

Written, performed, recorded, produced and mixed by Heart House Records
Mastered by DOLBY

IT'S ALRIGHT, STARGAZER

Tez Bass and guitar solo https://soundcloud.com/llanpsych/rusted-strings-eddyoffline 
He send back to me and I send it to Tex https://soundcloud.com/texmex-shaman/tracks and he made drums ,.

Rusted Strings Collab  2024 NLD UK USA.WAV

Gently Fractured

I invite you to listen to my piano improvisation "Without Many Words".
Find all my music here: https://linktr.ee/victorbirkan
Watch the videoversion on my YouTube channel:
https://youtu.be/WGW9_Mt_FnU

Without Many Words - Improvised Piano Piece

One of the plays from the Buendiana cycle, based on the plots and images of the novel "One Hundred Years of Solitude" by Gabriel García Márquez.

«El brillo mágico del pez dorado del coronel Buendía». Op.16-02. (1983)

Water Coloured (2021) Anthology CD1 Track 05

Refreshing the parts mainstream shite cannot reach!

FLORID CONFABULATIONS

The Edge of Your Mind (Instrumental)

I´m mainly using Hardware Equipment 
(The Electronix) for my Music.

The Electronix are:
Synthesizer + Keyboard + Sampler:
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Akai mpc x se
Quasimidi The Raven Max 3x
Quasimidi Sirius
Korg Modwave
Korg Wavestate
Korg Opsix
Korg Multi/Poly
Korg Poly 800
Roland D20
Roland D 110
Roland JX305
Yamaha SY 35
Yamaha CS 1X
Yamaha SU10
Yamaha Qy 70
Yamaha Tenori One
Casio MZ X 500
Casio XW P1
Behringer Model D
Behringer Pro 1
Behringer Wasp Deluxe
Aturia Keystep Pro 
(Master Keyboard for Behringer Synth.)

Recording & Mixing:
Tascam Model 24
Behringer RX 1202 FX
Behringer Eurorack MX 2004 A
Zoom HD16
Behringer Virtualizer Effects

Synthetic Blue

JANO and the Electronix