I was itching to create something and this song is what I ended up with. This is an experimental track inspired by my neurodivergent experiences. I tried to express the simultaneous chaos and mundanity of my daily life with ADHD. The track is intended to be an auditory illustration of how an ADHD mind perceives and processes and functions. It is both frenetic and mind-numbing in its repetition and its refusal to adhere to any set song structure. It is fun and weird and intense and random and dark. It is not necessarily meant to be the most pleasing thing to listen to. It is an expression of how I exist in this world. I hope you get something out of it and can maybe even enjoy it! 😊❤️💙

Chaos of an Unfiltered Mind (Troubled Times, ADHD Problems)

Inspired by listening to a lot of Khruangbin, this is my take on a vibey, reverb-soaked jam. I composed and played the bass line myself and used a bunch of different loops to create the sound I was going for. I hope you enjoy this!! I am proud of it! 😊😎❤️🧡💛💚💙💜🖤

In the Realm of the Unseen, There Is An Uneasy Peace

I am comfortably crushed by orange soda.  I'm ready.  This song spins me from blue to orange and bounces me all around all of the colors in-between - M. Hansen

LYRICS:

If I take my time I make up my mind
And anyway, I find I hate sunshine

I prefer the dusk. I prefer the dust.
Can't give you a reason
Feels just like I'm me when I'm out there in your rust
Full van orange crush
Smells like burning leaves and
In the summer breeze I am thinking we're the same
Fell for you like a toy aeroplane
I can feel your pain
I can feel the things that you're not saying
Cruising around town and country roads
Lost and now I'm found, I'll never know

Might take some time to make what's mine mine
and anyway I find I hate Twilight

I prefer the dusk. I prefer the dust.
Can't give you a reason
Feels just like I'm me when I'm out there in your rust
Full van orange crush
Smells like burning leaves and in the summer breeze I am
Thinking we're the same
Fell for you like a toy aeroplane
I can feel your pain
I can feel the things that you're not saying
Cruising around town and country roads
Lost and now I'm found, I'll never know

And there's no reason for all the vacillating of our time
Like there's no reason for all the gasoline pollution
But boy does it shine when it reflects the light of the sky
And boy does it shine when it reflects the lights in the night
Night night

I prefer the dusk. I prefer the dust.
Can't give you a reason
Feels just like I'm me when I'm out there in your truck
Full van orange crush
Smells like burning leaves and 
In the summer breeze I am thinking we're the same
Fell for you like a paper airplane
I can feel your pain
I can feel the reasons you're not staying
Cruising round small towns and country roads
Lost and now I'm found, won't forget ya

Max Oakland
Mastered by actdomake 9624

I Prefer the Dusk - Single

I Prefer the Dusk

I Prefer The Dusk

Just a cover of the classic Cinderella song from the Disney movie! I love this piece :)

So... This Is Love

i uploaded this song's demo to my shitpost account @chevsmcgevs a few months ago and the response on it was so great i decided to make a proper version of it! so thank you all for your patience and a BIG thank you to @pivot1 for bringing this song to life and giving it that whimsical feel. i truly couldn't have done it without him :')

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2nzED6Q3yWuvSQnxw6QTlU?si=Jln9l7HkRemTp8Kc8A-AFQ

park bird: 
@pivot1
 twitter.com/parkbird789789

art by esther shin:
 twitter.com/estartsy
 www.instagram.com/estartsy/

this song was inspired by Roger Ebert, an infamous film critic who lost his ability to speak. after reading an article about his life and relationship with his wife, I wondered what it would be like to fall in love with somebody who was unable to do the things in life we usually take for granted, like talking or simply riding a bike...

lyrics:
if i could ride a bike
i’d zoom around the world
with you sitting there behind me
i’d take you to places 
pass several faces
just living life so carefree

if i could sail a boat
i’d cruise across the seas
a sweet adventure for us two
i’ll be Jack and you Rose
just please don't let me go
cuz i’d be nothing without you

oh when you call me
i'm drifting on clouds like I'm dreaming
but in the morning
i wake up and see that your stuck here w me

if only you knew
what i would do for you
i'd jump up and hold you so tightly
but i will never be
able to do these things
so i'm just left imagining

if i could ride a bike (w/ park bird)

The sound of flying through Andromedids meteor shower.

Andromedids

An experimental GarageBand song attempting to express my endless gratitude for the miracle of our existence. I was going for a mystical sort of vibe, an almost unreal or disorienting sound.

Mystical Miracle (Gratitude Song)

A free-spirited lover of music. Just here to express myself and my inner world. Love and peace to all. ❤️🙏💙

Chaos of an Unfiltered Mind (Troubled Times, ADHD Problems)

JDreamer

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