@idks3lfish

man im done with it all x5
bring my boys to the mall
and im done
out out
i might crash
tell them leave my body there, in the past
life go too quick, go too fast
i need something else entirely from my past
i might isolate myself from the people that im with
keep my name out your mouth unless you're speaking to me bitch

feel like
like i
lost it all

im the hero of the story (qweshkka)

six seven eight missed calls hanging in my phone
and i'm paralyzed thinking about what they could want
dragging my name through the dirt wasn't enough
six seven eight missed calls hanging in my phone
and i'm paralyzed thinking about what they could want
dragging my name through the dirt wasn't enough

i see monsters in the walls and the side of my bed
meet them in the eyes whenever i'm laying my head
paralyzed with fear knowing that i'm not enough
scary monsters hiding inside of the walls
in the mouth of a home that could swallow me whole
fitting my leg through the hole like it was made for me
and if you didn't see it you wouldn't believe it happened
in the belly of the beast anything could happen
it's the worst case scenario if you're afraid of what you're meant to be

darkness in my heart i can't abide by
watching from darkness sitting on the sidelines
these walls are all alive thinking like a hive mind
consuming all of me yes i know
if i'm a lost cause then i won't go
was it the right call i'll never know
and was it easier than just letting go
if it's a world away i will not go
not settlement
auspicious handling
propitious to the outcome
consolidate the feelings in your past 'til they're welcome
congratulations you can handle it like everyone
but do you really think that you're done
six seven eight missed calls hanging in my phone
and i'm paralyzed thinking about every single one
pulling myself through the hole like it was made for me

i see monsters in the walls and the side of my bed
meet them in the eyes whenever i'm laying my head
paralyzed with fear knowing that i'm not enough
scary monsters hiding inside of the walls
in the mouth of a home that could swallow me whole
fitting my leg through the hole like it was made for me
and if you didn't see it you wouldn't believe it happened
in the belly of the beast anything could happen
it's the worst case scenario if you're afraid of what you're meant to be

afraid of monsters (prod.heroz)

is anybody out there
waiting for me on the exhale
when i'm coming down from a bad feeling
in my heart that is beating
faster than ever
i can't remember
what it was
the speeding bullet made me nauseous to follow
travel the distance i can't replenish no
stop
the weight it takes on me
shackles on my feet
pulling my feet when i'm walking no
unpleasant thoughts of you
something left to prove
feeling my heart racing no

any minute now annihilation
took a hard beating
still my heart beating
will not stop bleeding
will i find meaning
feel the walls breaking
learned a hard lesson
where my heart's destined
trying to find something
that feels alright
a moment of weakness i can't let you see it's not easy
a moment of violence that left my so weak and depleted
my heart is a sickness
close guard my conviction
scars shrouded around
bane of existence
my only contingence
i'd rather stand my ground
afraid i might lose it
new scars and contusions
it's close to bleeding out
the world that i'm seeing
find hard to believe in anymore
i slowly leave behind
no sentimentals
no coincidentals
nothing that makes you think it's alright
you're seemingly confused
you seemingly want to
abuse my kindness

is anybody out there
waiting for me on the exhale
when i'm coming down from a bad feeling
in my heart that is beating
faster than ever
i can't remember
what it was
the speeding bullet made me nauseous to follow
travel the distance i can't replenish no
stop
the weight it takes on me
shackles on my feet
pulling my feet when i'm walking no
unpleasant thoughts of you
something left to prove
feeling my heart racing no

is anybody out there (prod.qweshhka & dose)

Produced By @ssoh
Featuring @hiseph
https://open.spotify.com/album/5aBapsNc18ulfMoyj0sTMe?si=qJpdKVkgQ36vklUpZuz75Q

lyrics;
had 2 put on for my team ya
she think im mean ya
its not no ego
i js never wanna see ya
i link up with sean in nyc ya
walk down with that nina, she gon meet yaaa
20 bands in the loft
xtc galore, i give it everything i got :D
everything&more, pick out whatever u want
cant even look me in my eyes, know im the boss yaaa
u say that i won u see me smiling (raacks)
CC hit for 20 now im wylin (ohh)
left me in the back, i was the sidekick (XO)
im in luv with pills, tell em let me tryyy it
tryna take u out of boca
we could hit up nyc
& do the most
hit up germany or france
maybe both
said i need it done
cant take it slow yeaaa

@hiseph
foot up on the gas
yea i’m passing ya 
i can’t love or get attached
i keep acting yea 
my team ball like nfl 
we quarterbacks 
oh yea
that bitch said she love my tag
bring her back 
oh yea

i know why they hate
they do what i do so wrong
they cannot even relate
that’s why they ain’t getting far yea
too much on my plate 
m.i.a it’s been too long
i’m with sam
we out in soho 
we shooting foreign cars

#Smiling┌(;￣◇￣)┘w/ Seph (@ssoh)

prod @popilization @overoveroverover
place falling apart
started to try to play tricks so y u rig me from the start
if u see my status on fl u kno im making art
cant fall 4 a bitch cuz they could try to steal a heart
am i still beautiful to u darling?
second that i saw u i could tell u were starving
wake up every day feel like a zombie
finish all the bad habits i started

fuck a bloodbath ts gonna be a flood
would you walk away if i was stuck in the mud
honestly i wanna leave im too old for this stuff
imagine tryna shoot urself with the chamber full of duds
ik udgaf 
if u opened both ur eyes then u would see that im fed up
why u asking pros how to get popular just get better
come frollick the fields with me cus this planet set it up

this no way to live
this no way to live
this no way to live huh
this no way to live
this no way to live huh
this no way to live
this no way to live huh
this no way to live huh

this no way to live
this no way to live huh
he sais he gonna stab my friends im aiming at his liver
no more alcohol for him hes gonna have to live up
no u cant make this shit up
i barely got social cues what chu want me to say
talk about not being awkward thats gon happen either way
walking aimlessly around this planet i wanna be away
tryna see how far i can stray
he say that he a drainer
all he know is fuckin bladee
this so entertaining
fuck it make the speaker shake
i realize more bout myself
am i this much of a mistake
ur like a mannequin so fake

im so Tired @pop @over

don't mind

happy 19th

pichu - is it my heart or my head (qweshkka naggens greyrock)

oh oh oh oh oh
i keep my-
oh oh oh oh
i keep my gun

i keep a lot of pills and my weed came from cali
my cabinet look like the cabinet of dr. caligari
that's a movie reference
that's an allegory
you see me falling in the club you better call somebody
my weed loud and you on that shut the fuck up
meet me at the top floor shawty let's get fucked up
i brought the drugs in
but the club ain't fucked up enough
give me some ice give me some juice up in my double cup
mix that with percocet i'm 'bout to have a good trip
i put that x on my tongue on some trippy shit

feel like jay-z
from the blueprint
i feel like kanye baby
bring some friends you cool with
wanna be my new chick
let's get our grind on
she be grabbing
calling me biggie like shyne home
i swear she fine homes
but i ain't really love her
i fuck this bitch i fuck her friend
and then i block their numbers
i must admit i feel bad that i had to dub 'em
but that's the life of a mack
onto the next one
i can't hear a thing you saying
'cause i'm super high (i'm super high)
geeked up smoking weed
playing ps5
call of duty black ops 6
you know that's my favorite (my favorite)
gold camo guns
look like the ones that's in my mansion
that sit on 40 acres
but i don't know my neighbors
all i know is i bring hoes out
pimp nation
and i know that these hoes get smoked out
get high nation
smoking back to back to back
i daisy-chained the blunt rotation
40 chicks to 40 tricks
that's biblical amounts of pimping
i can teach you how to dunk on these hoes
like i'm scotty pippen
and i got some money in my bank account
like scotty pippen
these hoes think they gonna get a ring from me
they must be tripping
these hoes lost they minds
they need to know they place
pimp hand smack a bitch
straight across her face
this whole song has been a tribute
shout out juicy j
you'd have thought this song was juicy
but it's h3artch3rades (shut the fuck up)

oh oh oh oh oh
i keep my-
oh oh oh oh
i keep my gun

i keep a lot of pills and my weed came from cali
my cabinet look like the cabinet of dr. caligari
that's a movie reference
that's an allegory
you see me falling in the club you better call somebody
my weed loud and you on that shut the fuck up
meet me at the top floor shawty let's get fucked up

don't mind

jasey

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