A song about a failed healing process

Art: https://x.com/naokowatanabe_

Lyrics:

I thought I learned my lesson, all these therapy sessions
This is my regression, I thought I learned my lesson

Walking with the devil and we're walking hand in hand
He's telling me that he's the only one who'd understand
Listen to his whisper and he'll guide me through the night
"Girl without me by your side, you'll lose every goddamn fight"

They say its okay to not feel okay
I've been kneeling, feeling like this every fucking day
I'm tired of the darkness, I'm tired of the pain
I wanna find a reason but I'm stuck inside my brain
 
I thought I learned my lesson, all these therapy sessions
This is my regression, I thought I learned my lesson oh

Living with depression, yeah it’s a fight I know, o-oh
Obsession thats the question, from the voices down below
Tryna to find my way, but I don’t know no where to go, o-oh
Wake up every day praying, saying; "please take me home" take me home. Take me
 
Hooo, Ooh, Home. Take me
Hooo, Ooh, Home

Thoughts of givin’ up, they slowly creeping in
Wired being tired, just like the devils grin
Tryna find my strength, tryna stay afloat
In this battle with my mind, I’m chokin’ on my hope

Choking without hands around my neck, I'm just a wreck
I wish I knew how to keep these voices in check
Pull me under, I don’t wanna fight anymore
Drown me in the pain I can’t seem to ignore

I thought I learned my lesson, all these therapy sessions
This is my regression, I thought I learned my lesson oh

Living with depression, yeah it’s a fight I know, o-oh
Obsession thats the question, from the voices down below
Tryna to find my way, but I don’t know no where to go, o-oh
Wake up every day praying, saying; "please take me home" take me home. Take me
 
Hooo, Ooh, Home. Take me
Hooo, Ooh, Home

Tryna to find my way, but I don’t know no where to go, o-oh
Wake up every day praying, saying; "please take me-"

Living with depression, yeah it’s a fight I know, o-oh
Obsession thats the question, from the voices down below
Tryna to find my way, but I don’t know no where to go, o-oh
Wake up every day praying, saying; "please take me home" take me home. Take me
 
Hooo, Ooh, Home. Take me
Hooo, Ooh, Home

Living with depression, yeah it’s a life I know

regression (One Take Recording)

Just a silly girl making music in the hopes that atleast one person can resonate with it

My music is inspired by 'onelittlepiranha', 'NeverShoutNever', 'SayWeCanFly' and "NF"

regression (One Take Recording)

Yuuna