Lyrics- 
Its not personal, its vibrational 

Intro
Was feelin lonely for a while.. thought i forgot how to smile.. but its not personal, its vibrational 

Vers 
People around, not making a sound.. some even kicked me around on when lying there, buttnaked on the ground.. 

Quite A few people still saw my worth.. when lying there stripped naked in the dirt.

And when i saw the truth, the most brutal truth.. they’d never really been around.. 
in the first place 

Pre-chorus 
never been around 
at all

Chorus
I started enjoying my own space, the sounds i make me my self and i.. 
its not personal 
Its vibrational 

Vers 3
the silence tuned into my own sound.. it was beautiful.. like the moon in a starry och black sky.. 

N I saw why.. i was sitting there, alone in my own company And id rather be with me than with the ones who’d never care anyway.. 

who’d never do for me what i use to do for them
I Used to do 
i did.. 
i use to do.. 
dont anymore.. and i imagine its a total bore

if they ever will feel like giving a call, sending a text or a letter they better, know, that i’m not gonna answer anyhow.. 
ever, 
never again.. 
ever again

ChorusX2
I started enjoying my own space, the sounds i make me my self and i.. 
its not personal 
Its vibrational 

Yeah I started enjoying my own space, the sounds i make me my self and i.. 
its not personal 
Its vibrational 

Outro 
Since i started enjoying my own space.. there’s really no place, no room for you anymore.. sayonara, see you never..
ever.. 
ever
ever   
again 
Sayonara 
Se u never 
its not personal 
Its vibrational

Its vibrational

Lyrics Wildcard 

When you put the ring on my finger, i was still a child.. and i think i figured who i was back then, when you first met me.. i was the wild child

Still searching for my own lane, my own reasons to stay sane.. and to me it was allready at nineteen a tired ol loosing game.. to me it all was insane

I was fooled by our society, that we should all live happely, if only we could settle down.. to never ask for anything.. 
to dim our light so we would 
Just fit right in.. to never be the wild card.. to never be me 

But i was only a child back then, i was the wild child, the crazy one to never depend on.. here today tomorrow gone.. 
and you ended up the lonely one
The lonely one 
The long long gone one i 
And so im sorry for hurting you

You know I didn’t take life seriously, and i was rootlessly careless, 
Ac like i couldn’t care less.. but i didn’t realize i would make such a mess for you 
For you

Did you ever feel i was a safecard, or did you somewhere on the deep inside knew i would get up and go, and leave you one day, like you where something i could just discard,. Since i was a wildcard
A wildcard 

I’m sorry, I’m sorry, im sorry i hurt you im sorry, im so very sorry 

I was only a child back then, i was the wild child, the crazy one to never depend on.. here today the next day gone.. and you ended up the lonely one
The first one
The lonely one 
The long long gone one 
I m so sorry 
Im soo soo sorry
For hurting you
I m sorry 

Maybe ill always be the wildcard, for others to discard.. only a wildcard 

But i was only a child back then, i was the wild child, the crazy one to never depend on.. here today the next day gone.. and you ended up the lonely one
The first one
The lonely one 
The long long gone 
Im so sorry 
Im sorry 
Soo
Soo 
Sorry 
With love/ wildcard

Wildcard

Wildcard 2.0

This piece was commissioned by Dalhousie University for Concerto Night 2012.  This particular performance is a recording by Symphony Nova Scotia, conducted by Bernhard Gueller, at a workshop graciously organized by Prof. Jérôme Blais and recorded by Tony Murphy and his great crew from The Centre for Arts and Technology in Halifax.  


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