lyrics:

dealing with creation under winter skies
alone in my apartment, I bathe in bodies of liquor
a pack of cigarettes, wasting fumes and exhalation
spitting on the dog-ends, I still hesitate to burn 

you watch me as I chew on my cheeks
I watch you with your arms to your side
using indolent slurs as psychological healing
you tell me I’m mean, but I hope you don’t mean it

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are you sure i’m acting my age
you lead me to a quiet place, forcing me to spit on your face
or maybe i’m just looking for ways 
to be seen as the skin-deep work i am

dog-ends

Mac DeMarco- Chamber Of Reflection (Jersey Remix)

THE FIRST DOCUMENTED 900

mini cover of condor ave by my dad
end of june!

day 30 - June (condor ave by elliott smith cover)

As we celebrate the birth of Christ, Christmas is canceled in his home of Bethlehem. Keep Palestine in your thoughts.

If You Were Born Today (Low cover)

Signs

This song is one of my favourites of all time. Inspired by Midwife and Amulets' cover, which I've spent probably days listening to.

Do You Know How To Waltz (Low cover)

lyrics:
i was wandering through the trees and beaten path
found myself in the midst of the aftermath 
of a time-old tale that most would never dare to read
i saw the branches shed their leaves
and watched them fall upon the sleeping soldiers
if only not to wake them

there upon the hills and endless sky
i saw the white flag waiting for me
set in the stone to remind me that i couldn’t wave it enough
bathed in the blood stained on the ground
there i’ll drink my fill of wasted lives 
thrown from the tree 
but you only know what you can see, grieve
what you can leave

i went barefoot to the water as if i had just prevailed
waded downstream to my father as i listened to the wails
and they were angry 
and it was all my fault again
the walls were caving in
i wasn’t saving it, no
now i was placed in it
and i was facing it alone

is it planted in the soil?
is the land beneath my feet made to be ground?
made to be broken, made to be lost
made to be opened when it’s found

there upon the hills and endless sky
i saw the white flag waiting for me
set in the stone to remind me that i couldn’t wave it enough
bathed in the blood stained on the ground
there i’ll drink my fill of wasted lives 
thrown from the tree 
but you only know what you can see, grieve
what you can leave

white flag (demo)

Given (The Millennial Whoop Song)

Soft as what did make the roses 
Settle down 
Fields that roll and break petals 
Into the ground
Sounds of dogs that roam here now 
Outside your house
Soft as what did make the blood
Run from your mouth 

Give us a garden now 
For wings to spread across
I saw an angel
Knelt where you lay
Eyes sewn shut 
Knows where you've been
Knows where you are

i saw an angel

https://open.spotify.com/artist/4tT5q1ES8Z6uEnQSPaapde?si=F4JjgA_bQaeEvRUOy7aJEg

Given (The Millennial Whoop Song)

Jasper Gaul