pisses me off how talented and swag u are <333

hell yeah, we're alright

originally by @emotegi. emotegi does not make any money from this recording. (i don't either.) i hope they're doing well.
@tr1nket's cover of this song, which i really love: https://soundcloud.com/tr1nket/talent-show

talent show

✱ track 9

coprod @can-of-bliss

~~lyrics~~
everything you said, everything you did
brought the shit back up from when we were kids
brush it off i guess, said "it's not that bad.
can't we be best friends? cmon, don't be sad
for yourself or mad at yourself
don't think too hard cause it's bad for your health"
but you said "it's different now"
cause you got a new crowd
and they're all too young to be calling shit out

i don't wanna freak out again
i live in the real world, i guess
i live in the real world, i guess

honestly i'm disappointed
but i'm not tryna shut you down
you didn't hear a thing that i said
not that it really matters now
we're all adults, i guess
i don't wanna hear you cry again
i don't wanna hear you cry again

oh our words hurt?
how does it feel on the other side?
don't you hear yourself talk?
don't you hear yourself lie?

but you said "it's different now"
cause you got a new crowd
and they're all too young to be calling shit out
yeah it's pretty different now
cause we made a new crowd
and we all found out you were bringing us down

no more, i wanna see you at the front door
no more, i wanna see you at the front door
no more, i wanna see you at the front door
no more, i wanna see you at the front door

you're fucked up if you think i wanna do this
i mean, i know we had to, but it feels like shit
i'm not the one you wanna hurt so bad
i'm not just "them", i'm not "some fag"
i had your back, didn't have to do that
when it comes down to it i don't owe you shit
brush it off i guess, said "it's not that bad
can't we be best friends, cmon, don't be sad"

no more, i wanna see you at the front door
no more, i wanna see you at the front door

no more, i wanna see you at the front door
no more, i wanna see you at the front door

honestly i'm disappointed
but i'm not tryna shut you down
you didn't hear a thing that i said
not that it really matters now

no more, i wanna see you at the front door
no more, i wanna see you at the front door

everything✱

nomore

never before in my life has it felt exactly like this

featuring:
@t0rr
@saoirsedream
@daywaiter
@bhproducer
@nebita
@wishlane

produced by:
@itstooscar
@wishlane
@atarax-music
@nebita
@daywaiter

peer2peer

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self-esteem

produced by me
written by me + taiyoukei
additional vocals by taiyoukei + maeEXO
mixed/mastered by me
notes: this is probably my catchiest song in a while :D i hit a creative block recently and taiyoukei helped me realize my vision with this song, i couldnt have made this without her :) this also has my best outro probably i love this outro so much

lyrics:
shrinking violet, press yourself into the corner of the room
close your eyes and take deep breaths and count to ten and meet your doom
tachycardia, your heart can barely keep moving with you
doesn't being here just make you sick?
[NOTE: taiyoukei wrote this whole verse and did backing vocals on it everyone say thank you]

i think you need to get out
you need to get out of here
cuz theyll only let you down (you let me down)
you know you should hide, they can smell your fear
just get out
you need to get out of here
cuz theyll only let you down (you let me down)
you know you should hide, they can smell your fear

sorry if im quiet, it's just hard to commit, i admit
it's gonna take a while to get used to this
scared to be a passerby, to shoot and to miss, i admit
i'm so scared, i think that i'm losing it

i just can't let go of this nagging feeling
but i just cannot grow without hitting the ceiling

i think you need to get out
you need to get out of here
cuz theyll only let you down (you let me down)
you know you should hide, they can smell your fear
just get out
you need to get out of here
cuz theyll only let you down (you let me down)
you know you should hide, they can smell your fear

you need to get out

prod me
mixed and mastered by @futureseeker
ft @catdotflp + @blissom + @futureseeker

i like i like i like

LAST NAME ! (ft. cat.flp, blissom, and futureseeker)

art by @reksi420 : support ↓ ↓ <3
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snipfeed.co/reksi
www.instagram.com/tr4n5c3nd3d/

[Verse 1]
and the pain right in my chest
while im waiting i cant rest
no
and i want u
here but ig nows the time 
to learn to be more patient huh?

[Chorus]
the feeling left on my heart
takes a second to absorb
give me more x2

[Bridge]
i want u so bad 
but i gotta wait till
time moves
and i shouldnt
rush the pace that 
we have
and i rly like u
please just kiss me all over 

[Verse 2]

Am I bad for my self
the thoughts that hurt my health 
I hold a bandage to my soul 

I cant just stop and stay
I need improvement 
to keep on moving
or I'll get led astray

do i runaway
or should i just leave u more
cus anymore and you're out of my life
gonna think while im away
is it needed being away
maybe I'll grow better in my own space

[Chorus]
the feeling left on my heart
takes a second to absorb
give me more x2

[Outro]
i want u so bad 
but i gotta wait till
time moves
and i shouldnt
rush the pace that 
we have
and I rly like u
please just kiss me all over
please kiss me all over
please kiss me all over
please kiss me all over x2

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seanie

Do you honestly think you're capable of doing any better than this ⟦next time⟧?

✧･ﾟ:*✦･ﾟ https://lfav.co ･ﾟ✧*: ･ﾟ✦

Vocal contributions provided by @jauntsen and @polar333.
Guitars provided by @jauntsen.
Mixed and mastered by @jauntsen.

⟦ @jauntsen ⟧

I've been trying to tell you something
Words may bleed
Cause you're a test subject, please change your mind
I know you're still here but don't feel alive
I would rather die before I leave you behind
I've been trying to tell you something
Words may bleed
Cause you're a test subject, please change your mind
I know you're still here but don't feel alive
I would rather die before I leave you behind

⟦ @leastfavorite ⟧

And we can let the days roll over
And we can let the flowers grow
I'll put money on my four leaf clover
We'll go to places that we'll never know

⟦ @polar333 ⟧

It’s a long road back
And I always thought you’re all that I had 
In fact, you’re all that I had
I’m fractured
Your eyes glowing like lanterns
I’m blind always looking for patterns
Somethings wrong with us
Don’t need to bring it up

⟦ @leastfavorite ⟧

It was never meant to last this long, and I
Never wanted to attach so strong, and I
Never understood what I did wrong, and I'm
Trying to figure out where I belong

And it's a long ride home
But you'll be better off when you finally go
And if I kick the dust on your treads
I'll forget to bleed when you leave me alone
It seems like the rain is coming
They'll crush our castles down into dust
At least it wasn't all for nothing
We can find a better way to keep me out of the rust

It was never meant to last this long, and I
Never wanted to attach so strong, and I
Didn't think that I could patch this
Oh, you're just a test subject
Leave me behind or just leave me to die

⟦ @jauntsen ⟧

I've been trying to tell you something
Words may bleed
Cause you're a test subject, please change your mind
I know you're still here but don't feel alive
I would rather die before I leave you behind

I've been trying to tell you something
Words may bleed
Cause you're a test subject, please change your mind
I know you're still here but don't feel alive
I would rather die before I leave you behind

I've been trying to tell you something
Words may bleed
Cause you're a test subject, please change your mind

subject.

subject, featuring jauntsen and polar.

all @dylazy except for some art help from @reksi420 :3

Can you just swim in water
If you can't swim I'll hold you
but if you don't go to the deep end
I'll never grow up

My madrigal
you're fucking tired of me again
My madrigal
I hope you want me by the end

Hearing 8 different opinions is confusing to me
and I'm supposed to pick up the guns and make them see what I want to
It's hard
and it's a journey that honestly feels like
its way too far from me

never go run it back
feel the ice on my back
cause i want u to be here
right in my arms
right in my arms
right in my

you say you want me that's a lie though
im always calling what a psycho
I wanna feel wanted
but ig im not ur favourite sidekick

Tell me when the time is
Clock goes tick tock
but not for my shit

You're never free
is it that I make to many jokes about the fact that I'm into pee..

(and im not feeling focused)
ADH generation obsessed with sex and accusations

My madrigal
you're fucking tried of me again
My madrigal
I hope you want me by the end

Madrigal

[[i can't be bothered to do something for once]]

~track [5/5]
from the EP in one day stream!
all songs were made in two hours ^-^
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\\ featuring //
+vox from
@saoirsedream
+prod from
@prodbyaustyn
+art by
@henryyoder

\\ lyrics //

[intro] ~ @jauntsen
please leave me out
i can't be bothered to do something for once
it's my bad i know you don't even care
but you should!

[verse] ~ @saoirsedream
don't pick up the clothes on my floor
i've got a system for it all
if you catch the sock on my door 
i'm not fuckin it's just supposed to be there
i get that it doesn't make sense 
sorry my bad i inconvenienced your friends 
dress my best doesn't ever make sense
sorry my bad it's just that lately my meds
don't do much
bad at both ends and it cancels out 
and i'm back to where i started
can't ever stop stop making changes 
routines my clothes 
how i arrange them

[verse] ~ @jauntsen
so i'll just sit down
i got 10 half water bottles in my room
i'm a let down 
haven't dusted in weeks 
maybe today's gonna be the day i wash my sheets 
(ew)
j-j-just kidding imma do it next week! 
i'm just rotting in my bed i hope she text me
i'm so fucking gay 
dirty plates around my room when i cuddle with my plushies
this room wouldn't be dirty if i had some money..
(but you won't get that)

you're unemployed jas! 
i got health conditions opps i guess its my bad ;-;
it's an excuse i like to make whenever i'm sad </3
i'm so small and full of coke just like a dime bag (hehe)
lost my motherfucking charger hope i find that >:(

[hook] ~ @saoirsedream
i get that it doesn't make sense 
sorry my bad i inconvenienced your friends 
dress my best doesn't ever make sense
sorry my bad it's just that lately i'm dead!

my bad +saoirse dream (austyn with a y)

@46b <3 check out their music its amazing

it was forever ago, but at the same time it's all i think about
_________________________________
bare the night, i'll re-align 
the calling cries, that guard skies
i'm saying by and by, the colors lie awake
just close your eyes, pour the blacklight open

(wisp) i wanna hold rewind
please just get outta my face, you only waste my time
everything you say is hate, i do the same cant lie
but it's only cause you do, that stays the same for life
i feel useless, and it's always facts
every time i check the phone, i never text you back
instead of going through this pain, i'd have a heart attack
i hope it fades to black, i hope it fades to black

(me) so you've gotten all the gossamer, say you got a plan
but you just wanna copy her,  and i don't understand
swear i gave up and i'm fumbling for severance 
i guess i'll shut up gotta learn to accept it 
only got good luck for a couple of seconds
i'm staying tied up and i can't light the matches, yeah

blacklight ft. wisp

Written by Daniel Bernas, CMTEN, and flatroom !!
Additional production done by ssoh

Blood sugar (feat. CMTEN and ssoh)

my name is jasmine
it's only just your life. ♡ ´･ᴗ･ `♡
butterfly effect 🦋

my bad +saoirse dream (austyn with a y)

jauntsen

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