whos at this part, “i just wanna be relied on” went so hard

prod. me
mixed by @prodkbl and i
out on all platforms: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/anem0s/horizon-2

lyrics:
make ends meet
holdin myself tryna cut envy
i cant help all the pretending
i cant stand all the fake frenzy
nah
oh
take that in for a second when i don’t feel nothing at all
last you called
in my own world trying get things solved
tryna look forward do the days ahead
stuck still in my feels instead
cant get over the things i read
process time and space connect
oh oh
and i paid the debts i owe
what do you know
could i handle what you show to me

cuz i can’t handle just to go to sleep
can’t even grow to speak my mind
can’t keep track of all time i spent
yeah yeah
got a couple signs i went
off the deep end
on the weekends
i tend to sleep in
way too late
i stay up like every day
and more and more of the things i hate
are the things i make
why can’t i appreciate
myself and all the work i pay
but i still feel like i dont deserve to take
all the credit i do
im always thinking bout you
how would it feel if i made one song or two
and never made another new

make ends meet
holdin myself tryna cut envy
i cant help all the pretending
i cant stand all the fake frenzy
nah
oh
take that in for a second when i don’t feel nothing at all
last you called
in my own world trying get things solved
tryna look forward do the days ahead
stuck still in my feels instead
cant get over the things i read
process time and space connect
oh oh
and i paid the debts i owe
what do you know
could i handle what you show to me

horizon

thank you @kaihaunted for the cover art :3
& thank you for all the birthday wishes!! if i reply to all of them too quick soundcloud will think im a fkn bot but know i love each n every one of you :3
obvious influences are obvious, sue me!
lyrics:
turning twentytwo
i don't have a clue
what i'm gonna do
with my life
i guess that's okay
i can rot away
in the comfort
of my bedroom

been a legal alcoholic for a year now
guess it wasn't hard to get down
like a deer in the highlights
future's coming fast
arms open wide
will i fall
or will i fly
cause ain't shit changed in a year and a half
was hoping this one's better than the year before last
if i had stuck it out
i'd have graduated college by now,,
but then i'd move on
i'd have a degree
it'd be probably worse
you gotta agree
but there's nothing i'd rather do :3

turning twentytwo
i don't have a clue
what i'm gonna do
with my life
i guess that's okay
i can rot away
in the comfort
of my bedroom

turning twentytwo
i don't have a clue
what i'm gonna do
with my life
i guess that's okay
i can rot away
in the comfort
of my bedroom

STEMS

twentytwo

covered some of my favorite songs <3

co-prod. wishlane & soutjay

songs covered:
burbank house - tsubi club
endlessly - bixby
heck - underscores
morris island - soupandreas
rosier/punk2 - brakence
sydney - gabby start
santa monica - aries
peace sounds - james ivy

thank you for the inspiration

songs that keep me sane

created in a week for the niztopia x pharaoh vice contest
listen on all plats here: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/yonklolz/tell-me-what-you-want-feat-lo3rd--qliche

prod by:
https://soundcloud.com/yonklolz - 0:00 - 2:00, 3:18 - 4:12
https://soundcloud.com/lo3rd - 2:00 - 4:12

vocals by:
https://soundcloud.com/yonklolz
https://soundcloud.com/lo3rd
https://soundcloud.com/inholyful

lyrics: 

yonk:
when you know
that something's up will you care for me
i dont wanna keep on running
feel like it is all for nothing
the struggle
of giving up everything for this shitty dream
i dont know who im trusting
well we were just kids
doing shit for the thrill of it
struggling just sitting here
just whispering
i cant relapse
i cant help this feeling that its all gon be alright
just you hold on tight
circling, spiraling 
i dont know what to do
but we'll make it through

lo3rd:
i got sum reasons... to believe u want me, to believe u want me
oh ik that im in ur head
ohh just, tell, me
jus take my hand and... tell me what u want why u need me
i jus dnt kno what u wait for..

and if youre used to
playing all these games
dont lose your times cuz ill jus tell u no
and if youre used to
playing all these games
jus turn away n dont be looking back

tell me what u want why u need me (x3455)

qliche:
Tell me what U want
cause I aint wastin no time
Just tell me whats on your mind
and Im so god damn sick and tired 
I guess I got to move on
But do you want me to?

I keep doin this shit over and over 
You keep pulling the strings like a puppet now
Telling me that you dont love me now
And got someone else that will hold you down
In the end ill be okay
Unitl these feelings go away

Tell me why it hurts
whats with all the pain?
Think ive really had enough
Im giving up
Ive had it with these games you play
Its so insane, now

and I cant break FREE 
Your eyes are so decieving 
Contradicting all your lies
and I see- 
I see right through your disguise (THIS iS WHO YOU REALLY ARE)

radio bitch:
is equally...*unintelligible*

listen on all plats

tell me what you want (ft. lo3rd and qliche)

[[i'll get what i can take]]

~track [2/5]
from the EP in one day stream!
all songs were made in two hours ^-^ 
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\\ featuring //
+prod from 
@leytonmode
@cherryrizla (guitars)
+vox from
@leastfavorite 
+art by me

\\ lyrics //

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
perfect timing 
don't wanna break this and see it fall
we can work this out if u wanna sit on call
it's all my fault
because the words are coming out 
and i don't feel i'm making sense at all

[verse] ~ @leastfavorite
and i taste sug4r on my t0ngue
and 1 just wanna be r3lied on
and U taste sw33ter play1ng dumb
and thats 0ur hill we're gonn4 ..

make it 4ll my fault that we're h3r3 again
y0u want s0mething else but 1 gotta [whoops ! had a little cough here x3]
g1v3 me s0mething more , give m3 s0mething less
r4ttle all the w0rds out of my h3ad >//<

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
perfect timing 
don't wanna break this and see it fall
we can work this out if u wanna sit on call
it's all my fault
because the words are coming out 
and i don't feel i'm making sense at all

[bridge] ~ @leastfavorite
And we can work this out,
'Cause we've got common ground--
And we both want this.
I know we both really want this.

Fractalline figments give halfway to truth
When you tell me you love me
And I won't believe you.

[verse] ~ @jauntsen
thought i saw the other side 
i swear it was a perfect picture
but now it's flmaing from it's side
we burned it down cause we can't listen 
like what are we missing 
and how i can fix this on my own 
i never wanted to give in
but look at us taking no control
it will be alright

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
perfect timing 
don't wanna break this and see it fall
we can work this out if u wanna sit on call
it's all my fault
because the words are coming out 
and i don't feel i'm making sense at all

[outro] ~ @jauntsen
i don't make sense
why is it not obvious 
i swear i'm gonna break
but i'll get what i can take

spotify !

perfect timing +leastfavorite! (leyton + cherryrizla)

1/6
lyrics:
let's pickup
where we left off
the tears ruin
your makeup
and just this once
there's blood on my hands
i don't stand a chance
feel a little rusty
when asking for forgiveness
why can't you just trust me
i promise that i have your best intentions
you ask too many questions

[unintelligible garbling, probably nothing]

blood on my hands

original : https://soundcloud.com/janeremover/cage-girl

Jane Remover - Cage Girl (cover)

shhhh

heavily inspired by https://soundcloud.com/mothercain/dust-bowl-demo

Hands

there's not a side to be on

streaming: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/leyton1/aether

self prod

lyrics:

every day im going left on the same road
the same show always playing in my brain now
dont know if its fake, staying late till i phase out
barrel to the face
my plate brakes only thing thats gonna slow me down

cause im a lost cause, dont wanna confess
direction i saw, u were my compass
upset, know u didnt think that id be up next
ur always living on my phone
dont know how to let it go

reconnect to the aether
charge my phone
every dream that im chasing all alone
reload the homepage
stare till i go crazy
ill ditch the road, stay at home
pray i didnt grow

every dream that i made up took my all
i couldnt see but the makeup broke my fall
you burn it all, the curtain call was wasted
ive heard it all, the perfect stall to take me

said i wouldnt lie to you i dont like to be wrong
every waking night ive been spending time with my walls staring
die just to switch out the clothes that im wearing
decided to quit i dont think i can bear it

which side do i want
i know that you miss him but dont you cry now hes gone
theres not a side to be on
another reason why we should let it finally get off

aether

@sxthsns

LYRICS:
i dont put nothing but my best in 
if you mean that shit best say it with yo chest then
im moving overtime forgot about my best friends
this shit been overdue but im so bad at scheduling
i put requests in to my plug i need my medicine
without it feel like ima die before the better days
i lost my mom aint get to see her shit embarassing
i still suppress all of my thoughts about it every day

23 years old should be in my prime by now i know 
sick of waiting on time time just go
feel like optimus prime when i switch clothes
-if you see me crying on my own
just know im trying to keep afloat
ima end up dying on my own 
the way i strive to be alone
the way i strive to be alone
flauge' packing heat he could send you home
you a opp? dont come in my zone
told ch6po man its been so damn long
i got bustdown fever everywhere i go 
no wonder why i stay indoors
im looking out of the window 
and all i see is time stolen

i took one shot at a ponyboy hope he stay golden
when i come around you feel the rumble but i aint flowdan
i just wanna get rapper rich one day get my wrist flooded
cash out an abundance i been hitting home runs
why these goofies bunting yea i treat the stu like boxing matches
you can see me punch in 
i done spent way too much of my life wondering where the drugs is
so down bad couldnt carve a smile out of my face i aint no pumpkin


im 23 years old should be in my prime by now i know 
sick of waiting on time time just go
feel like optimus prime when i switch clothes
-if you see me crying on my own
just know im trying to keep afloat
ima end up dying on my own 
the way i strive to be alone
the way i strive to be alone
flauge' packing heat he could send you home
you a opp? dont come in my zone
told ch6po man its been so damn long
i got bustdown fever everywhere i go 
no wonder why i stay indoors
im looking out of the window 
and all i see is time stolen

OH MY GOD!!
(2x)
i dont put nothing but my best in 
if you mean that shit best say it with yo chest then
im moving overtime forgot about my best friends
this shit been overdue but im so bad at scheduling
i put requests in to my plug i need my medicine
without it feel like ima die before the better days
i lost my mom aint get to see her shit embarassing
i still suppress all of my thoughts about it every day

bustdown fever pt 2 (sxth sns x swazy*)

OUT NOW: distrokid.com/hyperfollow/leytonxswazy/im-sorry-that-u-tried

produced by @swazyhq

lyrics:

the blossoms always sprung
locked in ur bedroom in the spring
hide so they won’t find us
cry while i take the bus home

i tried to write it all down
so i could get it all out
i tripped and dropped all of my pages
fly away as i fall down

get back up i don’t know how
the rain on my window sounds so loud
lately i’ve been sleeping to ignore it 
face down in the front yard while it’s pouring 

cause i can’t afford the time that i’m stealing
late night while i’m staring at the ceiling
is it real or just a feeling
can anybody hear me

i never took care of myself 
you saw and you would always try to help
no one tried quite like you did
but i’m not something you can fix

now i see the whole time i was sick
you always stayed right by my side but that’s not a way to live 
i don’t wanna make u cry cause it’s nothing that u did 
i’m just sorry that u tried i was living out a lie

i always hid it all under the surface
i should’ve called it off u don’t deserve this 
but how could i stop us from falling we were perfect 
we couldn’t help but give it all swear we were burning

i’m sorry swear i didn’t try to call u
my finger slipped while i was tryna change the volume 
i know i’m in the wrong, shoulda made it stop but i went too long
now i never wanna hear that shit again, i hate all my songs 

now im back got me thinking of the past what i did wrong
come in last all the chances that i had, call this shit off
got me sad, all the times i let you down got me pissed off
wrote it down, swear i’m gonna drown in the list of

i cant look back, swear i’m doing what i have to do
i lost my track, really thought that things would last with you
hiding when i go out, crying in the bathroom
you don’t ever slow down, life is flying pst you

im sorry that u tried (p. swazy*)

my name is jasmine
it's only just your life. ♡ ´･ᴗ･ `♡
butterfly effect 🦋

perfect timing +leastfavorite! (leyton + cherryrizla)

jauntsen

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