earning the right to say i am a self made philanthropoligist / music artist/ vico c/ 2pac / Nas / Nd/AlexMago more than living my darling fucking Alive and spreading the vibe havnt been affectionate or very social in a few years last time my heart was shattered i barely found the pieces to put it back together i held the voice messsage you last sent me saying i  am the one of the few who still had access to your soul and i was still very broken so i didnt want to share any more of my dreadful sadmess but at the same time i took your sweet reminder as advance i then cut facebook entirely from access to me and for about 2 and a half years i have kissed anyon e i stopped fighting to see my children i realized i did everything i could possibly do but put there mothers in jail which is out of the question ironicly they teamed up  with eacher and tried to do exactly that created a story alledging i had claimed to plan to kill them🤦🏽‍♂️👨‍⚕️lunacy  in full spite of two arch nemesis enemies realizing there greatest love in one man was that only one thing gave them enough fuel to plot and bring such a devious endevore to the Dea as if i was already broken But God has always had his wing over my soul protecting me since i left my home with pedofile harboring mother at 15 imagine thinking loving a stepchild was only seldgratifing and meant nothing to the world and that childs/lil boys actual father my daughters x hus band stepping forward randomly to be your witness in court state to have watch these women bragging and plotting to heart this superhero that never took his title as daddy and allowed the name poppa but also taught the child he was special cause he had two fathers that loved him dearly that lil boy told him great story about our amazing summers fishing and boat riding and so he is my true hero so as i Cry and tremble in dispare writing this too you cause its nothing i miss more than my children all of though step... blood.. i raised them all.....but i realized most of all" i miss me"" baby cause the devil almost took whole will to live and turned it on fire and instead im on fire loving me this very moment so although i make a million mistakes a day I CANNOT SaY Im just Living to you darling CAUSE IM FUCKING ALIVE CRYING KICKING SCREAMING HURTING MiSSING But im alive baby and i love me and i fucking proud im 39 years old i can say for the first time i can let someone New Love me Aswell Amen? A Fuxking men lol 😊

love u chula maybe you bless me with your beauty sometime darling

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