Music I find that I think is good v4

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nice pretty and cute song it makes me think of my husband because i havea crush on my husbadn

pinkpantheress - just for me/wipe your tears (crush version)

TRACK 2/2 - TRAFFIC
PROD RHINE1K
MIXED BY D0LLYWOOD1

Traffic prod.rhine1k

i thought that i would be okay
all on my own
guess i was wrong
oh well what isn't there to like
except the long
eternal night
don't play pretend i know what you're like
know all your quirks 
how you fantasize
but i guess it's all in my head
like how you said
it's all in my head
(x2)

now i look crazy
and that's one thing i've been feelin' like lately
but i'm okay
at least i think so
nothing's for sure but at least i am here
so
i can't be that bad
at least i think so
i might be lying to myself when i say so
but take my word for it
that's all i ask for
i think i need to ask for some help more

but don't hit me up
even if i look like i need it
cause i don't need it
i'm better off alone
even if that's not what i say so
(oh)
i tend to do that
go back on my word like screw that
i don't think i need help now
and i think that's a lie
but i've made up my mind now

yeah i made up my mind now
(x3)
and i won't look behind now
don't play pretend i know what you're like
know all your quirks 
how you fantasize
but i guess it's all in my head
like how you said
it's all in my head

i thought that i would be okay
all on my own
guess i was wrong
oh well what isn't there to like
except the long
eternal night
don't play pretend i know what you're like
know all your quirks 
how you fantasize
but i guess it's all in my head
like how you said
it's all in my head
(x2)

guess i was wrong

i still main game and watch on smash bros
produced by me

titles 웃 w/ funeral

just had to get this off my chest

prod. me

available on all platforms!

lyrics:

playing god in my life just so that you feel proud of me
but i don't wanna waste my time living someone else's fantasy
the air is getting heavy and i feel like i cannot breathe
you push me down to the ground and i'm running out of energy

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fantasy

lyrics
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i am quickly realizing
all the problems that i'm facing
all exist inside this hatred
for myself my thoughts are racing
is there anybody out there
feeling dim, dark & depleting
what is safe cause all i fear is near
& death i'll soon be greeting
i truly wish the flickering would stop
& i could catch my breath
but this films left on repeat again
somehow you soon forget 
you've damn near downed your second bottle
drunken words in full effect
these sober thoughts have always lived here
driving by until they wreck

i'm fucking numb
(yeah)
you don't know a thing about the terror that i breathe into my lungs
and i don't know a thing about myself other than what is soon to come

i think the sky is falling
but it's my imagination
overcasting on & off again
to form a new foundation
hopefully i reconstruct myself
it might take quite a while
obsolete upon comparison
these scars all stretch for miles
i'll never find the person i was then
he's buried deep below
subterranean inhabitant
i hope he likes the snow
did the soul inside his body
ever find his way back home
am i talking in third person
yeah i guess we'll never know

i'm fucking numb
(yeah)
you don't know a thing about the terror that i breathe into my lungs
and i don't know a thing about myself other than what is soon to come

dim, dark, depleting

lyrics
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watch the branches fall
and the leaves ignite the path that saves us all
in the midst of all of this
i will take us home

episode 9,017
an epiphany
i don't know what the hell you mean
everything feels like it's played out on a screen
throwing stones in broken homes in hopes that it'll set me free
illustrations in my
head will be my demise
i'm sick & tired of trying something new
there's a stranger that lives
underneath all of my skin
he let's himself in again
if only you knew

watch the branches fall
and the leaves ignite the path that saves us all
in the midst of all of this
i will take us home

i will take us home

lyrics
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i'm getting bit up by all of the mosquitoes
blister my skin drink my blood like a needle
collect my dna in a vile
clone me again make me less suicidal
my only wish is to regain a smile
i really miss summer days as a child
six flags, suplexes, eddie guerrero
now it's just sex, some caffeine and the narrow
stairs album by the band death cab for cutie
i fear that eventually someone will shoot me
a loop of that scene from american beauty
but this ones for real it's not just from a movie
my anxietys got the worst of me lately
i don't know how the fuck you expect to save me
cause i can't save myself and honestly baby
i want you to know that i hate me
 
if you made it this far then you're probably still dreaming
listen to this when you feel like you need it
my only wish is to regain a smile
i really miss summer days as a child

mosquito

lyrics
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lost boy hoping i find my way home
lost sight of why i'm here & where the fuck i should go
one hundred twenty miles from my area code
spilt whiskey on my shirt inside this evergreen home
might tumble down & fall beneath the thick of the mist
a silhouette sat in the distance comes & swings with a miss
i climb trees just to save myself from what could've been
& hide high upon this mountain with a pad & a pen

the drifter lives down the road
& if he follows me home
then i'll pack everything & leave till i know
that i am safe beside my company although he's below
& then he'll gut me like a pig & leave my bones to the crows
& this time i've convinced myself that i'm gonna die
oh i don't think that it's alright but i'll just pray to the sky
i'll find a god in what i sing & sing it every night
and maybe time will tell my story i won't put up a fight

cause fear leads me towards destruction
crippled unable to function
full of unwanted assumptions
petrified by my consumptions
used to hide along the meadow
and now i practice my falsetto
i've been like this from the get-go
i don't ever wanna let go

the walls we build hide all the bodies
of everyone who lives inside me

the drifter

feat & prod by @quannnic

-lyrics-

and they bring me back
and it’s the worst of me (x2)
I would take it back
that I left my dreams (x2)
why’d you break my heart?
left in the dark, caught me off guard
so I try and I try my best 
to look good from the rest 

I don’t think I ever have to try
being here for me, do you think I’d hear a lie?
I’m suddenly the bad guy…
where I’ve missed my chance
don’t hold my hand 
so we cry, regrets
when I feel this way
I can’t feel okay
and I feel so lost
when I talk to her nothing feels off
you're the only one, you’re only one I’d fall
for us I’ll do it again and again, again 
cause I won’t forget 

got to remind you
when i decide to 
i always fuck up
cuz im never enough
and that body i saw
was it never alive
just seeing signs
was it all just a lie
one sided dice
continuous fights
all from one side
for the rest of your life
roll it again and again and again
cannot get out and it will never end

so we cry, regrets
when I feel this way
I can’t feel okay
and I feel so lost
when I talk to her nothing feels off
you’re the only one, you’re only one I’d fall
for us I’ll do it again and again, again 
cause I won’t forget

idle

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"Small Things"
Performed by: Scola 
Produced by: @snorroo
Engineered, Mixed, and Mastered by: @matthew-cyr

Small Things (Prod. Snorkatje)

never before in my life has it felt exactly like this

featuring:
@ubimusic
@t0rr
@daywaiter
@scooter_boi_musick
@wishlane

produced by:
@wishlane
@bbbbfc
@itstooscar

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actor

<3
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lyrics:

I try to pick the pieces up like I used to be able to.
I needa stop givin a fuck and honestly u do too
bc its pointless
this never ending fucking conflict its like poison to us
its killin us both and I cant fuckin wait to change
and face it on my own 
but u gon stay the same?
okay.. i guess I'm back alone

when my world turn grey 
I look for some answers 
and all that they say is 
come home

babe are u serious 
we cant hold a convo thats serious…
so distant 

what if I wake up and everyone hates well maybe they already do
cant help but tread past feelings I detached I feel a ghost sometimes 

“do u wanna talk about it?”
they treat me like bitch so I kinda highly doubt it.
I hope that all my brothers and girl dont flake cus im rly kinda fucked up and I cant find my place in this 

ghosttown 
I wish woulda knew what I know now
goin down
the spiral that im used to I know now

u told me u want me to stay away 
well maybe I will u 
cut my lips

cut my lips

cut my lips.

Shoutout to my twitch viewers for making this possible <333333
ily yall <333333

VVRED SEP 23rd !!! See yall there

GUApp [prod. kari] (Kari Remix)

From the other perspective 


im a guard
dont ask what im guarding
what you hear
is not what you want
thinking is sickening
so you think with your lungs

do you even want peace for yourself
look around you theres nobody else
they're all up above
think for yourself
till it all falls apart

till it all falls apart


im a guard
dont ask what im guarding
what you hear
is not what you want
im a guard
dont ask what im guarding
what you hear
is not what you want

im a guard
dont ask what im guarding
what you hear
is not what you want

guarding, guarding, guarding , ask what im 
guarding, guarding, guarding , ask what im 
guarding, guarding, guarding , ask what im 
guarding, guarding, guarding , ask what im

think with your lungs

i cannot compete for bitches man you’re just the saddest bunch
i got them sitting in their bedroom they’re feeling mad as fuck

i used to be so embarrassing
nowadays i don’t say shit
everybody hates everyone but they’re too afraid to say it

i’m just not better than anybody 
i get distracted by pretty bodies 
maybe if i had just taken my time i wouldn’t be trapped in this melancholy 

i watched my friends become enemies
i guess they just weren’t feeling me
look through the rubble of everything
i guess that shit wasn’t meant for me

i love every leaf that grows after me
look down the branch they still mad at me
they think that my grass is greener it didn’t come naturally
they think that my fruit is sweet but they’re never taking a bite of me

dammit i’m living what i wrote 
god dammit i’m living what i wrote

seems i made my heart to mince meat
i just miss the feel when you kiss me
cry in front of my friends in the backseat
i’m so tired it’s not that hard to see

i’ll never know when it’s my turn
search for the feeling that i yearn
won’t be a stone i leave unturned
light all the bridges i’ll let them burn

not sure if it’s fine to still cry about things that i thought i was over with
and you aren’t mine i still wish i could call you and get this pain over with
cause every time that i see you on my phone don’t know if you’re missing me
one thing’s for certain the one thing that matters is you’re not forgetting me

cause i told you that i love you first
nowadays i’ve been feeling the worst
i’m sorry the thought of you doesn’t hurt
just missing the feeling you would return
salt in the wound guess i’ll let it burn
i need my penance there’s more to learn

i’ll never know when it’s my turn

i’m one with the birds again
i’m one with the woods again
i know it’s better off that,
that i did it myself again

penance

dream log sooner than soon after way too long see u on the other side <3

prod @threedimensionsapart
guitar by daniel geraghty
engineered by slappy 

//lyrics
[hook]
remember they aint see the vision now they flocking
i wake up at 2am im feeling nauseous
i remember when they told me i should stop this
and now i passed them so they calling me obnoxious
please stop tryna tell me that i need another option
he talk shit on twitter when i see you we gon pop shit
now they like damn he switching up he think he hot shit
its not my fault youre fucking broke and you aint got shit
she throw her phone at the wall
she praying to god that i call
but god dont hear her at all 
i guess she ran all out of friends she shop alone at the mall 
i cut her off and now shes pissed shes like "how you have the gall?"
its not my job to save no one
no im not nobodies savior
its 2am im skipping stones
and now you're blowing my pager
im too nauseous in the back but ill still call you later
im just tryna feed my fam before im meeting my maker

[verse]
wake up from another day dream 
its a new day but im still doing the same thing 
but when it all comes crashing down dont fucking blame me 
so many people werent around till as of lately
lately i been fucked up
i hope they dont notice
she been talking bout me 
i just try to focus
i cant trust a damn soul
everybody bogus
i cant even trip on it cause i know that im chosen
i chose this, i 

[hook]
remember they aint see the vision now they flocking
i wake up at 2am im feeling nauseous
i remember when they told me i should stop this
and now i passed them so they calling me obnoxious
please stop tryna tell me that i need another option
he talk shit on twitter when i see you we gon pop shit
now they like damn he switching up he think he hot shit
its not my fault youre fucking broke and you aint got shit
she throw her phone at the wall
she praying to god that i call
but god dont hear her at all 
i guess she ran all out of friends she shop alone at the mall 
i cut her off and now shes pissed shes like "how you have the gall?"
its not my job to save no one
no im not nobodies savior
its 2am im skipping stones
and now you're blowing my pager
im too nauseous in the back but ill still call you later
im just tryna feed my fam before im meeting my maker

nauseous (tda + daniel geraghty)

my blood Is spilling on the dancefloor (opteracore)

shoutout hyan remsworth

(orig https://soundcloud.com/ryanhemsworth/snow)

https://limeboiler.bandcamp.com/album/covered-up <- buy

Music I find that I think is good v4

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