I don't know why you are so hard to love all the time,
Can you please just open up your eyes,
Love me sometime.

I don't wanna wait forever while you waste my time,
Can you please hold my hand and love me sometime.

(la da da da)

I think that you did me dirty but you don't think the same,
You grabbed my heart and pulled it apart it'll never be the same,
I don't wanna be too much but you're really killing my brain,
Why can't you just hold my hand and love me sometime

(La da da da)

I don't know why you are so hard to love all the time,
Can you please just open up your eyes,
Love me sometime,
I don't know why you are so hard to love all the time,
Can you please just open up your eyes,
Love me sometime,
I don't know why you are so hard to love all the time,
Can you please just open up your eyes,
Love me sometime,

Love Me Sometime

This is a song about the beginnings of a relationship. Lure Division and I collaborated to create one of my favorite projects I have worked on. Hope you like it :)

Blurred (With Lure Division)

Plums - "Parking Lots"
The First Single Off Their Debut Album, 'jen'
Out July 14, 2015 On Forged Artifacts

Plums new 'EP02' is available now: https://plums.bandcamp.com/album/ep-02

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Plums - Parking Lots

*UPDATE*

The new 4th album is currently in the works but I need a hand getting it up and running. Please check out the Kickstarter page and help me out in anyway you can.

Thanks, Ryan

https://www.kickstarter.com/projects/1362903932/horsebeach-the-fourth-album-is-imminent

My Heart Longs For You, Pizza

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Melodrama

Stream / Merch

East Coast

2:00 am

it kind of sucks
to think of where u would be if u 
never fucked up 
or had a single problematic time 
like what luck 
you probably won't even appreciate 
that you're not stuck in the bend 

but the future does not depend on 
what happened in ur past
some shit does not look good until 
its all done and finished 
and ill break it down for u if 
u still don't understand 
theres no one thats controlling u 
u make all ur own plans 

its out of touch 
those people that say everything is great 
and that they're such 
a perfect example how u should be 
no i don't trust them 
for a minute no 
i don't trust them at all

comfort zone

lyrics:
[Intro]
Instrumental

[Verse 1]
How do you sleep? Knowing the things you do to me?
Is it your job? Or is it your fantasy?
Living the dream, coming home to your family
Is it your wife? Does she even know about me?

Is this your life? Do I make you feel alive?
Is it my eyes? I hope to see you every night
Am I real? You never ask how do i feel

[Chorus]
Up, up, beat me down, go ahead and turn around
Even if I stayed, you would just kick me out
Up, up, beat me down, go ahead and turn around
Even if I stayed, you would just kick me out
Up, up, beat me down, go ahead and turn around
Even if I stayed, you would just kick me out
Up, up, beat me down, go ahead and turn around
Even if i stayed, you would just kick me out

[Verse 2]
How do you sleep? Knowing the things you do to me?
Is it your job? Or is it your fantasy?
Livin' the dream, coming home to your family
Is it your wife? Does she even know about me?

[Chorus]
Up, up, beat me down, go ahead and turn around
Even if I stayed, you would just kick me out
Up, up, beat me down, go ahead and turn around
Even if I stayed, you would just kick me out
Up, up, beat me down, go ahead and turn around
Even if I stayed, you would just kick me out
Up, up, beat me down, go ahead and turn around
Even if i stayed, you would just-

note to self

Javie Bahama