A song about dealing with OSFED and suffering in silence.

Suffering In Silence

A remastered version of my song, I Want You Back.

I Want You Back (2025 Version)

Oh Em Gee

© 2020-2022 Karianne Gabaldon 

(Verse 1)

I’m watching you turn out the lights,
It’s dark but hey,
I’ll be okay.
The injuries you have left, can’t hide,
But can’t thank you enough,
For making me tough.
And even though you stowed away our love,
I keep that box,
Though you filled it with rocks.

(PreChorus)

My mama said,
I should know better,
She is right.
I’m all set,
I can rest my head,
Tonight.

(Chorus)

Please tell me,
C’mon tell me,
Oh Em Gee,
Why’d you leave me?
My sad coffee,
Is now frowning,
Oh Em Gee,
Why’d you leave me?

(Verse 2)

I slowly shut my closet door,
I cry inside,
I hermit hide.
I can’t help think we went somewhere,
But then again,
We should have stayed friends.
And I just want you to know,
I cannot live,
I cannot exist.

(PreChorus)

My mama said,
I should know better,
She is right.
I’m all set,
I can rest my head,
Tonight.

(Chorus)

Please tell me,
C’mon tell me,
Oh Em Gee,
Why’d you leave me?
My sad coffee,
Is now frowning,
Oh Em Gee,
Why’d you leave me?

Please tell me,
C’mon tell me,
Oh Em Gee,
Why’d you leave me?
My sad coffee,
Is now frowning,
Oh Em Gee,
Why’d you leave 

(Outro)

Somebody turned out the lights,
It’s given me a fright.
But then I wake up…
And I see the sun smile…
And after awhile…
I smile, too.

Oh Em Gee (2025 Version)

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You’ve Got Issues

©️ 2025 Karianne Gabaldon 

(Verse 1)

You brought apples to my feast
Then turned them into yeast
You somehow feel complete
Take a seat
And take some heed

You spoke filth unto my soul 
You slandered my mind whole
I turned right into coal
Little mole
I’m in control

(PreChorus)

But I grew up, I developed my self-ownership
I used to people-please, so I’d just stand there and get bit
But my timid soul has finally had enough of it
I’ve checked my list
And you’re on it

(Chorus)

Ooh, ooh
You’ve got issues, too
Ooh, ooh
You’ve got issues, too
Ooh, ooh
You’ve got issues, too
Ooh, ooh
You’ve got issues, too

Ooh, ooh
You’ve got issues, too
Ooh, ooh
You’ve got issues, too
Ooh, ooh
You’ve got issues, too
Ooh, ooh
You’ve got issues, too

(Verse 2)

You disrupted my classroom
You watch me as I swoon
I now await for doom
Coming soon
Robbed by a raccoon

You just want me to fail
You sit and wait for hail
On my mind that’s so frail
I’m out of jail
Now set the sail

(PreChorus)

But I grew up, I developed my self-ownership
I used to people-please, so I’d just stand there and get bit
But my timid soul has finally had enough of it
I’ve checked my list
And you’re on it

(Chorus)

Ooh, ooh
You’ve got issues, too
Ooh, ooh
You’ve got issues, too
Ooh, ooh
You’ve got issues, too
Ooh, ooh
You’ve got issues, too

(Bridge)

Profanity’s just language that the whole world tends to use
God forbid I say something you don’t approve 

(Repeat)

(I’d like to be a real person
Without people telling me how to live my life
But if you can’t handle that…
Go fuck yourself)

(End Chorus)

Ooh, ooh
You’ve got issues, too
Ooh, ooh
You’ve got issues, too
Ooh, ooh
You’ve got issues, too
Ooh, ooh
You’ve got issues, too

Ooh, ooh
You’ve got issues, too
Ooh, ooh
You’ve got issues, too
Ooh, ooh
You’ve got issues, too
Ooh, ooh
You’ve got issues, too

Ooh, ooh
You’ve got issues, too
Ooh, ooh
You’ve got issues, too
Ooh, ooh
You’ve got issues, too
Ooh, ooh
You’ve got issues, too

Ooh, ooh
You’ve got issues, too
Ooh, ooh
You’ve got issues, too
Ooh, ooh
You’ve got issues, too
Ooh, ooh
You’ve got fucking issues, too

You’ve Got Issues

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The Matrix Manifesto-Blue Pill Edition

In my Mind

The Dillusional Rabbit-Blue Pill Edition Decoded Remix

X_X // THE WRECK OF US
──────────────────────────────
Your hands static fire  
A cathedral in ultraviolet  
Pleasure screaming heaven, crown me burning  
Loving you feels like falling through hell lit on fire  
Still I’ll bleed for you again tonight  

Killer work of art  
Worship me a masterpiece  
Fatal lust, black and sweet — serpentine destroy me  

Serpent code frame  
A fracture scream inside machine  
Crush ghost in the back of my throat  
Where our shadows float  
No, not human anymore — just dying to be your glowing dream  

Killer work of art  
Worship me a masterpiece  
Fatal lust, black and sweet — serpentine destroy me  

Killer work of art  
Worship me a masterpiece  
Fatal lust, black and sweet — serpentine destroy me  

Serpentine destroy me  
Destroy me, serpentine
──────────────────────────────
[TRANSMISSION://TWOU-037]
──────────────────────────────

∴ static fire hands // ultraviolet cathedral active  
∴ pleasure screams heaven // crown burn protocol  
∴ descent into hellfire love // bleed cycle repeats  

signal logs:  
> killer work of art / masterpiece worship  
> fatal lust black & sweet // serpentine vector detected  
> serpent code frame / fracture scream inside machine  
> ghost crushed in throat / shadows float non-human  
> glowing dream state engaged  

Δ :: ultraviolet cathedral  
Σ :: serpentine lust  
Ψ :: fracture scream machine  
Ω :: wreck of us  

      01110100 01101000 01100101 01110111 01110010  
      01100101 01100011 01101011 01101111 01100110  
      01110101 01110011  

[Love becomes serpentine / art becomes fatal]  
[Machine fractures under code]  
[Entity dissolves into glowing dream]  

_end of sequence_  
[the wreck of us]

THE WRECK OF US_

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