DRIVE

gabscreams

every path you take 
every cake that you made
i ate it everywhere
that you always wanted to go
take me to California
shes never there though
shes the only woman that i love

Only Woman I Love

lyrics are suicide affirmations and negative self talk

depressive suicidal hardcore gabber

dancing cutting ritual

Kill My Solace

Cabingory - Kill My Solace

Sweet Little Girl

Guilty Pleasure Of Dejection

Cultist Girlfriend

i'll never forget what you did

Life Goes On Without Me

waste my life (prod. bloodsekai)

bro @bloodsekai

im internet famous because i hurt myself
im internet famous they love when i hurt myself
2x 

they love wen i cut my wrist
they love when i starve myself
they love to see me bleed out 
they love to see me bleed out 

they love the tweets i make
like the ones where i say
im going to slit my throat 
and i want to decay
i hate when they relate 
my lifes a facade 
i jus want to
be happy 

so i say i love
boys that dont love me 
they know we'll never meet
they make me smile for a while tho 
deny reality
temporarily 
love when he says he likes me
love when he says he likes me

i lost my touch with the world 
i lost my touch with the world 
i lost my touch with the world 
I LOST THE TOUCH WITH MYSELF

i lost myself
idk how to get my back
i lost myself
and im stuck in here

shedtwt Prod bloodsekai

I’ll~ come over when I want too
Doesn’t matter
Don’t tell me what to do
 
And~ im sitting in the classroom
Bad grades
And all I ever do is lose


Daughter of a dark lord
Stuck with a nuisance 
Being here is such a chore 
Hope your not full of it

activate my cheat code
Never ever want to grind
Wife is 1s and zeros
Stay that way till I die

prinny day

i been dropping less not by choice ima try bein more consistent i’m just always busy ahhhhrhrydytixkxcchcmdkssksjsmdkdnd

prod deadyami again 

turn around, ion see no1
& idec i just wish i could see uuu ):
do u look for me
prolly not yk i’ll always pick up
like u’ll ever reach out
up all night like i’m at a stakeout
like what do u think about, do u miss me now
leaning when i’m rlly rlly feening for ur hugs <\3
losing blood oh nooo yet again
vics to erase da thoughts in my head
OD on my floor yet again
ik it hurts my head but i miss the smell of ur room
short nap after short nap
hour 48 no rest 
ur all i dream abt & i hate it
ya i wanna escape it

chorus:
i’m tired of faking who i rlly am
no i don’t accept me, you should understand
degrading myself when im pouring my heart out
i needa shut up i just keep sounding more dumb 
& if u disagree baby please tell me i’m wrong
im starting to come down im getting less calm
my ribs are starting to pop out, im still living somehow
no more in my comfort zone, that was YOU
yeah nowhere else to go 🖕🏼

biggie:
bby you know i been dyinnnng 
faster than i can re-gen HP
hold on my hand like ya held on to all of my lies
i’m not right nooo
i was high again yaaaa 
just let it go -___-
new 57 w cupids amo
palmetto in the prada thru da palm trees 
sippin yak in da morn like coffee 
roll up for me bby will u do dattt 
miss the way you would puff in the honda 
saratoga ya i’ll battle for freedom
can’t get away from u - liam neeson (taken reference)
i wanna break away from you
you the only 1 w the key but u gone 🥲

comfort zone x biggsgon2far

(The Cars Cover)
I don't mind you comin' here
And wastin' all my time
'Cause when you're standin' oh so near
I kinda lose my mind
It's not the perfume that you wear
It's not the ribbons in your hair
And I don't mind you comin' here
And wastin' all my time
I don't mind you hangin' out
And talkin' in your sleep
It doesn't matter where you've been
As long as it was deep
You always knew to wear it well and
You look so fancy I can tell
And I don't mind you hangin' out
And talkin' in your sleep

Silly Song

Javoncore