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Tragedy of the past

Beat by Instinct @paradoxproductions
Produced by Low Key High @lowkeyhighbeats

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Denial

I can write all about you like a journalist
Tell me how ya feel when you notice this

Just know when I love that is permanent
And yea i let you win every argument

But you had to fuck it up
Randomly switching up

Can't find the remedy for the shit that you've done
I been intoxicated got me feeling numb
I been isolated you left me with none

To you I was just another 
To me you was like no other 

Still got the love but its fuck ya
I'll murder whoever touch ya

But do ya thing, It's no pressure
Good luck on you finding better

I'll hit you back for my sweater
DADE

Cause my soul is broke
And I lost all hope
I got Jack in my cup
I want to drink it up

Need to numb the pain
Fuck the personal gain
I got drugs in my veins
I got to suck it up

Please don't hit me up cause I'm not picking up
Used to be about us now you're outta luck
Girl I'm killing me trying to kill you
I'm a need another cup, I'm drinking till I'm feeling numb

Drink my demons away
Pour it up, Pour it up

Drown my sorrows
I'm a leave you now, I can't be stuck
Chasing tomorrows

Feels like I'm free falling
I hear the devil calling

Cause my soul is broke
And I lost all hope
I got Jack in my cup
I want to drink it up

Need to numb the pain
Fuck the personal gain
I got drugs in my veins
I got to suck it up

Please don't hit me up cause I'm not picking up
Used to be about us now you're outta luck
Girl I'm killing me trying to kill you
I'm a need another cup, I'm drinking till I'm feeling numb

Please don't hit me up cause I'm not picking up
Used to be about us now you're outta luck
Girl I'm killing me trying to kill you
I'm a need another cup, I'm drinking till I'm feeling numb

Killing Me

Killing Me (Collab JavyDade)

The melody has a chill vibe to it with emotional lyrics showing the pain and sacrifices one must make in order to achieve inner happiness and outward greatness.   All negative energy shall forever remain in Silence.


There's a melody in your head
You can't let it out
(ssshhh)

You look so confident
But you're filled with doubt
You scream at the top of your lungs
But you hear the silence

You trap all the anger inside
Yeah you hide the violence
You're surrounded by your loved ones
Yet you're all alone

You need the joy back in your heart
But it's all gone

Chorus
What's your reality
You're crying out for safety
You been all alone
You're drowning by gravity

What is it you living for
What is it you going for
Everybody tells you to snap back to reality
Tryna peak in every hole
Tryna open every door
But they keep it closed
And they tell they never had a key

What is it you ready for
What is it you dying for 
When they tell you life is a bitch 
And is full of misery

All you try do is score
Can you take it anymore
When they pass the ball
You gon drop it or pop another three

Whatever they talking about
Fuck Em
They will never stop till they want you to vouch for em
I feel like you're better turning your back on them
Never let em handle your dreams
They're gon crush them
(ssshhh)

You moving in silence
You are the fire
They act like the hydrant
Live in a world where they hate that you're vibrant
Don't let the world control you like the climate

Chorus
What's your reality
You're crying out for safety
You been all alone
You're drowning by gravity

What is your reality

What is your identity

Are you moving in silence

(What's your reality)

(Silence)

Silence

Silence (Collab JavyDade)

Silence (Collab Waynewood)

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iY99QJhttJo&feature=youtu.be

LYRICS
is it worth it
whats the purpose
sun come down still im searching 
nothing's perfect i hide behind the curtains
yea im hurting yea im hurting 
what 

imma make it happen yea
ice back with that magic yea
some dont got a passion they see mine and try to bash it 
life's a blank canvas you lack basic understanding
caught up in theatrics never tried to fathom the mechanics
fuck the masses i get sad and switch right back like i was manic 
imma show my mom that i can fly just like im Travis
in my time i've seen too many flatline cuz of that xanax
watch them vanish just like any other day you take for granted 

is it worth it
whats the purpose
sun come down still im searching 
nothing's perfect i hide behind the curtains
yea im hurting yea im hurting 
what

PURPOSE (PROD. ICE atm) [VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION]

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Day N Night (Collab Waynewood)

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Silence (Collab Waynewood)

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