Sadly So Sad

Matthew Heller’s latest record, Criticism, Judgement, Heartbreak, and Peril, marks a significant moment in his evolution as an artist—a point where his self-reflection meets his bold commitment to examining the complexities of the human experience. These songs dig into themes of growth, discomfort, and a deep yearning for connection. It’s a raw and honest exploration of what it means to wrestle with one’s place in the world, and how to navigate a life filled with contradictions. Heller isn’t afraid to face the uncomfortable truths head-on, whether it’s his own struggles or the broader issues he contemplates. Each song on the record invites the listener to join him on this journey, to reflect alongside him, and to find resonance in shared human experience.

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Hypnotica

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Cultures And Vultures


Cultures And Voltures
Cultures showing the path
Voltures waiting on you to be weak

Is better to be loved
Or to be temed my friend 
Is that a point?
Or it’s all a laugh?

She puts her ass on my face 
I’m looking for Love instead
You don’t have to beg me for it
I’m so well and ready for it

They screwed everything up
So don’t want to pay for art
No voice no sound no more
No thinking no opinions 
No protesters no contenders 

Cultures And Voltures
Cultures showing the path
Voltures waiting on you to be weak

Is better to be loved
Or to be temed my friend 
Is that a point?
Or it’s all a laugh?

The earth is flat they said
No one daring to protest
No more rap no more fake rebel
Sad to see you wasting your youth like that 

She puts her ass on my face 
I’m looking for Love instead
You don’t have to beg me for it
I’m so well and ready for it

They screwed everything up
So don’t want to pay for art
No voice no sound no more
No thinking no opinions 
No protesters

Cultures And Voltures

The Hills

Walking the line between intimate bedroom pop and an arena anthem, ‘Scar’ marks the beginning of the band’s most ambitious chapter to date.

Scar

"Laniakea" traces the vast gravitational highway that binds our local universe — not as something distant, but as a living presence. It's a meditation on the cosmic web that holds galaxies in its flow, where dark matter moves unseen and ancient forces shape eternity. A song for those who feel the pull of the great unknown, and dare to follow it.

Threads of light

Laniakea

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With the curtains drawn on barred windows
The start of the incarceration 
Bleeds into the walls
And with the doors chained, and bonds tightened
The start of the incarceration 
Creeps through the halls

When the sun goes down, and the sky is bruised
The start of the awakening 
Rattles through the walls
And when the moon is full, but hidden in the fog
The start of the awakening 
Stalks us one and all

“Don’t make a sound
It’ll be okay
Just trust me
It has to be this way”

But I refuse to sleep in this room where it touches me
And I would rather be a prisoner if this is what’s considered free
Coerced and forced to let it lay down upon me
It’s happened so many times I don’t even trust my own memory

When I try to recollect all those times that I didn’t want 
I doubt that anyone will believe 
Was it yesterday or today? 
Was I nine, fifteen, or twenty five?
Perhaps it never did
Or did it never end?

It rattles all the walls
As it creeps through the halls
To stalk and steal what it needs
Burrows itself deep
Seeps inside of me
And leaves me to bleed

But I refuse to sleep in this room where it touches me
And I would rather be a prisoner if this is what’s considered free
Coerced and forced to let it lay down upon me
It’s happened so many times I don’t even trust my own memory

the devil lives in the cellar

Indie Pop, Dreampop, Hypnagogic Pop, Neo-Psychedelica, Sophisti-Pop, Indie, Alternative

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