Apple Music: music.apple.com/us/album/downfall…7366?i=1585257367

Spotify: open.spotify.com/track/7LQWiBPhc4…bdf02980c001412e

golden p. adrian

shoutout to @kirblagoop @yzahhaze

tell me what the fuck do i do to get through to you
you don’t know shit about me
i don’t know shit about you
so now we fucking it up
and you choosing to run
smoking on that thraxx
i ain’t getting it done
wonder why you always try and come in from the past though
had to try to get me to relapse but it don’t work
now i’m thinking back to every little thing i ever did
am i really the bad guy?
am i really the friend?

sometimes i don’t feel a thing in my bones
we were better off alone
we can all examine how it really fucking went
but the flame had died when all my energy was spent
yeah

last night i forgot
how the sound 
of your voice
whispered sweet

choosing to run [ft. kirblagoop] (prod. haze)

Heart Strings

PHANTASIST

Shades of Grey

Life In Limbo

Here Alone

Doll Face [prod. Lecx Stacy]


At its core, the song explores the ache of loving someone while time slowly changes both of you. It’s about looking back on youth, shared adventures, and intimate memories with a softness that hurts. The narrator feels the weight of growing older—how small things like clothes, photos, and old habits carry emotional echoes. As the years pass, the relationship becomes more fragile, and moments that once felt effortless now feel distant or threatened. The song sits in that tender space where love still exists, but the connection is slipping, and both people can feel it.

Despite the heartbreak, the song isn’t hopeless. It’s filled with longing and a quiet, stubborn tenderness. The narrator clings to the idea that love might still be recoverable if they can just hold on a little longer—if the other person doesn’t “fade” tonight. The song captures that deeply human moment where you’re caught between acceptance and yearning: wanting to preserve what once was, fearing what might be lost, and hoping that shared memories and old warmth are enough to pull two hearts back together. It’s a sad, cinematic reflection on love, time, and the emotional distance that grows when people change but still desperately want to stay connected.

Not Like This - Farida Daydream Edit

prod killedmyself
vocals recorded at bridge east studios

and if i make it through the week 
you’re still fucking dead to me 
i know its been some time 
but i wish to never speak 
its haunting in my brain 
but i think I’m fine now 
im ok 
its like i always said before 
I’m going on and through the pain 
playing back the sounds 
of cutting myself down 
ill rooted matter 
on tarnished ground 
but don’t worry 
I’m leaving now 
give us all the break we need 
from a fucking piece of shit like me 

and ill always be nothing 
but that doesn’t bother me 
feeling sorry isn’t helping 
but feeling sad gives me relief

ill stay away for life

hypothermia

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Life In Limbo

JAXXON D. SILVA