lyrics: 
i dont wanna balance my time
would u wanna half it be mine
i dont wanna laugh if its not with u

im just tryna get u on me
i be getting high too often
saw u in a dream it was lovely
u were dancing on my coffin

ay you talk back you sayin i cant stand you
i fall back but baby i didnt plan to
these fuckboys they never could understand you
its all good i show you what this cash do 

i cant switch up that gene is not in my dna
you smoke swishers im peelin off in a cla
she hate me but think about me like everyday
just pay me attention im not a fucking saint 

all my balances is off the track
wish you were on the path here stay with me
on me wish i could get u falling
cus i cant get you off my mind like what do u mean

i dont wanna balance my time
would u wanna half it be mine
i dont wanna laugh if its not with u

effie :

getting deeper down down
putting oxy in my lean
imma freeman callin to Martin
내게로 와 많은 모험이
필요해 더 생명보험이

난 목에다가 내 이름을 달아
눈을 뜨면 다 잊어버리니까 
신경안써 너네 병신같은 삶
니가 뭐라하든 나한텐 안닿아

이렇게 살아난
삶 aint not lie
더 smoking loud
눈이 멀어다
Heaven down
Im getting high
We never die
young 놀아 걍

너무 높아 난 You cant not see me
fly in the sky to oversea 
말한대로 이뤄져
keep my eyes on 
항상 그랬던대로

hook

balance

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balance w effie (prod. dayrick)

prod me (sampling - my feelings ft gumi)

the feeling inside me
its trapped in my body
i just wanted to tell you
but i was too shy by nature
the feeling inside me
it drives me crazy
just want to tell you
the feeling inside me

i still remember how you walked past
with that beautiful hair and
those gorgeous eyes
it was love at first at sight
i thought of you all night
i wanted to tell you
but i was shy by my nature

viviennes on my neck
but i just wanna cut my neck
cuz you dont really know my name
i wanna burn all these chocolates
i dont know what is this feeling
"bitch get the fuck off" so i said
she doesnt love me so i sad
i dont know what to do, i die

초콜릿은 필요 없어
xanax 하나 더 줘
난 이미 out of control
how could i quit the drugs?
숨을 참아야 숨이 쉬어져
연기만이 날 이끌어줘
죽은채로 내 옆에 있어줘
내 목을 잡고 졸라줘

the feeling inside me

dont make me wanna kill my self
dont make me wanna kill my self
dont make me wanna kill my self
dont make me wanna kill my self
dont make me wanna kill my self
dont make me wanna kill my self
dont make me wanna kill my self
dont make me wanna kill my self

sweet suicide </3

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IMSICKOFJUN x YUNG WEEJ - 2 Me (prod. Loesoe)

Fireflies w luvange1 & dxsh

I got too many problems, but i can't solve em
여기 바쳤어 인생의 반을 still i'm at the bottom
겨우 넘겨 지옥같은 하루, 찢어져버린 내 마음
난 이제 돌아갈 수 없어 정상적인 삶
머리론 이해해도  맘은 안그래
전부 내 잘못인데 왜 니가 힘들어 해
다 괜찮다고 해줘 진심이 아니래도
I don't understand myself too
That's  what i am, fool

낯선 이 도시 속, 갈곳을 잃었어
복잡한 머릿속 약으로 또 미뤘어
속상한 일들도 어찌할 방법이 없어
날 용서할수 없다면 걍 벼랑 끝에서 날 밀어줘
Took a lot of benzo now i'm feeling better
다 시작하고 파 새로 기억을 잃는다 해도
부모님의 걱정과 기댈 등에 짊어진 채로
눈물을 삼킨채 움직여 돈이 가란 대로
다 잊어버리고 말지
당장 뭐 해먹고 살지가
중요하단걸 알기에
난 몰라 내가 뭘 위해 사는지
현실성 없어 까마득히
먼 미래처럼 거짓말처럼
느껴지니까 이 상황이

I got too many problems, but i can't solve em
여기 바쳤어 인생의 반을 still i'm at the bottom
겨우 넘겨 지옥같은 하루, 찢어져버린 내 마음
난 이제 돌아갈 수 없어 정상적인 삶
머리론 이해해- 도  맘은 안그래
전부 내 잘못인데 왜 니가 힘들어 해
다 괜찮다고 해줘 진심이 아니래도
I don't understand myself too
That's what i am, fool

나약해서 미안해, 근데 이병은 불치야
다시 i'm back on my bullshit 내가 볼줄 아는건 눈치
밖에 없어서 자꾸 어린애처럼 굴지
이해 안해도 돼 굳이 차피 남이 잖아 우린
Yeah 가끔 잊어 내가 누군지
갑자기 다른 세상에 홀로 떨어진듯한 느낌
There's nothing to say but I feel so empty
I feel so empty god damn empty

I got too many problems, but i can't solve em
여기 바쳤어 인생의 반을 still i'm at the bottom
겨우 넘겨 지옥같은 하루, 찢어져버린 내 마음
난 이제 돌아갈 수 없어 정상적인 삶
머리론 이해해도  맘은 안그래
전부 내 잘못인데 왜 니가 힘들어 해
다 괜찮다고 해줘 진심이 아니래도
I don't understand myself too
That's  what i am, fool











[outro from bigbang - forever with u / 꿀팁한입 만우절]

i can't solve em [prod. nightclub20xx]

prod me

they cut my angel wings
so i stole devil's one
all these people in this ruined city, i cannot trust
still feeling depressed everymoring when i wake up
just runnin up my cash
til i forget all of my past

girl you're so beautiful
everynight i miss you
i wanna meet you
but you're so far
in the bed 또 모르는 애가 내옆에 my bad
take all my meds for no reason
dont know how long i awaken...

i i've been on 2 different pillies
but my bitch didnt noticed
my ex told me im crazy
sorry i cant live my life without these
im not a drag, these lames keep on talkin gossip about me
매일 나아지기를 기도했는데 아직 좆같지

everywhere i go i look down, i can sense my karma
everyone i trusted in past gave me fuckin traumas
every moment i feel the pain, i can't fix my problem
every moment i feel the pain
every moment i feel the pain

everymoment i feel like i'm dying
시간이 날 떠나가
everytime i go to outside
유령들이 날 쳐다봐
everybody got me paranoid
i know that i'm falling up
매일같이 죽고싶어
제발 나를 두고 가지마

thruitall (prod. 8rokeboy)

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