Such a beautiful song! It really speaks to me.

i don’t wanna be alone 
but it’s all i’ve ever known  
i don’t wanna say goodbye 
but it’s time for me to go
into the void

now i’m on the other side
and im done feeling terrified 
it’s still dark but i see the light
pulling me closer to what i believe

stuck in a dream 
like im seventeen 
i can feel the breeze 
even if there’s no air to breathe
like a tease, they are on their knees
hoping that i be 
everything they ever wanted,
everything they want to see 

yeah i’m aware 
but i don’t fucking care 
i rather disappear 
then be stuck with them i swear
i can see the thrown 
yeah, born to be the heir
of the great unknown 
we call that super rare

my time is coming soon
for my soul to break loose
while waiting on a crescent moon
i think to my self 

i don’t wanna be alone
but it’s all i’ve ever known 
i don’t wanna say goodbye 
but it’s time for me to go
into the void
into the void

now i’m on the other side
and im done feeling terrified 
it’s still dark but i see the light
pulling me closer to what i believe

i’ve said it before
i’ll say it again
i’ve waited for more
but now it’s the end
i will not depend 
on when they say when
maybe im just better off…

better off dead

i don’t wanna be alone
i don’t wanna say goodbye 

i don’t wanna be alone
but it’s all i’ve ever known 
i don’t wanna say goodbye 
but it’s time for me to go
into the void
into the void

INTO THE VOID

Paper chains

Rust Riffs is the soul’s first outcry from Ondelic — a deep dive into contemporary blues where heavy riffs and driving beats meet raw street-born emotion. This is blues with electric tension: gritty, modern, and unapologetic.

Through distorted guitar lines and slow-burning grooves, the album bridges the sorrow of Delta tradition with the urgency of the present day. Each track bears the weight of rust, yet shines with the fire of someone still burning inside.

This isn’t revival. It’s reinvention. With Rust Riffs, Ondelic delivers a blues charged with raw power — for those who face the storm with eyes open and a guitar in hand.

Slow Burn

cough got teeth chewin’ on my bones
grief’s a feedback loop of dial tone moans
can’t sleep just watch the ceiling spin
clock pounds hard when the dark takes in
your picture’s pinned where the light won’t land
cracked frame grins like it planned the stand
sweat won’t rinse pills freeze the scene
still waitin’ on a crash that won’t come clean

you left and the silence turned mean
no wind just the breath of the scream

call it chance call it bleed
i just echo through what you don’t read
no fix no reprieve
just a voice where the ghosts still breathe
she was here then she split
but her echo’s etched in every bit
i don’t climb i don’t hide
i just sing what’s left when the burn won’t die

woke up slow in a shirt still damp
blinds half shut walls closin’ like clamps
walked past faces without a name
each one lookin’ through me all the same
your laugh still loops in the kitchen fan
half heard hum in a rust warped pan
heat don’t rise the stove won’t light
but the mark you left still cooks just right

some things rot but they won’t die
some goodbyes just multiply

call it dust call it creed
i just echo through what i can’t feed
no fix no retreat
just a hum in the hollow beat
she was gone still she stayed
like a rhythm you can’t unplay
i don’t fight i don’t lie
i just sing what’s left when the ache won’t die

don’t know how far the drop goes down
but my feet went quiet once i left the ground
your name don’t ring but it still replies
like a dream with its jaw too wide

call it break call it bleed
still i echo through what you don’t read
no fix no reprieve
just a voice in the fallout weave
she was tide she was drive
now i sing what’s left when the ache survives

still falling
still falling
edge of the echo still calling
still crawling
still crawling
no lift no light still stalling
still haunted
still hunted
grief don’t fade it just keeps taunting

Edge of the Echo

Faint Of Heart

My Reflection

contains explicit language, drug references and some bad rhymes

Lost in the Grind

Alone While Living is a raw post-grunge confession about isolation, the hollowness of life, and the silence that frames it all. With haunting verses, heavy choruses, and lyrics that cut deep, this track explores the truth that death isn’t the scariest part — it’s living that hurts the most.
The song moves between soft, brooding moments and explosive grunge-fueled riffs, capturing the ache of loneliness even in a crowded world. A track for anyone who has felt unseen, unheard, or alone in the noise of life.

My Reflection

Jay & The Nonexistent

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