First Single back since Sept '18. Recently had a mental breakdown about my indecisiveness, this song is the result.

Lyrics:

My insecurity never gave me protection 
But it’s working full time
For benefits and a pension 
I’ve been paying all my life 
But never afford the attention 
Imma need a suspension 
Separate from the tension 
I’m not ok!
Last thing I need is some disrespect 
Cause I already told myself I suck
Before you interject 
What’s the point of being out of wrong
If I’m in correct 
If I hurt myself, I hurt my girl
But it’s indirect 
Indecisive 
My yes can turn to a no in like 5 seconds
I can’t give everyone my time 
I don’t like sharing 
I look selfish but
I Feel helpless uh
I can’t believe it 
It’s hard for me to imagine it
If I never seen it
My generosity’s not affected by 
How I’m treated 
I dream better in the day
Cause I’m barely sleeping
My bed seems to have more 
Temper than it does pedic 
Seems like every day brings new burden
Same time I’m building bridges
Got a few burnin
False work never make up for the true purpose
Even if it’s not the right angle I’m a cute person
Perpendicular 
I’m a vertical on horizon
I hate surprises 
I put the dent in a straight line
That keeps you smiling
I’m frowning on the other
Side of it, I’m done with hiding
Man I’m Done with hiding 
My mental stability’s always in question 
What are the odds that my other half
Took Psychology lessons
I need to lean on her whenever 
My biology threathens
My heart be beating , and beating beating 
So what’s the end game?
Infinity doesn’t come from the gems
I’m rooted deep in the word
Without Him I Do not Stem
Don’t tell me it’s my perspective 
Opinion is just a lens
If you change the focal point 
Then the type of camera depends
So just take the picture
Write vision and go make it plain 
Introvertical yea
I’m Introvertical yea

Introvertical (prod. by King Chai)

Confess from your mouth the LORD (God) Yeshua, and believe in your heart Yeshua died on the cross for all sins and raised Himself from the dead in three days, and you shall be saved, from hell (geenna/gehenna/the middle of the earth where the soul is tormented in fire), hell (sheol/hades/the place the body is tormented in fire awaiting onto) the lake of fire (2nd death)
Amen 

Located in Long Island, New York, artist Jay Anime is best known for his animated personality, which flows through his lyrics, creating an addicting presence that pulls listeners in with each press of the play button. 
Speaking on topics like lust, love, relationships, and Jesus, Jay Anime is often commended for his transparent approach to his sonic craft – creating a close connection between creativity and audience that is seldom seen in the industry.
Jay first started his creative journey through freestyles over popular songs and creating music in Garageband with a USB mic that he got from a video game.
Jay is continuing to release new music and build his brand through the new year, with a goal to develop his creative image and create new pieces to add to his discography.

Look for “Faith Da Plug” on SoundCloud. My music is on there. 
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