2020

Nerve Endings

Perfect World

Too Close To Touch - Perfect World

from the beginning to now, it hasn't always been the same. the "underground" i knew then isn't the same anymore. it's not a bad thing though... i'm actually starting to see artists i grew alongside achieve their dreams, and i'm more than ready to achieve mine, whatever they are. i'm on my own now, but i have to be strong. i hope this music helps you get by. </3

little fights killed pretty nights (prod. tinyforest)

beautiful ghost

doctor, doctor ft. badXchannels

official video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tG3y-BxoAWE

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Prod: @mewsyc

@steadysuffer Cover

Original Track:
https://soundcloud.com/steadysuffer/a-bother-prod-mewsyc

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Burn the bridges 
she burned her diary 
I'm sorry for leaving you at that party 
you called 
hit my voicemail 
when you fuck someone else it's a no deal
here i am 
in my bathroom 
on the floor so cold like my tattoo 
lost thoughts of you
Don't say we're just friends 
now i wanna cry when i see you and him 
in the back under club lights
When i see you and him in the back of the club light..
(Club lights...)
In the back of the club 
Yeah the one that i love 
and her face
Fucking numb 
So i guess that we're done 
Yeah i guess im okay
Yeah i guess im okay
In my hands...

Way back home where you left me in the dark
The clock is ticking down the seconds of my life
I dont mean to be a bother but i feel like i should call her
Don't fucking do it
Don't you blow it
Don't you ruin what never started

Burn the bridges 
she burned her diary 
I'm sorry for leaving you at that party 
you called 
hit my voicemail 
when you fuck someone else it's a no deal
here i am 
in my bathroom 
on the floor so cold like my tattoo 
lost thoughts of you
Don't say we're just friends 
now i wanna cry when i see you and him 
in the back under club lights
When i see you and him in the back of the club light..
(Club lights...)
In the back of the club 
Yeah the one that i love 
and her face
Fucking numb 
So i guess that we're done 
Yeah i guess im okay
Yeah i guess im okay
In my hands...

A bother - (Prod. mewsyc) [[SteadySufferCover]]

feat: https://soundcloud.com/yungsapphire

Leave A Message w/Sapphire2001 (prod. caspr)

could have been

𝕋𝕙𝕖 𝕊𝕥𝕠𝕣𝕪 𝕊𝕠 𝔽𝕒𝕣 - ℕ𝕒𝕧𝕪 𝔹𝕝𝕦𝕖 (𝖈𝖔𝖛𝖊𝖗)

lyrics:

don’t give up 
I swear this time will be better 
I can’t stress it enough 
but some days it’s hard to get up 

feelings overwhelmed 
fallen harder on the ground 
things will get better 
but I don’t want to wait around 

(why does all of this have to be this way)

why does all of this have to be this way 
what could I have done to make you stay
drag my soul until nothing remains 
all I have for you is the angst in my veins 

tears fallen down 
if I tripped I would drown 
I don’t want to wait around 
watch you leave without a sound

Vacancy

Tears

text back prod majinaru

text back (prod. majinaru)

prod. @irby314

lyrics:
nowadays everything just seems to hurt me
feeling like life as a whole has done me dirty
not getting love from anybody
yelling all my thoughts and feelings straight into the void
I want a connection that's everlasting
people only care about me in passing
now I'm sitting all alone wondering if I did something to cause things to be this way
broke friends keep dreaming about what they could be
while rich friends don't seem as happy as they should be
I can't find any inspiration
my apathy strangles me
it's getting too hard to breathe 
I'm constantly getting upset about shit
something will bother me, I'll forget about it
then still feel upset
even though I don't remember what it was that made me feel that way
surrounded by all this stupid immaturity 
going online, seeing dudes pushing 30
still posting on facebook about metalcore bands they listened to back in 2008
seems like all of my friends who make music are glowing
I'm lagging behind
they never send me opens
I feel like a failed artist 
but I guess making music's just a dumb childish hobby anyway
I've taken too many blows that weren't softened
and been used as a punching bag way too often
by people who notice things in me that they hate about themselves
dumping their shame onto me
I do it too, just not to people's faces 
but behind their backs because that way's the safest
most of my hatred stays hidden
just lurking in the shadows where no one can fully see
my life is the worst that its been and I hate it
but every single time I try to escape it
I just end up reverting back to my old ways
it seems like people rarely actually change
I'll only cheer up to ultimately feel sad
a drug binge right after getting out of rehab
all of those addicts are so far gone
I don't have hope for anybody much less myself
I regret not having a life that's fulfilling
like going to work in a government building 
saving money to buy a house
with a backyard to unwind in at the end of the day
spend my weekends hanging out at a cottage
reminiscing with old friends about college
instead I'm here by myself feeling embarrassed 
with nowhere to be and nothing to say

Stream on Spotify

government building (prod. irby)

produced by @wurlishmouk
featuring @lofivillain

unstoppable ft. lofi villain (prod. wurlishmouk)

Getting Old

DRIPPING LIKE SOME ICECREAM feat. 3irty (prod. curtains)

MUISC VID: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZQAIWpaU8PU&feature=youtu.be

chorus: 
funny how our lives go on when everything feels so numb, daybreak, night skies, cool winds, moonlight 

caught a glimpse of a life where I wouldn't ever let go, of that feeling of being wanted, where the fuck did the time go

Verse:

silhouettes, in my bed, hold me close I'm losin it, love the feelin when I try, right in front of my very eyes, a situation lacked communication, happens every time

you saw my heart beat out my fuckin chest, you knew me when I hated my existence

can't sleep, ghost like warmth while I weep

hate the way how I still miss you, complex emotions I got issues, not one day, lips cravin how I kissed you, simply you're just not into

what I hadda offer, memories from the laughter,  how you went about this guess my feelings weren't a factor 

slipped into the sea of her issues, temporarily out of order from the misuse, take me back to the night when I fucked you, look into your eyes just to say fuck you

slipped into the sea.

Pro. by: https://soundcloud.com/sainttomorrow https://soundcloud.com/splashgvng

Mix/Mastered by: https://soundcloud.com/pzzz

slipped into the sea (pro. saint tomorrow x splashgvng)*MUSIC VID IN DESCRIPTION*

https://soundcloud.com/caspr

lyrics:

girl shut me down 
go and drain me out 
I've been about 
I've seen them drown 

lost myself in an empty crowd 
will you wake me up when you're coming round

I can't recall I watch them fall 
bodies yours just needs installed 
bouncing off the fucking walls 
cause I can't find no fucking cure 

no need to save me baby 
don't even start with safety 
just wana taste the same thing 
don't pick me up I'm fading 

you don't trust a word I say 
I can't blame you either way 
am I really a big mistake 
baby take my heart away 

you don't trust a word I say 
I can't blame you either way 
am I really a big mistake 
baby take my heart away 

girl shut me down 
go and drain me out 
I've been about 
I've seen them drown 

lost myself in an empty crowd 
will you wake me up when you're coming round

I can't recall I watch them fall 
my bodies yours just needs installed 
bouncing off the fucking walls 
cause I can't find no fucking cure 

no need to save me baby 
don't even start with safety 
I just wanna taste the same thing 
don't pick me up I'm fading 

you don't trust a word I say 
I can't blame you either way 
am I really a big mistake 
baby take my heart away

take my heart away and burn it 
light my darker days no curtain 
start to think that they're deserving 
Am I a waste of space a burden

unstoppable ft. lofi villain (prod. wurlishmouk)

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