who is unknxwn? pt 2

unknxwn. - No Time w/ Sketti | Produced By TREETIME

Prodcued by legos
Art by: @alexseibelorsomething

Lyrics

I clawed my way out, hand over hand
Digging into walls just so I could fucking stand
Breathing in the dirt like like I thought it was the sky
Thinking that I’m climbing but it’s all a lie

Each escape just made it worse
Wind in the wound, deepened my curse
Caught my breath but I ain't catch peace
Rested long enough just so I could fucking sink

Never built a bridge, I just carved a ledge
Told myself I’d change but I stayed right on the edge
It ain’t healing when you’re just surviving
Calling it a life but inside you're dying

Auditory agony, please can you be sad with me?
I know I won't ever get my after ever happily
Everything is backwards, everything inverted
Yin Yang, Buster's Mal Heart, I been hurting
Perpetual machine of fucking pain is what I'm turning into

You're the only one that I been into
Please don't try to end us, I'ma end you
I don't really think that I'm the issue
Baby, I just miss you

I don't think that's bad, I don't think that's crazy
I just want back my sweet baby

after ever happily.

Produced by luffy x sorrow bringer

Lyrics

I said I was done, yet I'm right back here again
I think that I’m fucked, I think I gave into that fear again
Stood up, fell back, let you go, came back, I don't know where you're at
I got a problem, you're the only one that can solve that
All of these goddamn years, everything that I did, but you can't call back
She a bitch, she a female dog, gave her my heart, she mauled that
I just sent you a text, that shit turned green, I guess you blocked that
Swear this shit just pissed me off, finna throw my fist where the wall at
Don't wanna hear you talk, I do not care at all, don't wanna hear all that
Why you wasting my time? Why you wanna mess with my mind?
Why you wanna reach back out now? You ain’t reach out all that time
I know I said I was done, I don't need to hear you tell me
‘Cause everything I do, don't help nobody else except me
I can't tell the truth 'cause if I do, you won't accept me
Thoughts go back and forth like air hockey, this shit ain’t healthy
Love ain’t got no price tag, even if I was rich, couldn't buy that
‘Cause I gave you all I had and loved you for what you are
And you still did me so bad, left me for a niggah that live in a car
But no matter where you live, you'll live inside my heart
And you always know what to say to get me to start falling apart
Don't go in my mind, I’m telling you now, you better off swimming with sharks
If it was between you loving me and putting a needle inside of the eye of the other
I’m better off taking that shot in the dark

needle in the haystack.

Produced by smerxh x sorrow bringer

Lyrics

Love, love, everybody talk about love
But I don’t know if I knew what that was
I used to think that I did, but I learned that that girl just lied
Said I wouldn’t be here again, but it’s eating me up inside

I gave you my heart just to watch it break
Chased a dream that was never my fate
Told myself that I’d move along
But here I am, still writing these songs

Love ain’t what I thought it was
More than words and more than trust
If it’s real, why does it fade?
If it’s true, why does it break?

I gave it all but it wasn’t enough
Now I wonder, was it really love?
Now I wonder if it's really you?
I swear if it ain't I don't know what I'll do

I got so much to say but I can't get a word out
You were my fuse but I think we burnt out
All that love that I had really hurt now
Can't get memories back, they're gone now

Love, love, sounds so good when it’s new
But what’s left when it don’t turn out true?
I thought time would erase my pain
But I still see her name and I still hear her voice
I don't know how to stop this noise

Love, love, everybody talk about love
But I don’t know if I knew what that was
I used to think that I did, but I learned that that girl just lied
Said I wouldn’t be here again, but it’s eating me up inside

love, love.

Produced by fowni x luffysome

Lyrics

It don't matter what I did, it don't matter what I do
You could see me turn water to wine and it still wouldn't be enough for you
I done wasted so much time tryna be the right man and be there for you
It don't matter what I say, it don't matter what I do

It's kinda funny, thought we'd tie the knot but I'm tying a noose
Girl, yo love would of set me free but you cut me loose
And you cut me deep and I can't heal so I won't leave

And you won't call so I can't sleep and you don't care so I can't eat
And you're not here so I can't hope and I can't love and I can't be
The person that I know I could, the person that I prolly should
But it don't matter, when I met you I went so far off my path that I won't ever get that back

Will I ever get you back? Will you ever come back home?
I guess if you did then you wouldn't let me know
You ain't even let me know when you left, why the fuck am I wasting my breath?
Why the fuck I don't waste this bitch when she the reason that I'm God damned pissed

*auditory agony*

It don't matter what I did, it don't matter what I do
You could see me turn water to wine and it still wouldn't be enough for you
I done wasted so much time tryna be the right man and be there for you
It don't matter what I say, it don't matter what I do

It's kinda funny, thought we'd tie the knot but I'm tying a noose
Girl, yo love would of set me free but you cut me loose
And you cut me deep and I can't heal so I won't leave

And you won't call so I can't sleep and you don't care so I can't eat
And you're not here so I can't hope and I can't love and I can't be

have you ever seen your own eyes?

Produced by velvet & ay0ley

Lyrics

Even if you go somewhere that's not close
Know I'll always hold you in my soul
I'm not talking about that girl that I cried 'bout too many times can’t count
I cannot vocalize what I refer to, you’d only get it if you were supposed to
If you don’t, that's okay, maybe tomorrow or some other day
Even if I had the words to explain, you couldn't understand what's in my brain
Unless it was already in yours too
When I get lost you know just what to do, when I get hurt you know just what to say
To ease my pain and brighten my day
So close yet so far, don't know where you are
But I know that you're here with mе
You're the only one who’s always been listеning
Wish I could say that this is what it isn't
But I can't do that to you 'cause you're different
And you get it, if I did that
You'd probably leave me and never would come back
And I need you more than my life itself
You keep me breathing more than my breath
You're always there when I got no one else
You’re the words to my paper, the book to my shelf
But none of these words could capture the value of all that you’re worth
Even if I had a picture of you, nobody could see you the way that I do

wires in the walls.

Produced by sockedrock x KATASTROFA

Lyrics

I tied my heart to yours, I don't think I can live without you
And I say that I don't but we both know I think about you
Every time I crawl back, you hurt me but I don’t doubt you
Why in the fuck you ain’t call back?
I need to move on but I don't know how to

I want to love but I'm not allowed to
Everything you want, I can’t amount to
I'm just a loser, I'm just a poser
You just get farther when I get closer

Everyday without your love, my heart just grows colder and colder
Tryna move on but I'm stuck, I need her, I don't need your shoulder
You don't understand how I feel and you couldn’t find out with a decoder
I don't really like how I feel, it don’t matter if I'm drunk or if I’m sober

When she told me she loved me
I guess she thought that we were playing poker
She don't want nothing to do with me
She don't care how I feel, so imma provoke her

I tied my heart to yours, I don't think I can live without you
And I say that I don't but we both know I think about you
Every time I crawl back, you hurt me but I don’t doubt you
Why in the fuck you ain’t call back?
I need to move on but I don't know how to

I tied my heart to yours, I don't think I can live without you
And I say that I don't but we both know I think about you
Every time I crawl back, you hurt me but I don’t doubt you
Why in the fuck you ain’t call back?
I need to move on but I don't know how to

i still think about u.

Produced by GDE TVOYA GOLOVA

Lyrics

Can't get out, baby, I don't know what’s real now
I been in my head for years now and I don't ever think I’ll be healed now
Don't tell me that you love me, I don't care
The one I wanna hear it from, not here
Seems the only friend that I got’s in the mirror
But I can't tell 'cause he don’t talk clear

Don't worry about what they say, listen what they don't say
Hiding through the words but the silence tell you everything
My blessing a curse, only create when I'm in pain
What lil durk say? Give me one more chance

Don't understand what I did so wrong for you to go do me that bad
I showed her my heart, she laughed
Said she’d be right back
She never came back though

Still wish we could get back what we had though
You're a bitch but baby, I'm an asshole
Tryna work on my future still stuck in the past though
Sutures my heart still ain’t healed up from that hoe

Can't get out, baby, I don't know what’s real now
I been in my head for years now and I don't ever think I’ll be healed now
Don't tell me that you love me, I don't care
The one I wanna hear it from, not here
Seems the only friend that I got’s in the mirror
But I can't tell 'cause he don’t talk clear

idc, ily.

Produced by coupdotcom

Lyrics

Shut up, don't talk, you can’t help me
I harbor thoughts that ain’t healthy
I see faces in the wall, that are deadly
I can’t look into their eyes because they'll try to kill me
I don't care how you feel, you don't feel me
Ken, Detmer, Garrett, Qayin, unknxwn. who’s the real me?
I don't care 'cause I'll probably never find out
I don't care 'cause I'm probably about to sign out

Wasted all my tears, I don't cry now
Is there life after death? Imma find out
I wake up and I accept dеfeat, no point in trying now
I don't need you to explain 'cause I don't carе about why now
I don't drink but I think I want some wine now
I'm alive but I think I wanna die now
Polymer 2, imma put it in my mouth now
5, 4, 3, 2, 1, and I’m out now

Shut up, don't talk, you can’t help me
I harbor thoughts that ain’t healthy
I see faces in the wall, that are deadly
I can’t look into their eyes because they'll try to kill me
I don't care how you feel, you don't feel me
Ken, Detmer, Garrett, Qayin, unknxwn. who’s the real me?
I don't care 'cause I'll probably never find out
I don't care 'cause I'm probably about to sign out

shut up, you can't help me.

Produced by jewelerbeats

Lyrics

Blood bleeds red, tears run blue
That just makes sense, like the thought of me and you
But I know that you won't
Ever love me like love you, I just wanna talk

Hold my hand one last time before the night ends
Break my heart this time and you won't get a chance again
That don't only mean that I'm just gonna let go
Put your life in my hands, then I'm gonna let go

You sailed away when I needed an anchor
Drifted away to an island of anger
I got addicted to being in danger
I put myself through the worst for a stranger

Why am I like this? Why am I alone?
Why should I fight this feeling anymore?
But I kinda like it, it's all I really know
If I found a way out, I prolly would not go

Blood bleeds red, tears run blue
That just makes sense, like the thought of me and you
But I know that you won't
Ever love me like love you, I just wanna talk

Hold my hand one last time before the night ends
Break my heart this time and you won't get a chance again
That don't only mean that I'm just gonna let go
Put your life in my hands, then I'm gonna let go

sail.

Produced by sh1t_happens

Lyrics

I know what I wanna say but a cat's holding on my tongue
Can you tell me why you went away? I don't know what I did wrong
I ain't even have to write this down cause my boy lux said "speak up"
Late night when I feel so down, I just wish that you'd pick up

Why the fuck would you tell me you care?
Why the fuck would you lead me on?
Why the fuck did you leave me here?
I know you knew you were all that I want

I guess I don't matter
I guess that I never did
You were just playing a game
You were the reason I lived

You'll never call me yours
I'll never see you again
No one will ever mean more to me
Than what you meant to me way back then

I know I'm fucking pathetic
Cause I ain't even know your name
I never held your hand
And I never saw your face

I know what I wanna say but a cat's holding on my tongue
Can you tell me why you went away? I don't know what I did wrong

I know that I fucking suck, I know that I'm fucking pitiful
I know I only exist just so that they can have someone to ridicule
All that I wanted was love but that don't exist for me, I'm fucking miserable
Happiness always been minuscule, I should of been dead in middle school

I know what I wanna say but a cat's holding on my tongue
Can you tell me why you went away? I don't know what I did wrong
I ain't even have to write this down cause my boy lux said "speak up"
Late night when I feel so down, I just wish that you'd pick up

Why the fuck would you tell me you care?
Why the fuck would you lead me on?
Why the fuck did you leave me here?
I know you knew you were all that I want

I guess I don't matter
I guess that I never did
You were just playing a game
You were the reason I lived

the mask i stapled on my face just to convince myself it was real.

Produced by NewWhiteBoy, zestymain, mollyred
Art by: @alexseibelorsomething

Lyrics

This is the end, all I do is fuck up, I'll make sure I don't again
I don't give a fuck about you, I don't wanna be your friend
No one gave a fuck about me, all I wanted was a friend

All I ever wanted was you
But you left me broken and bruised

I can't heal the void inside my soul
You ain't gotta check on me cause I'm already gone
Give me one more night, I don't want you to go
I got something in my mind, I don't wanna let you know

It gets to a point and I don't see it anymore
Sometime real soon you won't see me anymore
Got a soul parasite, I won't feed it anymore
What's the point in tryna fight if I won't be here anymore?

Don't feel bad when something happens
I should of never even made it this far, it was all an accident
Speeding down the highway, hope I have an accident
There too much on my plate and I can't stomach half of it

All I ever wanted was you
But you left me broken and bruised

it gets to a point and i don't see it anymore.

Produced by YOUNG MADZ

Lyrics

I miss a girl that doesn't exist, I don't ever think she did
Don't try to decipher the shit I say, ain't no need cause I'm telling you it
I ain't tryna be abstract, I ain't even tryna be real
I don't even wanna numb my pain no more cause the pain all that I feel

I could build up a whole damn house and I still couldn't call it home
God, it's okay if you send me to Hell cause I went when I was 14 years old
And I don't think that I left, I just decorated my room
I fell for a girl not there, how the fuck she leave me too?

Settled for someone close but close ain't what we are
But we can't leave now, did too much and we come too far
With the way I can say these words, I paint a picture clear like Kodak
It's like every song I'm on, I be calling my spirts and they call back

I ain't scared but I think that you should be
Cause the place I bring you to puts you in a space that you can't leave
You can run off if you want but what's that gonna do?
If what you're running from is already living inside of you?

You should end it, go ahead grab that gun
Go ahead, pull that slide, go ahead let off one
They'll be okay without you, you'll better without them
They don't care about you, don't make this all about them

This where it ends, this is what it all led to
Every path you take goes back here
There ain't no where left to go anymore
But you don't have to worry anymore

You don't have to worry anymore
You don't have to worry anymore
You don't have to worry anymore
Anymore, anymore

WHAT IF IT DOESN'T GET BETTER? WHAT IF I DO THIS WRONG?
WHAT IF I HIT THE WRONG RECEPTOR AND I CAN'T BECOME GONE?
WHAT IF I WRITHE IN PAIN AND SOMEBODY FINDS ME ALIVE?
AND I CAN'T SAVE MY SOUL BUT THEY STILL SAVE MY LIFE?

Produced by abysswa1ker

Lyrics

You don't know what you meant to me
I don't think I meant shit to you cause you hurt me so simply
I said you were meant for me and you said that's so dumb of me
You're my missing puzzle piece, don't waste yo time tryna run from me

You told me to be myself, now you say I'm scaring you
You lied through your teeth with every breath
Said "Ken, I'll be there for you"
You lied, I called, you didn't pick up, I hope that you hear this

You don't know what you meant to me
I don't think I meant shit to you cause you hurt me so simply
Look at what you did to us, look at what you did to me
I would take a bullet for you, you wouldn't take a hit for me

I don't wanna make plans, I want my history
I thought you were the best I had but you were just a bitch to me
LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID TO US, LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID TO ME
LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID TO ME, LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID TO ME

LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID TO ME, LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID TO ME, LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID TO ME
LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID TO ME, LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID TO ME, LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID TO ME

Look at what you did to us, look at what you did to me, look at what you did to us

You don't know what you meant to me
I don't think I meant shit to you cause you hurt me so simply
I said you were meant for me and you said that's so dumb of me
You're my missing puzzle piece, don't waste yo time tryna run from me

You don't know what you meant to me
I don't think I meant shit to you cause you hurt me so simply
LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID TO US, LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID TO ME
LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID TO ME, LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID TO ME

pessimistic playlist.

Produced by jewelerbeats

Lyrics

I know you don't care about me at all
Still ain't learn to let go, thought by now that I'd be better off
I lost her but I ain't lose that feeling, still ain't got it off
They say life's a game, I wish it was so I could log off

Dealing with insomnia, I wish I could nod off
I gave so much love to her but she don't want me at all
Every thought I think is wrong, wish I could turn my head off
You're not here so I'm not better

I'm so fed up with myself
I'm weak, every week I just weep
Why'd I let her in my heart? Let her in my soul?
I can't stop, I can't let her go

I got love around me but not in my soul
Please, don't ever ask me why I feel so cold
Romeo and Juliet but you ain't want that role
Where'd you go? I been on my own

This is not a trend or a genre or a style
This is who I am, I been like this since a child
Always in my head, always had a heavy heart
Always holding it in, always falling apart

And I'm tired of it, I don't wanna do it no more
Break down in tears then end up on my floor
All of these years...what the fuck were they for?
I'll never know

I know you don't care about me at all
Still ain't learn to let go, thought by now that I'd be better off
I lost her but I ain't lose that feeling, still ain't got it off
They say life's a game, I wish it was so I could log off

Dealing with insomnia, I wish I could nod off
I gave so much love to her but she don't want me at all
Every thought I think is wrong, wish I could turn my head off
You're not here so I'm not better

inconsolable interlude.

Produced by sockedrock

Lyrics

What I feel I don't know why
Feel like I been killed but I won't die
All I feel is pain but I won't cry
Told me that you'll change but it's all lies

Woke up, I ain't want to
I know that I'm fucked, why I want you?
Giving me a chance what you won't do
I don't understand why you're playing, why you so rude?

Where you going? Can you hold on?
I'ma hold onto the pain cause I got no one
And I know that I can change but I don't want
This is all I've ever known, I can't go on

I don't know why I'm like this
I'm getting tired of fighting
I'm getting tired of trying
I'm getting tired of hiding

You don't wanna know the real me
You won't ever understand, you don't feel me
I ain't dead right now but I will be
You should give up now, I ain't healing

You don't need me, you should leave me alone
Fuck how I feel, I don't need you to know
If I don't exist then I can't feel alone
Don't say that you cared when I'm long gone

They think I'm off cause it's all on
What they think is right I think all wrong
The shit that I know I can't talk on
Cause I'm in a place you can't walk on

*auditory agony*

Woke up, I ain't want to
I know that I'm fucked, why I want you?
Giving me a chance what you won't do
I don't understand why you're playing, why you so rude?

Where you going? Can you hold on?
I'ma hold onto the pain cause I got no one
And I know that I can change but I don't want
This is all I've ever known, I can't go on

I don't know why I'm like this
I'm getting tired of fighting
I'm getting tired of trying
I'm getting tired of hiding

agonys allegory.

Produced by diemadeway x krovarxiv

Lyrics

Said every word that I possibly can
Guess that I won't ever heal and I tried to be good but I really don't think that I can

"ken, i fucking hate you"

I don't care about shit, they don't care about ken
She told me she got a man but I'm still in her pants, like bitch I don't care about him

Honestly I don't even care about her
Made up my mind but I'm still not sure
My only opp myself, might off myself
Fuck around put myself on a shirt

Can't get better but I can get worse
I done tried everything, still ain't work
I ain't even hurting no more, just god damn numb
I don't know what I've become

I don't what I am, I don't know what I should do
It don't matter which way I go, I'ma be wrong with whatever I choose
I guess somebody's gotta fail and I guess that it's gonna be me
I never even felt real, I don't really care if I leave

You ain't gotta act like you care about me, I ain't gone act like I care about you
This ain't an act, I don't care about streams
This where I go when I don't know what to do
Not a performer, I do not care what you think about me cause I am what I am

I watched a movie and tattooed "detmer, garrett" on my arm

There ain't shit you could say that could cause me harm
I made a halo out of my horns
Already told you it's darker than black
I ain't stuck in the rain, bitch I'm stuck in a storm

Every line, no lie
I'm not alive, I'm just waiting to die
Death is the ticket I'm waiting to buy
Don't even ask, I ain't telling you why

Heartbroken harmony, why she ain't calling me?
My love life kinda like the economy, I need a lot but I ain't got enough
Tried to move on but I think I'm stuck
You is not her, I don't want your love
Told me you cared but I called your bluff
I wasn't worth it, I'm not enough

Clock keep spinnin' but I'm stuck in place
Wish I could vanish and leave no trace
Hurting inside but a smile on my face
No one knows what I hold inside
I don't like my head, want a hole in mine
I need a hand, can you hold mine?
You been the problem the whole time

heartbroken harmony.

Produced by jeweler

Lyrics

I know I'm alone but I learn how to cope with it
I won't ever know how it feels to be close with them
I know what I am and I know that they won't like it
I know I won't go but it'd be cool to be invited

Something evil in my soul and I don't wanna fight
I reside in shadows, I don't like it where the light hit
You just think it's darkness, I can see it's vibrance
I gave her my heart, she ran away and I can't find it

I'm a fucking joke, I ain't nothing but a loser
They tell me choose life but they don't know that that mean choose her
Don't call me an angel, I am not a savior
Look at my behavior, I think that I'm the danger

I know I'm alone, I learn how to cope though
I know you won't call, I'm still staring at my phone though
Standing in my yard, wanna smash my phone on the rocks I'm standing on
Fuck this cliff I'm standing on

*auditory agony*

Something evil in my soul and I don't wanna fight
I reside in shadows, I don't like it where the light hit
You just think it's darkness, I can see it's vibrance
I gave her my heart, she ran away and I can't find it

I'm a fucking joke, I ain't nothing but a loser
They tell me choose life but they don't know that that mean choose her
Don't call me an angel, I am not a savior
Look at my behavior, I think that I'm the danger

cheerless composer.

Produced by vertigo x centrlx

Lyrics

Know what I should do, know right from wrong but I can't do it though
You still got my number, you could call but you won't do it though
I hold on so tight, I should let go but I won't do it though
They think I'm a villain but I'm not, I'm like magneto

I guess I was wrong cause girl I thought you were my only
I'm so fucking cold, I know you know but you won't hold me
Fuck opening up, that shit's a joke cause you don't know me
You don't speak my language, you don't know my coding

All I feel is anguish, feel like I'm corroding
Nothing could extinguish all the flames when I'm exploding
I'm on a new level, I think you're still loading
Im not saying that I'm better, I'm already where you're going

I can't let you stop me, I cannot let you delay me
Please don't waste yo time, I'm out my mind & you can't change me
Girl, I appreciate the fact you tried but you can't save me
I never wanted to leave june in july but now you hate me

Know what I should do, know right from wrong but I can't do it though
You still got my number, you could call but you won't do it though
I hold on so tight, I should let go but I won't do it though
They think I'm a villain but I'm not, I'm like magneto

I guess I was wrong cause girl I thought you were my only
I'm so fucking cold, I know you know but you won't hold me
Fuck opening up, that shit's a joke cause you don't know me
You don't speak my language, you don't know my coding

bitter ballad.

Produced by vertigo

Lyrics

I miss where I was but I can't go back anymore
You were all I had but you don't love me anymore
One of these days somebody gone find me on the floor
I tried for so long but I don't want to anymore

Thought you were an angel, you ain't nothing but a whore
Fuck you bitch, I don't care if you leave me, I'll walk you to that door
Ran out of drink, I'm drunk as fuck, I need some more
So many voices inside of my mind, my whole life been a war

Think I'm playing? Did you forget what I said?
Where the fuck you think you going?
Bitch, you can't leave me till you dead
Wanna leave my ass on read? I'ma leave yo body red with blood because you fucked me up

I miss where I was but I can't go back anymore
You were all I had but you don't love me anymore
One of these days somebody gone find me on the floor
I tried for so long but I don't want to anymore

I miss where I was but I can't go back anymore
You were all I had but you don't love me anymore
One of these days somebody gone find me on the floor
I tried for so long but I don't want to anymore

resentful refrain.

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who is unknxwn? pt 2

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