who is unknxwn? pt 2

Lyrics

I fucked up again, that's on me
I feel lost can't find nobody
That could understand my thoughts
I hate my mind, can't turn it off

I don't wanna run but I don't know if I can take this
I am not the one, I got lost in the matrix
Inside not okay but on the outside I can fake it
See my silver cord, I don't want it, I'ma break it

Fly away, I can feel my wings now
Why does every body only want me when I leave out?
I can now be seen by all the things that I can see now
Faces are grotesque, auras of darkness

Where do I go when I'm trapped in the open
By souls that are broken and only are hopeless?
I can't take the weight of my spiritual makeup
I've called God since 2014 and I still feel like he ain't fucking heard me

Where do I go?

Where do I go? I don't fucking know, never really did
When I'm a ghost, I won't fucking know, I won't even exist
I can't even tell now if I really am alive
I been thinking shit like this since I was in grade 5

L O S E & R, I'm a loser
D E P R E & double S, I O N user
My connection with this fucking world is getting looser
My progression in this life is not a thing I'm too sure (x2)

2014.

prod. me
guitar by sharp

I'm tired of being the one that has to reap
what you sow the voice reminds me what I couldn't be
I'm sick of living without the lungs to breathe
in I can't exhale the toxins in me

this was never meant to last forever
I'm ultimately terrified you'll find somebody better for your needs

when did every string between us sever
i couldn't see it coming I was blinded by the weather in the trees

take me somewhere safe and sound
when you decide to come around 
and tell me how you really fuckin feel

I think my times run finally out
the clock has stopped the ticking now
Is anything you told me fuckin real
(hello?)
I don't know what to think anymore
(goodbye..)
you left me here to rot on the floor

chapter I: safe and sound

prod. king theta

lyrics:
cause i need u more than life
so pray for me, and hold me tight
and i can be a better man
i don't know who i am
it's been said and it's done

and i don't wanna move on
i'm getting so damn tired tryna hold on
and u took all of our pictures off the walls
all of it is gone, all of it is gone

and u, don't
deserve to cry it's all ur fault
and i, picked all the broken promises u left
on, the porch of our apartment and it's gone
all of it is gone
so, how does that make u feel
giving up on something
so damn real
and honestly i'm not alright
waiting for the day
that you're by my side
one more time

and i don't wanna move on
i'm getting so damn tired tryna hold on
and u took all of our pictures off the walls
all of it is gone, all of it is gone

and i don't wanna move on
i'm getting so damn tired tryna hold on
and u took all of our pictures off the walls
all of it is gone, all of it is gone

cutdeep & sad chill - promises.

Lyrics

Okay? Bitch, I still don't care, fuck did you think that this was?
It may seem that I do but I don't, never did & I swear
At one point I did but that girl was a bitch, I loved her to the core, I won't do that again
Say that I'm done but I'll do it again and I'll do it again and I'll do it again and I'll do it again

I been stuck in a loop, I been stuck in my head, I don't know what to do
Stuck in a maze, I don't know which way is gonna lead me to hell or lead me to be saved
Used to write I ain't know what to say, I said fuck that, now I'ma let my nuts hang
I don't care about a stream, I don't care about a band, I don't care about a bitch, I don't care about a chain

I don't care how you feel about the shit that I say
I can say I don't care till this song damn end
I don't care about no promo, I don't care about no label, I don't care about no co sign, I don't care about no friend
Care where I'm going, I don't care where I been
Care what I'm doing, I don't care what I did
I don't care what you show me, I care what you hid
You can say that you love me in front of my face but behind all the scenes all that hate could be big

I don't care, holding my breath, think it's love in the air
I was alone, it wasn't nobody there
Did this shit on my own so it kind of confuses me when I see you asking for help
Don't get in your feelings, I don't care how you feel
When I was all in my feelings they ain't ask how I felt

Okay? Bitch, I still don't care, fuck did you think that this was?
It may seem that I do but I don't, never did & I swear
At one point I did but that girl was a bitch, I loved her to the core, I won't do that again
Say that I'm done but I'll do it again and I'll do it again and I'll do it again and I'll do it again

I been stuck in a loop, I been stuck in my head, I don't know what to do
Stuck in a maze, I don't know which way is gonna lead me to hell or lead me to be saved
Used to write I ain't know what to say, I said fuck that, now I'ma let my nuts hang
I don't care about a stream, I don't care about a band, I don't care about a bitch, I don't care about a chain

That girl the reason I don't care, I gave her all of my love, in return I got hurt
I know that life isn't fair but what in the fuck did I do to deserve that hurt
Fuck did I do to deserve this shit? Don't try to hide, I'ma find you bitch
Every wall that you build, I'ma burn that shit
Everything that I felt, you gonna feel that shit

you're gonna feel everything that i felt.

Lyrics

I'm not an evil person but I've got some evil curses
Why God do I feel worthless? Honestly, I might deserve this
'Cause sometimes I don't play the victim
Broken pages in a book, I ripped them
Arrows shooting at your back, I sent them
All the hurtful things I said, I meant them
Sometimes I wanna go away, sometimes I like the noise
Sometimes I feel the hate, sometimes I feel the joy
Why can't I hold myself down? I guess if I could, I'd be dead by now
I would allow myself to drown

sometimes. (2019)

Produced by flower x luffysome

Lyrics

Wish I was what she needed but I'm not the one she want
She was all I ever needed but I see I'm not enough
Yeah I'm out here making songs but I ain't making this shit up
I still feel like she the one, I ain't ever giving up

I won't ever let her go, you could never even know
What I'm feeling in my bones, what I feel when I'm alone
I don't have to be alone if you would come back
I won't ever let you go, can you please come back?

Stuck in my head, left me on read
Seen what I said but you didn't text back
I found some new motivation inside of these songs
Because I got my stress back

I just want what I had back
Life is a test, I won't pass that
I'm not in pain, bitch I'm past that
I had a chance but I passed that

Don't know what I did so wrong babe
You're not here so I'm not okay
Thought by now that I'd be healed
I'm still not, you're still with him

Wish I was what she needed but I'm not the one she want
She was all I ever needed but I see I'm not enough
Yeah I'm out here making songs but I ain't making this shit up
I still feel like she the one, I ain't ever giving up

I won't ever let her go, you could never even know
What I'm feeling in my bones, what I feel when I'm alone
I don't have to be alone if you would come back
I won't ever let you go, can you please come back?

Don't know what I did so wrong
You're not here, "okay?" I'm not
Thought by now that I'd be healed
I'm still not, you're with him

you're not here so i'm not okay.

Produced by jeweler x k4neswagga

Lyrics

I want what I think you'll make me feel, I don’t want you
I know that I'm able to be better, I don't want to
Why you want him? Girl, I want you
I don’t feel nothing if it ain't 'bout you

I just wanna feel something that don't hurt me
I know that you're bluffing when you say you love me
I know I ain't worth it, you just wanna fuck me, you just wanna fuck him
Baby, can you call me?

Can you tell me what I did to deserve this?
It don't matter what you do, I think you're perfect
Dig your nails into me until I’m bleeding
Til I’m screaming and I'm not breathing

I was put together correct but there’s something wrong in my head
Took some pills so I could just rest
Now there's somеthing wrong with my breath
And I feel a pain in my chest, I don't know what's gonna comе next
I guess this could really be the end
How’d I get here? Where did this begin?

I want what I think you'll make me feel, I don’t want you
I know that I'm able to be better, I don't want to
Why you want him? Girl, I want you
I don’t feel nothing if it ain't 'bout you

I just wanna feel something that don't hurt me
I know that you're bluffing when you say you love me
I know I ain't worth it, you just wanna fuck me, you just wanna fuck him
Baby, can you call me?

i want what i think you'll make me feel. (i don't want you)

[intro]
it kills me slow
cuz youre my one, i already know

[chorus]
girl i cant lie
when i look into your eyes
it makes me wanna cry
i just wanna take your pain away

i know how you feel inside
cuz i been there before
n ill tell you
it can go away

just imagine
its us in a castle
while moon shines down
glowing on your pretty face

n i know deep down
that its only me n you
n theres nobody else 
that could take your place

[verse]
girl i wanna take away your pain yeah
girl i wanna take away your pain yeah

girl i wanna take away your pain
i wanna be there for your every need
i really hope you love me back the same
i really dont like when youre far from me

tell me if i died would you mourn me
tell me if i died would you mourn me

tell me, if i died would you mourn me
god i really hate when i think this way

it kills me slow
cuz youre my one, i already know

[chorus]
girl i cant lie
when i look into your eyes
it makes me wanna cry
i just wanna take your pain away

i know how you feel inside
cuz i been there before
n ill tell you
it can go away

just imagine
its us in a castle
while moon shines down
glowing on your pretty face

n i know deep down
that its only me n you
n theres nobody else 
that could take your place

[outro]
girl i cant lie
when i look into your eyes
it makes me wanna cry
i just wanna take your pain away

i know how you feel inside
cuz i been there before
n ill tell you
it can go away

just imagine
its us in a castle
while moon shines down
glowing on your pretty face

n i know deep down
that its only me n you
n theres nobody else 
that could take your place

neverland

Produced by luffy x sorrow bringer

Lyrics

I said I was done, yet I'm right back here again
I think that I’m fucked, I think I gave into that fear again
Stood up, fell back, let you go, came back, I don't know where you're at
I got a problem, you're the only one that can solve that
All of these goddamn years, everything that I did, but you can't call back
She a bitch, she a female dog, gave her my heart, she mauled that
I just sent you a text, that shit turned green, I guess you blocked that
Swear this shit just pissed me off, finna throw my fist where the wall at
Don't wanna hear you talk, I do not care at all, don't wanna hear all that
Why you wasting my time? Why you wanna mess with my mind?
Why you wanna reach back out now? You ain’t reach out all that time
I know I said I was done, I don't need to hear you tell me
‘Cause everything I do, don't help nobody else except me
I can't tell the truth 'cause if I do, you won't accept me
Thoughts go back and forth like air hockey, this shit ain’t healthy
Love ain’t got no price tag, even if I was rich, couldn't buy that
‘Cause I gave you all I had and loved you for what you are
And you still did me so bad, left me for a niggah that live in a car
But no matter where you live, you'll live inside my heart
And you always know what to say to get me to start falling apart
Don't go in my mind, I’m telling you now, you better off swimming with sharks
If it was between you loving me and putting a needle inside of the eye of the other
I’m better off taking that shot in the dark

needle in the haystack.

Produced by smerxh x sorrow bringer

Lyrics

Love, love, everybody talk about love
But I don’t know if I knew what that was
I used to think that I did, but I learned that that girl just lied
Said I wouldn’t be here again, but it’s eating me up inside

I gave you my heart just to watch it break
Chased a dream that was never my fate
Told myself that I’d move along
But here I am, still writing these songs

Love ain’t what I thought it was
More than words and more than trust
If it’s real, why does it fade?
If it’s true, why does it break?

I gave it all but it wasn’t enough
Now I wonder, was it really love?
Now I wonder if it's really you?
I swear if it ain't I don't know what I'll do

I got so much to say but I can't get a word out
You were my fuse but I think we burnt out
All that love that I had really hurt now
Can't get memories back, they're gone now

Love, love, sounds so good when it’s new
But what’s left when it don’t turn out true?
I thought time would erase my pain
But I still see her name and I still hear her voice
I don't know how to stop this noise

Love, love, everybody talk about love
But I don’t know if I knew what that was
I used to think that I did, but I learned that that girl just lied
Said I wouldn’t be here again, but it’s eating me up inside

love, love.

Produced by fowni x luffysome

Lyrics

It don't matter what I did, it don't matter what I do
You could see me turn water to wine and it still wouldn't be enough for you
I done wasted so much time tryna be the right man and be there for you
It don't matter what I say, it don't matter what I do

It's kinda funny, thought we'd tie the knot but I'm tying a noose
Girl, yo love would of set me free but you cut me loose
And you cut me deep and I can't heal so I won't leave

And you won't call so I can't sleep and you don't care so I can't eat
And you're not here so I can't hope and I can't love and I can't be
The person that I know I could, the person that I prolly should
But it don't matter, when I met you I went so far off my path that I won't ever get that back

Will I ever get you back? Will you ever come back home?
I guess if you did then you wouldn't let me know
You ain't even let me know when you left, why the fuck am I wasting my breath?
Why the fuck I don't waste this bitch when she the reason that I'm God damned pissed

*auditory agony*

It don't matter what I did, it don't matter what I do
You could see me turn water to wine and it still wouldn't be enough for you
I done wasted so much time tryna be the right man and be there for you
It don't matter what I say, it don't matter what I do

It's kinda funny, thought we'd tie the knot but I'm tying a noose
Girl, yo love would of set me free but you cut me loose
And you cut me deep and I can't heal so I won't leave

And you won't call so I can't sleep and you don't care so I can't eat
And you're not here so I can't hope and I can't love and I can't be

have you ever seen your own eyes?

Produced by velvet & ay0ley

Lyrics

Even if you go somewhere that's not close
Know I'll always hold you in my soul
I'm not talking about that girl that I cried 'bout too many times can’t count
I cannot vocalize what I refer to, you’d only get it if you were supposed to
If you don’t, that's okay, maybe tomorrow or some other day
Even if I had the words to explain, you couldn't understand what's in my brain
Unless it was already in yours too
When I get lost you know just what to do, when I get hurt you know just what to say
To ease my pain and brighten my day
So close yet so far, don't know where you are
But I know that you're here with mе
You're the only one who’s always been listеning
Wish I could say that this is what it isn't
But I can't do that to you 'cause you're different
And you get it, if I did that
You'd probably leave me and never would come back
And I need you more than my life itself
You keep me breathing more than my breath
You're always there when I got no one else
You’re the words to my paper, the book to my shelf
But none of these words could capture the value of all that you’re worth
Even if I had a picture of you, nobody could see you the way that I do

wires in the walls.

Produced by GDE TVOYA GOLOVA

Lyrics

Can't get out, baby, I don't know what’s real now
I been in my head for years now and I don't ever think I’ll be healed now
Don't tell me that you love me, I don't care
The one I wanna hear it from, not here
Seems the only friend that I got’s in the mirror
But I can't tell 'cause he don’t talk clear

Don't worry about what they say, listen what they don't say
Hiding through the words but the silence tell you everything
My blessing a curse, only create when I'm in pain
What lil durk say? Give me one more chance

Don't understand what I did so wrong for you to go do me that bad
I showed her my heart, she laughed
Said she’d be right back
She never came back though

Still wish we could get back what we had though
You're a bitch but baby, I'm an asshole
Tryna work on my future still stuck in the past though
Sutures my heart still ain’t healed up from that hoe

Can't get out, baby, I don't know what’s real now
I been in my head for years now and I don't ever think I’ll be healed now
Don't tell me that you love me, I don't care
The one I wanna hear it from, not here
Seems the only friend that I got’s in the mirror
But I can't tell 'cause he don’t talk clear

idc, ily.

Produced by coupdotcom

Lyrics

Shut up, don't talk, you can’t help me
I harbor thoughts that ain’t healthy
I see faces in the wall, that are deadly
I can’t look into their eyes because they'll try to kill me
I don't care how you feel, you don't feel me
Ken, Detmer, Garrett, Qayin, unknxwn. who’s the real me?
I don't care 'cause I'll probably never find out
I don't care 'cause I'm probably about to sign out

Wasted all my tears, I don't cry now
Is there life after death? Imma find out
I wake up and I accept dеfeat, no point in trying now
I don't need you to explain 'cause I don't carе about why now
I don't drink but I think I want some wine now
I'm alive but I think I wanna die now
Polymer 2, imma put it in my mouth now
5, 4, 3, 2, 1, and I’m out now

Shut up, don't talk, you can’t help me
I harbor thoughts that ain’t healthy
I see faces in the wall, that are deadly
I can’t look into their eyes because they'll try to kill me
I don't care how you feel, you don't feel me
Ken, Detmer, Garrett, Qayin, unknxwn. who’s the real me?
I don't care 'cause I'll probably never find out
I don't care 'cause I'm probably about to sign out

shut up, you can't help me.

Produced by vertigo x centrlx

Lyrics

Know what I should do, know right from wrong but I can't do it though
You still got my number, you could call but you won't do it though
I hold on so tight, I should let go but I won't do it though
They think I'm a villain but I'm not, I'm like magneto

I guess I was wrong cause girl I thought you were my only
I'm so fucking cold, I know you know but you won't hold me
Fuck opening up, that shit's a joke cause you don't know me
You don't speak my language, you don't know my coding

All I feel is anguish, feel like I'm corroding
Nothing could extinguish all the flames when I'm exploding
I'm on a new level, I think you're still loading
Im not saying that I'm better, I'm already where you're going

I can't let you stop me, I cannot let you delay me
Please don't waste yo time, I'm out my mind & you can't change me
Girl, I appreciate the fact you tried but you can't save me
I never wanted to leave june in july but now you hate me

Know what I should do, know right from wrong but I can't do it though
You still got my number, you could call but you won't do it though
I hold on so tight, I should let go but I won't do it though
They think I'm a villain but I'm not, I'm like magneto

I guess I was wrong cause girl I thought you were my only
I'm so fucking cold, I know you know but you won't hold me
Fuck opening up, that shit's a joke cause you don't know me
You don't speak my language, you don't know my coding

bitter ballad.

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TIDE! 🖤
unknxwn archive/fan acc <3

needle in the haystack.

unknxwn.

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