so long. (unmixed/snippet)

Lyrics

I wanna get lost and never be found
Honestly I'm sick of just being around
One day I'll wake up inside of a bed
But the same day I'll go to sleep in the ground

I got all these feeling I don't talk about
Every time I did lead to someone else just walking out
I'm so fucking scared of what I feel because if I tell the truth
You might see what I see in myself and hate me too

And I don't wanna do that again
I don't ever wanna feel like I did back then
I would rather be numb to it all
That feeling something good just to lose it all

Life ain't what I thought it'd be
Like I thought when I was 16
Felt like I would be so free
That was shallow, now I'm deep

I wanna get lost and never be found
Honestly I'm sick of just being around
One day I'll wake up inside of a bed
But the same day I'll go to sleep in the ground

And on some days I feel like that day could be now
And on some days I feel like I figure it out
But on all days I'm really just keeping it down
So does it even fucking matter if I'm happy?

Cause when I am, I'm not
And everytime I am, I know what I really got going on
Inside my head, some stupid fucking voice telling me I should be dead

shallow. | Produced by greaf

Lyrics

Okay? Bitch, I still don't care, fuck did you think that this was?
It may seem that I do but I don't, never did & I swear
At one point I did but that girl was a bitch, I loved her to the core, I won't do that again
Say that I'm done but I'll do it again and I'll do it again and I'll do it again and I'll do it again

I been stuck in a loop, I been stuck in my head, I don't know what to do
Stuck in a maze, I don't know which way is gonna lead me to hell or lead me to be saved
Used to write I ain't know what to say, I said fuck that, now I'ma let my nuts hang
I don't care about a stream, I don't care about a band, I don't care about a bitch, I don't care about a chain

I don't care how you feel about the shit that I say
I can say I don't care till this song damn end
I don't care about no promo, I don't care about no label, I don't care about no co sign, I don't care about no friend
Care where I'm going, I don't care where I been
Care what I'm doing, I don't care what I did
I don't care what you show me, I care what you hid
You can say that you love me in front of my face but behind all the scenes all that hate could be big

I don't care, holding my breath, think it's love in the air
I was alone, it wasn't nobody there
Did this shit on my own so it kind of confuses me when I see you asking for help
Don't get in your feelings, I don't care how you feel
When I was all in my feelings they ain't ask how I felt

Okay? Bitch, I still don't care, fuck did you think that this was?
It may seem that I do but I don't, never did & I swear
At one point I did but that girl was a bitch, I loved her to the core, I won't do that again
Say that I'm done but I'll do it again and I'll do it again and I'll do it again and I'll do it again

I been stuck in a loop, I been stuck in my head, I don't know what to do
Stuck in a maze, I don't know which way is gonna lead me to hell or lead me to be saved
Used to write I ain't know what to say, I said fuck that, now I'ma let my nuts hang
I don't care about a stream, I don't care about a band, I don't care about a bitch, I don't care about a chain

That girl the reason I don't care, I gave her all of my love, in return I got hurt
I know that life isn't fair but what in the fuck did I do to deserve that hurt
Fuck did I do to deserve this shit? Don't try to hide, I'ma find you bitch
Every wall that you build, I'ma burn that shit
Everything that I felt, you gonna feel that shit

you're gonna feel everything that i felt.

Produced by luffy x sorrow bringer

Lyrics

I said I was done, yet I'm right back here again
I think that I’m fucked, I think I gave into that fear again
Stood up, fell back, let you go, came back, I don't know where you're at
I got a problem, you're the only one that can solve that
All of these goddamn years, everything that I did, but you can't call back
She a bitch, she a female dog, gave her my heart, she mauled that
I just sent you a text, that shit turned green, I guess you blocked that
Swear this shit just pissed me off, finna throw my fist where the wall at
Don't wanna hear you talk, I do not care at all, don't wanna hear all that
Why you wasting my time? Why you wanna mess with my mind?
Why you wanna reach back out now? You ain’t reach out all that time
I know I said I was done, I don't need to hear you tell me
‘Cause everything I do, don't help nobody else except me
I can't tell the truth 'cause if I do, you won't accept me
Thoughts go back and forth like air hockey, this shit ain’t healthy
Love ain’t got no price tag, even if I was rich, couldn't buy that
‘Cause I gave you all I had and loved you for what you are
And you still did me so bad, left me for a niggah that live in a car
But no matter where you live, you'll live inside my heart
And you always know what to say to get me to start falling apart
Don't go in my mind, I’m telling you now, you better off swimming with sharks
If it was between you loving me and putting a needle inside of the eye of the other
I’m better off taking that shot in the dark

needle in the haystack.

Produced by fowni x luffysome

Lyrics

It don't matter what I did, it don't matter what I do
You could see me turn water to wine and it still wouldn't be enough for you
I done wasted so much time tryna be the right man and be there for you
It don't matter what I say, it don't matter what I do

It's kinda funny, thought we'd tie the knot but I'm tying a noose
Girl, yo love would of set me free but you cut me loose
And you cut me deep and I can't heal so I won't leave

And you won't call so I can't sleep and you don't care so I can't eat
And you're not here so I can't hope and I can't love and I can't be
The person that I know I could, the person that I prolly should
But it don't matter, when I met you I went so far off my path that I won't ever get that back

Will I ever get you back? Will you ever come back home?
I guess if you did then you wouldn't let me know
You ain't even let me know when you left, why the fuck am I wasting my breath?
Why the fuck I don't waste this bitch when she the reason that I'm God damned pissed

*auditory agony*

It don't matter what I did, it don't matter what I do
You could see me turn water to wine and it still wouldn't be enough for you
I done wasted so much time tryna be the right man and be there for you
It don't matter what I say, it don't matter what I do

It's kinda funny, thought we'd tie the knot but I'm tying a noose
Girl, yo love would of set me free but you cut me loose
And you cut me deep and I can't heal so I won't leave

And you won't call so I can't sleep and you don't care so I can't eat
And you're not here so I can't hope and I can't love and I can't be

have you ever seen your own eyes?

Produced by flower

Lyrics

Complete the plan tonight, you don’t have to be a better man tonight
Everybody left so you should crash it right?
You’re not good enough, don’t why you still fight
You think you’re worthless, yeah?
25 and still don’t have a purpose, yeah?
When you die, it’ll probably be on purpose, yeah?
She don’t want you, and it’s simple, you’re not worth the effort
You will never become better, you will always keep on letting her worm her way into your mind even though you shouldn’t
One day you’ll be out of timе and all because you couldn’t get a fucking grip

You’rе so full of fucking shit
You won’t ever fucking win, you’ll end up back here again
You make progress sometimes but you’ll always fall back
Don’t you even try to lie and say you won’t do that
You won’t ever be fixed, you’ll be broken til the end
She don’t care about you now and she ain't care about you then
So can you shut the fuck up and quit that whining ass shit?
We don’t wanna hear you cry 'cause we don’t care about you Ken
No one ever really did, get that through your head
Once you accept that fact, then it won’t be so bad
Look at what you did, look at what you had
All that burned to ash and all that by your hand

Complete the plan tonight, you don’t have to be a better man tonight
Everybody left so you should crash it right?
You’re not good enough, don’t why you still fight
You think you’re worthless, yeah?
25 and still don’t have a purpose, yeah?
When you die, it’ll probably be on purpose, yeah?
She don’t want you, and it’s simple, you’re not worth the effort
You will never become better, you will always keep on letting her worm her way into your mind even though you shouldn’t
One day you’ll be out of timе and all because you couldn’t...

all to ash by your hand.

Produced by coupdotcom

Lyrics

Shut up, don't talk, you can’t help me
I harbor thoughts that ain’t healthy
I see faces in the wall, that are deadly
I can’t look into their eyes because they'll try to kill me
I don't care how you feel, you don't feel me
Ken, Detmer, Garrett, Qayin, unknxwn. who’s the real me?
I don't care 'cause I'll probably never find out
I don't care 'cause I'm probably about to sign out

Wasted all my tears, I don't cry now
Is there life after death? Imma find out
I wake up and I accept dеfeat, no point in trying now
I don't need you to explain 'cause I don't carе about why now
I don't drink but I think I want some wine now
I'm alive but I think I wanna die now
Polymer 2, imma put it in my mouth now
5, 4, 3, 2, 1, and I’m out now

Shut up, don't talk, you can’t help me
I harbor thoughts that ain’t healthy
I see faces in the wall, that are deadly
I can’t look into their eyes because they'll try to kill me
I don't care how you feel, you don't feel me
Ken, Detmer, Garrett, Qayin, unknxwn. who’s the real me?
I don't care 'cause I'll probably never find out
I don't care 'cause I'm probably about to sign out

shut up, you can't help me.

every step that i take
every breath that i waste
every second awake
is a debt i will pay
every drop that i bleed
is a blessing from me 
i dont mean anything
im a curse to set free

curse (branwen)

p. michael harrison

i forgot where I was going
there’s a lot inside my mind and im just hoping
that you’d be there to listen and console me 
cause lately ive been feeling fucking lonely 
could you hold me?
cause it’s not fair
it’s not fair
it’s not fair
it’s not fair 
could you kill me where I stand while I stare into your face
I could never let it out all the shit I wanna say
you really showed me how easy it is to be replaced 
just hope he doesn’t die by the hands of knives I shaped
I hope you fall to guilt I hope you feel like shit
just know it’s all your fault that he can’t raise his kids
now you’re a single mom with no will to live
maybe you shouldn’t have been a fucking bitch
cause it’s not fair
it’s not fair
it’s not fair 
it’s not fair

not fair (michael harrison)

[Intro]
Yeah!!
Wake up, grind up, shine up—
No sleep, no breaks, keep your mind up!
This that anthem for the dreamers,
The movers, the shakers, the money believers!


[Hook]
Chase that paper!! (Go get it, go get it!)
Stack it higher!! (Don’t quit it, don’t quit it!)
Dreams on fire!! (We lit it, we lit it!)
Grind nonstop—till the whole world feel it!!
Chase that paper!!


[Verse 1]
I was broke with a vision, now I’m rich in ambition,
Turn my pain to the mission, now I’m living transition.
Ain’t no handouts here, just the hustle and sweat,
Every dollar that I make is the power I get.

From the block to the boardroom, crown on my head,
I’m the storm, I’m the thunder, I’m the words they said.
No excuses in my circle, we only stack tall,
If the mountain look big, then we climb, never fall!!


[Hook]
Chase that paper!! (Go get it, go get it!)
Stack it higher!! (Don’t quit it, don’t quit it!)
Dreams on fire!! (We lit it, we lit it!)
Grind nonstop—till the whole world feel it!!
Chase that paper!!


[Verse 2]
Clock tick, don’t trip, time waits for none,
Gotta move like a king till the kingdom come.
They gon’ doubt, they gon’ hate, let the chatter just fade,
’Cause success taste sweet when it’s self-made.

Wake up hungry, grind ‘til late,
Turnin’ L’s into wins, yeah that’s my fate.
Motivation in my chest, fire burn in my soul,
I ain’t stopping ‘til my name on that Forbes list roll!!


[Bridge]
Hands up if you hungry for the life you deserve,
Hands up if you know that your hustle got nerve!
This the anthem for the dreamers, the fearless, the brave—
Keep chasing that paper till it’s freedom you save!!


[Hook]
Chase that paper!! (Go get it, go get it!)
Stack it higher!! (Don’t quit it, don’t quit it!)
Dreams on fire!! (We lit it, we lit it!)
Grind nonstop—till the whole world feel it!!
Chase that paper!!


[Outro]
From the struggle to the shine, it was worth the fight,
Paper chasing every day, now the future’s bright.
Motivation in my veins, nothing holding me down,
I’ma chase that paper till I’m king with the crown!!

Chase That Paper!

straight spitting w my druh 🌩
(prod. Explicit)