What you cunsume with your eyes and ears is what you put out with your heart and words

Lyrics

If you got a problem then I swear I'm not the one to call
I can't even solve my own, I feel like I have lost it all
But if I hit rock bottom, the only way is up
I'm doing what I need to but to you it seems like giving up

I don't care for your talk, you do not know whats best for me
I'm the only one that's capable of taking care of me
So I'm turning a leaf, about to see what I can be
When I give this life my all, I'm sick of turning in my sheets

I'm sick of living off of beats, sick of always feeling beat
Sick of being sick of shit that I can't even fucking see
Sick of saying that I'm sick of this, I live this life for me
I'm only now just getting hip to this

Like what the fuck was I thinking way before
That I need to make you happy?
That I need to go make sure you're not the one that's feeling crappy
That I need to use my time on other people just to feel
Like I'm doing something worth, man that shit just makes me ill

rock bottom.

(unknxwn.) 
Don't know where I went wrong
Been tryna figure it out all night long
What do I do? How do I leave?
What hurts me the most is the fact that it's me

I'm what I hate, I know I'm fake
Been trying my best to learn a new way
Evil is rooted down deep in my core
If I lose it, I'd lose it, don't know what to do when

All is okay when I wake with no pain
I been hurt for so long when I'm not, I'm just grey
Look to the sky, don't know why I'm alive
Spill my heart on my art cause I can't even cry

I just wanna go away, I don't even wanna try now
I don't wanna see a face, think I might just rip my fucking eyes out
I don't wanna hear your words, they won't ever really work
They don't ever fucking heal me, shut the fuck up you don't feel me

Shut the fuck up, you don't know
All the bad stuff that I hold
In a part of my brain I won't show
To another other than me

I wish that I could though
But I know that I can't
Don't tell me that I can

(cuts)

i know im a mess and im far from the best
but i cannot change cos i feel so deranged
i know that you hate when i say im no good
i promise that i try but i wish that i could

be the person that you miss the most
that persons dead, now im just a damn ghost
you want one thats happy, not fucking depressed
but im just a human, mediocre at best

i wish i was perfect you see its impossible 
ive been so broken you cant feel responsible 

i did all of the things you would ask me to
i ask for one thing now it’s all about you
im always the bad guy that’s just how it seems
but you were projecting your mistakes onto me

you say that you hate me and you want me dead
you have no remorse and i don’t think you’ll dread
im crying and pleading while it points at my head
i didnt think it was grave but the guns in your hand

i just wanna go away w/ unknxwn. (itb)

so, speak to me, less frequently
with the state of feeling close
this hope is teasing me
ropes teetering, rip me beneath
where the echoes settle down a bit more easily
i've been

doomed from the get-
go and be like all your friends
with a sky of black and white
i am the grey that they connect
pause again, applaud the sketch
my heart'll wrench, but never bend
losing it, yet using sense of peace of mind
and bitter ends, 'cause

this pavement along the way, has come to melt
forging hell as a commonplace
i am the spell that both has blessed and cursed me all the same
so let us meld into minds that may know this pain
they couldn't help me

stone, cased in the skin of my bones
physic or mental, i don't feel at home
thrown, into the snow made of loathe
cold took me in, now it's warmest when froze
but that was as far as they chose
i've sat on this road for a little bit
its brittling, killing me slow
so long as i guise as a rodent

purple 'cause i lack for air
as violets sprout out of my hair
how could you just watch and stare
when we could of had something there
temporary love to spare meant
losing tact when showing care
still won't stop when splitting hairs
that's why i can't help but compare 'em

(4x)
scared, scared, scared
should i be

doomed from the get-
go and be like all your friends
with a sky of black and white
i am the grey that they connect
pause again, applaud the sketch
my heart'll wrench, but never bend
losing it, yet using sense of peace of mind
and bitter ends, 'cause

rodent

Produced by IOF

@cuts

Lyrics

| unknxwn. |

Spent so long runnin'
Where am I going?
Don't think I'll find out
Cause I think that I'm foldin'

Spent so long wishing
That things were different
So much time wasted
On things I'm never changing

God I been callin'
But you ain't answer
So if and when I fall in
Don't say there was an answer

To all my agonizing pain
Don't think that I'm the one to blame
Is my sole purpose feeling shame?
Cause my souls worthless, I can't change

| cuts |

No I can't change and I can't breathe
I tried my best, you'd dig your teeth
I was above, you stay beneath
But that's the one you won't believe

You ain't worth the agony
You did it so happily
Fuck me up like I'm to blame
But you are losing your own game

I've been fucked up way before you
Never knew me, didn't try to
Tried to make it work, I did
Try? for u, “may god forbid”

Don't know what that's about
But not everything works out

| cuts & unknxwn. |

Spent so long runnin'
Where am I going?
Don't think I'll find out
Cause I think that I'm foldin'

Spent so long wishing
That things were different
So much time wasted
On things I'm never changing

God I been callin'
But you ain't answer
So if and when I fall in
Don't say there was an answer

cuts & unknxwn. - not everything works out.

Produced by flower x luffysome

This song vividly captures a deep emotional struggle, showcasing themes of unrequited love, toxic cycles, self-doubt, and the internal conflict between seeking healing and clinging to pain. At its core, it reflects a longing for purpose and worth, yet it’s tied to someone else’s love and approval—a perspective that can leave one feeling perpetually empty.

Healing Through Truth, Not Cycles:

“I tell myself that these songs make me heal but this music the reason I’m toxic.”

This lyric reflects the tension between using music as a release and feeling trapped by it. True healing comes from Christ, who transforms pain into purpose.

“He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds.” (Psalm 147:3)

Misplaced Purpose and Worth:

“Girl loving you is my purpose / If I ain’t with you, I’m worthless.”

This sentiment highlights a misplaced dependency on others for worth. God offers a love that is unwavering and defines your true identity.

“I have loved you with an everlasting love; I have drawn you with unfailing kindness.” (Jeremiah 31:3)

Breaking Toxic Cycles:

“Stuck in a cycle, I love it.”

This acknowledgment of being caught in a harmful loop mirrors the human struggle with sin and destructive patterns. Freedom comes through surrendering those cycles to God.

“So if the Son sets you free, you will be free indeed.” (John 8:36)

Burden and Redemption:

“Sorry, I know I’m a burden.”

Though it feels isolating, Jesus invites us to cast our burdens on Him. You are not a burden to God; you are loved and valued.

“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.” (Matthew 11:28)

Lyrics

What I don't, need to do more, what I do, need to do less
I guess I'm just clueless, I'm just stupid, love like cupid, I never had it, I won't get through this
I'll never heal, don't deserve it, I seem alright on the surface
Wait till you see what I surface from all of this pain, I'm hurting

I don't care what you do, you're perfect, girl loving you is my purpose
If I ain't with you, I'm worthless, I can't change my mind, I'm certain
Sorry, I know I'm a burden, flew too close to the sun, I'm burning
And I lost that girl but I'm searching, this ain't a page that I'm turning

This ain't a lesson I'm learning, stuck in a cycle, I love it
Said I was healing, I wasn't, they say time heals wounds but it doesn't
It only makes you forget and honestly that ain't worth shit
Cause I still feel all the effects, I just forgot what caused it

Don't have a heart anymore, gave it to her but she lost it
I tell myself that these songs make me heal but this music the reason I'm toxic
I'm in pain, need to stop it and I don't see any options
What I'm sleeping in bed for? Wanna sleep in a coffin

What I don't, need to do more, what I do, need to do less
I guess I'm just clueless, I'm just stupid, love like cupid, I never had it, I won't get through this
I'll never heal, don't deserve it, I seem alright on the surface
Wait till you see what I surface from all of this pain, I'm hurting

I don't care what you do, you're perfect, girl loving you is my purpose
If I ain't with you, I'm worthless, I can't change my mind, I'm certain
Sorry, I know I'm a burden, flew too close to the sun, I'm burning
And I lost that girl but I'm searching, this ain't a page that I'm turning

i tell myself that these songs make me heal but this music the reason I'm toxic.

WRITTEN IN THE BADLANDS BY JOHN TRUGLIA 3Y3AM888

JIN OF THE GARDEN WAS A GOD

The Main Player Page:

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ALL4FUN3.

Make My Own Heat is the turning point in the concept series The Night Shift in My Mind
It’s about building your own coping tools when nobody is coming to save you
A chant-hook, confessional track for anyone trying to breathe through the noise and make it to morning

Make My Own Heat

"you're not worth the trouble."

vocal sample: Revolutionary road

unknxwn. - love is a death wish.

love is a death wish.

love is a death wish. | Produced by unknxwn.

all credit to:
@unknxwn7
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Broken and can’t fix up again
Pushy personally I don’t want no friends
Everything starts somewhere, everything ends
How could you be mine when he says that your his?
Stuck in my bed, with my thoughts
Always in my feelings can’t think out the box
Look both ways before you decide to cross, my mind you’ll find that I’m empty inside.
In the morning I got hopes of what to do
But all my hopes are dead by the afternoon
Invite me out
I’ll stay in my room
The only fate of mind I have is doom
Everytime I see your face
I just break down
It’s ok if you
Hate me now
Ima die soon and I will see you
In hell cause that’s where you belong to

Broken and can’t fix up again pushy personality I don’t want no friends
Everything starts somewhere everything ends
How could you be mine when he says that your his
Think before you speak don’t make an assumption,
And the back luck just keeps on coming and coming
Problems catching up I’ll keep on running and running
Hoping that my heart is solid and pumping is pumping
Eating poison out of paper all I can’t afford
Everyone is hated
Everyone’s adored
Every dogs got a day gotta find yours
Otherwise what the fuck was all the pain for

Broken and can’t fix up again
Pushy personality I don’t want no friends
Everything starts somewhere everything ends
How could you be mine when he says that your his

Unknxwn. - Stuck

this kinda shit never works out 

https://soundcloud.com/nothomex

Lyrics:

(bbyk9)
I’m sorry that I fell in love 
You don't gotta take me back 
No girl I never was enough 
Didn't before now I'm seeing that 

Come over here, and feed me lies 
Tell me everything will be alright
Babygirl give me bad advice
Hope you know I'm in my head tonight 

Tell me what’s the reason that I try 
When you never look me in the eye 
Everytime you turned away I died 
Just know that I’ve been tryna get it right 


(not home.)
Baby I’ve been trying to get it right 
I’m calling you, it’s late at night 
Your words are eating me alive 
But your smile brings me back to life 

Garbage seeping from my mind 
Girl like you was hard to find 
I’ll give you space, I’ll give you time
Baby I’m just tryna get it right 

Garbage seeping from my mind 
Girl like you was hard to find 
I’ll give you space, I’ll give you time
Baby I’m just tryna get it right 

(bbyk9)
Come over here, and feed me lies 
Tell me everything will be alright
Babygirl give me bad advice
Hope you know I'm in my head tonight 

Tell me what’s the reason that I try 
When you never look me in the eye 
Everytime you turned away I died 
Just know that I’ve been tryna get it right

i tell myself that these songs make me heal but this music the reason I'm toxic.

unknxwn.

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