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Lyrics;
I try to think of all the reasons,
Why you stay instead of leaving me.
I'm just an empty canvas wall,
That hasn't been painted in so long.
I'm not flawed,
I just suck,
I'm caving in.
the weed sticks to my breath in increments.
Of twenty cause thats how many years, 
that i have been forming this puddle of my tears.

It's hard to say, 
what has made me who i am today.
I was crawling for help in my high school,
So i was going to classes in bad moods.
Its obvious,
that what i lack is confidence,
But it's hardly this.
I can try to pinpoint the problem, 
as i try to remember the things that have led to my downfall.

Is it too late to write on the pages that i've torn to pieces? 
Because it's so hard to talk when i'm angry for no reason! (x2)

I try to think of all the reasons,
Why you stay instead of leaving me.
I'm just an empty canvas wall,
That hasn't been painted in so long.
I'm not flawed,
I just suck,
I'm caving in.
the weed sticks to my breath in increments.
Of twenty cause thats how many years, 
that i have been forming this puddle of my tears.

(prod by. Number48)

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ahhhh feelings! (prod. Number48)

Lyrics
You're not what I want, I'm sorry I told you were when I knew that you weren't
I thought I could care just enough then maybe it'd work but it just took a turn
But love isn't easy, you can't make it happen, said it before but I still haven't learned
There's a lot I could say, if it's not through a song I don't know how to put all these thoughts into words

That's why I cave, that's why I break, that's why I feel like I'll never escape
I can't get it out, it's stuck like a splinter
I'm keeping it down but my patience is thinner
I'm breaking, this voice in my head I can't take it, echos though my body I'm shaking
And everyone says I'm amazing

But I know that's a lie cause if I was I wouldn't make these fucking songs
Maybe their amazed at just the fact I make these fucking songs
I'm only on this path I think is right cause life so fucking wrong
Chest is feeling tight, I might just snap and then I'm fucking gone

Hold on, come close, don't let me go
So dumb, can't cope, wrote my own name in a death note

Told that girl she was my last hope, said "okay" and she still lied so
I won't trust no bitch, they gone switch
I'ma deal with it making myself so rich
I won't help anyone that hasn't stayed around when I was crashing
I'ma do wrong cause it feel right
Make my ego reach unseen heights
Fuck if I'll regret it, I'm making you regret it
I'm leaving a scar make sure you won't forget it
I'm fucked, I know
You won't stay, just go
I lost all my hope
Can't trust no fucking hoe
Even if, they'll say it ain't so
I'ma make this whole damn house blow
Try to fuck with me, you fucked up
You don't think I'll leave you fucked up
"That ain't right" don't care, shut the fuck up
I been told my whole life I'm stuck up
I'ma stick in this pain right in you
Make you feel everything I went through
You gone know what the fuck I been through
I don't really give a fuck, I been through

death note, last hope. (prod. capsctrl)

finally was able to access my old laptop and here are some songs i'd like to share

i'll be okay.

desire.

unknxwn. - Will We Ever Meet Again

will we ever meet again? | Produced by alex seibel

unknxwn. - She

she. | Produced by alex seibel

unknxwn. - 11:11 (prod. Apes)

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Cover art by BVD CXRTEX:
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Lyrics
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Bittersweet goodbyes
And tired eyes
We both never lie
Couldn't take my advice
When I'm the one I despise
So just cut me free

Bittersweet goodbyes
And tired eyes
We both never lie (I hope you forget me)
Couldn't take my advice
When I'm the one I despise
So just cut me free (So cut me free)

You won't listen when I tell you that I'm not okay
So much liqueur in my drink I need a double take
Sticky fingers I'm stickin' to blunts everyday
I know it fuck me up, that's why I put it to my face
And you textin' me you love me 'cause you know the pain
We ain't sober in days, maybe discover a way
Maybe uncover another one of us that acts sane
But if it means the end of this I don't wanna change

If you really wanna love me you can love me back
You don't need to put yourself through the heart attack
If you really wanna love me you can love me back
You don't need to put yourself through this, yeah

Pick up the phone
No call or text I'm fucked from the jetlag
Let me know
If you even wanna talk 'cause you know I gotta check that
Why you gotta be so cold
I said I'm in love, you finish the cigarette pack
Let me know
That I was fun while it lasted but I was just a setback

So I guess this is the end of the path
I've been here so long I think that I lost track
I think I lost myself in the oblivion
Look into the void, I can feel it gaze back
But you're talking to me like I had my own plan
Like I knew it wouldn't work out and it wouldn't last
How could I be so oblivious
When you said you love me, I wasn't supposed to get attached

Bittersweet goodbyes
And tired eyes
We both never lie (I hope you forget me)
Couldn't take my advice
When you're the thing I despise
So just cut me free (So cut me free)

I don't wanna go back to that road no more
I don't wanna go back to that road no more

Cut Me Free [Prod. Cian x RJ Pasin]

@vanity444 @crizzywhite @yoimn3ver @dannyadventure
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Main Artist: xipz
Featured Artist: Danny Adventure
Produced by: shxdy808
Mixed by: xipz + Danny Adventure
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art by: xipz
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LYRICS:

[Chorus: xipz]
these hoes like the prod cuz they be actin shady
ion wanna talk lil bitch u not my baby
pull up to the show in the amg Mercedes 
hoppin out the whip, the crowd goin crazy

dont talk shit unless u wanna fight back
vanity the gang they be by my side yuh
back of the club, we got VIP treatment
i be on the come up, they act like they dont see it

[Verse: Danny]
Act like they don’t see me but i here in 3d
We make it look easy
Your boyfriend really wanna be me
I tell you what your girl look easy
Yall made for eachother
Ya’ll just sleazy
G37 my ride
Bags all in the trunk and on my eyes
Play with teddyboi thats suicide
My whip Infiniti
And my gang that Vanity.
We do it handley
Rest in peace our enemies
Pull up orange coat like i’m Kenny cause i Fake My Death
Boy you is unknown
Me and xipz we blowin no regrets
Pull to your home me and Crizzy ride up MADMAX
All your boys are clones really i could never do that

[Chorus: xipz]
these hoes like the prod cuz they be actin shady
ion wanna talk lil bitch u not my baby
pull up to the show in the amg Mercedes 
hoppin out the whip, the crowd goin crazy

dont talk shit unless u wanna fight back
vanity the gang they be by my side yuh
back of the club, we got VIP treatment
i be on the come up, they act like they dont see it

Vanity (w/ Danny Adventure) [Prod. shxdy808]

you will never know my side
ill never let you know the way
i truly feel
the scars you gave
will never heal

you will never know my side
ill never let you know the way
i truly feel
the scars you gave
will never heal

whyd you got me feeling so numb?
i hate doing drugs
yeah they heal me and they kill me
at the same time

my dad told me that I gotta grow up
he didn't realize
that I wanted to be just like him

i said what I had to say
now I'm gonna walk the fuck away
you can put the blame on me for your mistakes
but you can never say that I didn't try

I'm falling
you're broken
this cycle won't end
now watch me through your phone
bb cause im walking away

I'm falling
you're broken
this cycle won't end
now watch me through your phone
bb cause im walking away

you're never gonna understand what I feel
you're never gonna be the one for me
I never understood the way that you act
and I've been waiting here since the day you left

SPOTIFY

Grotesque (Prod. Aureola)

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Main Artist: xipz
Produced by: xipz x @luffysome
Mixed by: xipz
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art by: xipz
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LYRICS:

[intro]
didnt wanna fall in love with you
but its better now that i did
im hurt too much baby 
but thats just the past and not from this

oouu fall in love wit u
ouuu fall in love wit u

[chorus]
didnt wanna fall in love with you
but its better now that i did
im hurt too much baby 
but thats just the past and not from this

[verse 1]
i admit that i tend to be a fuck up
but i promise that i wont try to do you wrong
keep your picture on the dashboard of my car, love
hope you know that youre the only one inside my heart

oouu fall in love wit u
ouuu fall in love wit u

[chorus]
didnt wanna fall in love with you
but its better now that i did
im hurt too much baby 
but thats just the past and not from this

[verse 2]
your perfume stuck on my bed sheets
your eyes still lookin like emerald hearts
i love you, i think i need you next to me
cant see anybody else wrapped in my arms

oouu fall in love wit u
ouuu fall in love wit u

fall in love

@kaiyko

Please stay away
I just can’t take the pain
Outside, a castaway
Reaping in my own disdain

Stuff of the past that sticks in the future
Lying to me, I thought that I knew her
Band aid my heart and pretend that it’s fine
Nothing else matters when I know you’re mine

Hold me tighter than when you held him
My smiles coming, soon it fell grim
Taking part of me, losing a limb
Embers were burning, slowly they dim

I’m stuck in the time
You weren’t mine
Can’t take the crime
I saw the sign

Breaking down I’m crying
There’s no point in trying
Away, I am flying
I hope that I’ll be dying

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stay away - ft. kaiyko (prod. demxntia)

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Too Much For Me

Too Much For Me Feat. Emo Fruits (Prod. Rafinha)

Lyrics

Why don't I feel alive?
No life in my eyes
I've died many times
Why do I still try?

Why do I try? 
When I know it's all a lie
In the end you'll say goodbye
No one ever by my side

Will I end in suicide?
These are things inside my mind
That I always try to hide
But it's hard to always fight

So I'll let it all be known
Show some things I've never shown
Learn some things you've never known about me
Evil in me

I've done things I'll never cope with
Might be bad to show this
I take back what I said
I'm keeping it all in my head

I won't love again
Stuck in the pain, I been smothering
Nothing to hope for in life except for the end
Don't think that my pain is a trend
I been so lost in the thoughts of my mental
How in the fuck did I get so far away from myself? It don't make sense
I'm in love with the fact that I hate shit
Took shit so long ain't no wonder I take shit
Hood on my head, don't you look at my face, I'm not confident, I cannot take it
I'll never be fine because you wasted my time
You played with my mind, thought you were a dime but that's a lie
You left me alone and I wanna know, bitch why?

Why don't I feel alive?
No life in my eyes
I've died many times
Why do I still try?

Why do I try? 
I know it's all a lie
In the end you'll say goodbye
No one ever by my side

why don't i feel alive? | Produced by Raspo

Blossom Reynolds x convolk x SlimReaper - Outta Sight (Prod By the tear god)

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unknxwn. - 11:11 (prod. Apes)

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