mix & master @ztope

lyrics

this aint for th soundbites
this for reminscing 
like looking back at those times
like yeah, that kid had summin missing 
but as soon as u dont hear from me im buried im not kidding 
so thres no looking back no fucking point in all this sitting

still got a bone to pick with living 
guess i jus gotta live with it 
muscle memory got me acting like i give a shit
give a mindless nod staring blank, this so limitless
u jus wan attention, its all fake im so sick of this
this place so ridiculous

or better yet absurd
someone get me a one way ticket to anywhere out this world
i been playing words, hoping ill be heard
it cant really remove how likely my death is to occur 

maybe if this car crashes /// things will be better
burning untill freight ashes, ill see u in th life after
maybe if i jus start laughing, ill eventually mean it
i control th wires attatching
bae u best believe it

they think its forced, with what im seeing 
this was my own choice, the will of my own being
staring at a point, and now i can foresee it 
at least that i believe, so who cares if im right
im putting time in to my feelings

or what is left
feel a komodo how they cut my fucking head
coz im still here, im in flesh
its wearing out..my chest 

is dissolving up a whole 
i couldnt tell u if i bled
a story thats been told 
so im no different in the end
we all end up the same dead
so let me take a seat right and get a little rest
lying on a head stone either way its my new bed

u think this a gift its a curse
its a tragedy
slow burn till im dust im imagining
u think th worst thing possible 
the next moment its happening 
these our final hours, theres no point no n even mæsking it

0uR F1n4L H0uR5 (killedmyself)

deleted album "KIFHY" by @unknxwn7 (detmer, garrett)

HATE. (prod. kubsy)

I finished the rest of the bottle so you didn’t half too 
I kept my composure from drinking to boof in the bathroom

Back to my normal life
Drunk on a Tuesday night 
Singing those indie songs 
ones that we sang along 
Texting my ex again 
wake up regretting it 
Wishing you never left 
Hoping I’ll see your face again 

So cold 
Winter nights 
Keep on moving to stay alive 
and fight, and hide,  and try 
Don’t you love, Don’t you love
Nobody, Nobody

And often I miss your serenity 
I cant explain but somehow now your dead to me 
Talking like I know your different 
Distant and honestly but not so efficient 

Your running and I cannot take it 
What happened to all of that love in the making 
Like how can this be true
My hearts split it 2 nowadays 
You mess up my mood with all your condolences

December (ft. FøRD)

recorded on the night of july 4th-5th
i'll finish the mix in another life <3

it's too late for us w/ chrisdagoul demo

check out unknxwn: 
https://on.soundcloud.com/sNAaJ

Lyrics

Hatred is stated 
My mind stay sedated
This life is a matrix dont know if ill make it 
I see the truth now all I see is black

Wish I didnt come here cause I cant go back 
I cant love you too many emotions I lack
Bottled up im a reckless emotional shack 
They wont care till im dead and I know that's a fact 

Sad find a beat rhyme some words thats a rap
Why do my feelings not fucking exist? 
Except for the few that make me break my fist
Breaking my door that im too poor to fix 

Being the reason my mother is pissed 
Not really caring about any school
Im out all the time looking like a damn fool
I know where im wrong but im too fucking sick 

To care about all of the effects of this shit 
Im what I hate 
I am my toxin 
Keep taking serve it wont help out my coughing

Only will help to put me in a coffin 
But wait im too broke I might as well burn 
Im going to hell anyways what ive learned 
God doesnt love me and he never did 

I stopped trying to meet when he did what he did 
Took away something from me that meant 
A whole different life complete opposite
A whole nother story that wasnt so shit 

I sound like im crying and I cant control it 
Cause all of my music is my true emotions 
When I say I want to be dead I do
When I set a gun against my head it was true 

But I didnt pull it I guess im a fraud 
Im sorry for all of the pain that ive caused
Im sorry im sad and im sorry lost 
Im sorry my words always come with a cost 

Im sorry for being the way that I am 
Spending my last couple dollars on grams 
When I wake up it just starts all again 
I put myself in the maze that im in 

unknxwn- Toxin.

@unknxwn7

Lost myself a long time ago
So I take these drugs to replace what I'm not
I'm not sure how far I'll go
But I'll give this all that I have got

Earth is on fire, I've lost all desire
It cannot be saved so I sit back and watch
I hate to admit but people is shit
And now when they hurt me, I don't even sob

If there was a ticket for death, I would buy that shit instantly
I wouldn't care for the cost
The only thing out of this life I know I will get
Is a box in a hole with some dirt on top

I'm so fed up, fuck this I'm drowning, I can't keep my head up
What more could I do to get better?
I fucking regret that I met her
I'm suffocating, death if you hear me, I'm waiting
You're all that's left that can save me
Next time you visit, come take me

unknxwn. - save me.

unknxwn. - Ash

unknxwn. - ash. (prod. Flamingo Bill)

Nonprofit, shoutout white shinobi 

Lyrics:
Girl it’s on video 
Where were you going?
Where were you going?
Baby you owe me 
Girl it’s on video 
Where were you going?
Where were you going ?
Girl you control me 

I’ll say yes to the pills in the morning 
I’ll say no to the girl that adores me 
Why can’t I feel anything important?
I just can’t accord it 
Everything is boring 

Everything is boring 
Till it’s lost or forgotten 
This hell that I’m held in
In my chest I have a lot held in 
Prisoner of Helgen 
Passionate like I’m Mackned 
Eager yet for the heaven

unknxwn. - ash. (prod. Flamingo Bill)

✧ jaydyn ✧