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Lyrics;
I try to think of all the reasons,
Why you stay instead of leaving me.
I'm just an empty canvas wall,
That hasn't been painted in so long.
I'm not flawed,
I just suck,
I'm caving in.
the weed sticks to my breath in increments.
Of twenty cause thats how many years, 
that i have been forming this puddle of my tears.

It's hard to say, 
what has made me who i am today.
I was crawling for help in my high school,
So i was going to classes in bad moods.
Its obvious,
that what i lack is confidence,
But it's hardly this.
I can try to pinpoint the problem, 
as i try to remember the things that have led to my downfall.

Is it too late to write on the pages that i've torn to pieces? 
Because it's so hard to talk when i'm angry for no reason! (x2)

I try to think of all the reasons,
Why you stay instead of leaving me.
I'm just an empty canvas wall,
That hasn't been painted in so long.
I'm not flawed,
I just suck,
I'm caving in.
the weed sticks to my breath in increments.
Of twenty cause thats how many years, 
that i have been forming this puddle of my tears.

(prod by. Number48)

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ahhhh feelings! (prod. Number48)

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Lyrics
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Everything's gotten me down
But I don't wanna fight right now
Everything's gotten me
But I don't wanna

Yeah focus on the pain
They can't relate
They right at the finish line and they don't wanna wait
I've been overtime
The clock's staring at my face
Tell me get a grip but I keep slipping away
It's like hold up
Does everyone feel the same
I'm rocking the boat but it's tipping in the wave
I keep looking up
But all I ever see is rain
And I'm screaming at the sky like I'm tryna get a taste like

Why's all that I say lies
Trust me oh you might
But I can't pick my battles
I don't know when to fight
I don't know how to give up
And honestly I don't know how to try
I put my faith into nothing
And every time I'm always proven right

Yeah focus on the pain
They can't relate
They right at the finish line and they don't wanna wait
I've been overtime
The clock's staring at my face
Tell me get a grip but I keep slipping away
It's like hold up
Does everyone feel the same
I'm rocking the boat but it's tipping in the wave
I keep looking up
But all I ever see is rain
And I'm screaming at the sky like I'm tryna get a taste like

Pain [Prod. Koda]

starlight

forget the things u said 

i forget the things u said 

im chillin aye
aye aye 

i forget the things u said

dont remember shit 

never get the things u said 

4- 5 perkys on my bed 

bitch im bleeding from my neck

how the fuck can  i forget

yeah yeah 

i love you 

its a fucked up world

im getting fucked up

forget the things u said 

i forget the things u said 

im chillin aye
aye aye 

i forget the things u said

dont remember shit 

never get the things u said 

4- 5 perkys on my bed 

bitch im bleeding from my neck

how the fuck can  i forget
oh no

things u saidxoxo (prod. eeryskies)

finally was able to access my old laptop and here are some songs i'd like to share

fall. | Produced by dontcry

@unknxwn7
released 07/29/2019 in an EP called "frostbite."

unknxwn. - dread. (prod. $ADISFICTION)

you will never know my side
ill never let you know the way
i truly feel
the scars you gave
will never heal

you will never know my side
ill never let you know the way
i truly feel
the scars you gave
will never heal

whyd you got me feeling so numb?
i hate doing drugs
yeah they heal me and they kill me
at the same time

my dad told me that I gotta grow up
he didn't realize
that I wanted to be just like him

i said what I had to say
now I'm gonna walk the fuck away
you can put the blame on me for your mistakes
but you can never say that I didn't try

I'm falling
you're broken
this cycle won't end
now watch me through your phone
bb cause im walking away

I'm falling
you're broken
this cycle won't end
now watch me through your phone
bb cause im walking away

you're never gonna understand what I feel
you're never gonna be the one for me
I never understood the way that you act
and I've been waiting here since the day you left

SPOTIFY

Grotesque (Prod. Aureola)

(PROD. LIL RAV)

sample by @sorrow_bringer

one more sin and then I fall
you'll never see me tall
you left me here for dead
on the ground

you wanna kill me, I know
but you'll never know my side
I will never let you know that
I feel cold

just tell me what I need to know
don't waste my time with you 
cause I know that you wanted to go

you act like you don't give a fuck
and every time that you're with him
you only think of me

yeah I wanted to cry
yeah you want me to cry

and now you're tryna fuck with me
you care about the money that i make
but I am going to

run
don't waste my time with you 
cause I know that you wanted to go
don't waste my time with you 
cause I know that you wanted to
run
and now you're tryna fuck with me
you care about the money that i make
but I am going to

one more sin and then I fall
you'll never see me tall
you left me here for dead
on the ground

you wanna kill me, I know
but you'll never know my side
I will never let you know that
I feel cold

I'm Near The Abyss

-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-
Main Artist: xipz
Produced by: xipz x @luffysome
Mixed by: xipz
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art by: xipz
-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-
LYRICS:

[intro]
didnt wanna fall in love with you
but its better now that i did
im hurt too much baby 
but thats just the past and not from this

oouu fall in love wit u
ouuu fall in love wit u

[chorus]
didnt wanna fall in love with you
but its better now that i did
im hurt too much baby 
but thats just the past and not from this

[verse 1]
i admit that i tend to be a fuck up
but i promise that i wont try to do you wrong
keep your picture on the dashboard of my car, love
hope you know that youre the only one inside my heart

oouu fall in love wit u
ouuu fall in love wit u

[chorus]
didnt wanna fall in love with you
but its better now that i did
im hurt too much baby 
but thats just the past and not from this

[verse 2]
your perfume stuck on my bed sheets
your eyes still lookin like emerald hearts
i love you, i think i need you next to me
cant see anybody else wrapped in my arms

oouu fall in love wit u
ouuu fall in love wit u

unknxwn. - dread. (prod. $ADISFICTION)

✧ jaydyn ✧

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