The whole playlist is best with headphones on, Have you ever woke up alone crying? Then your in the right place, my specialty, trying to get over being hurt, it sucks! The new album at this point is being called Wounded Soul in honor of it, what is, it? the dread, it becomes alive but only if you let it, it's mind over matter, you know the rest,  I woke up from one of those bad dreams again. But I reject that outlook, can a person get PTSD or whatever that's called, from a divorce? I remember waking up and writing most of the words down on the back of an envelope with the title song, and my son we'll just call him Jr. wrote the first 2 verses just passin' through, Lol . I remember thinking my soul is indeed wounded from my last affair.  I am a happy person it took being alone to realize it. The devil you don't know is you.

Wounded Soul  (best with headphones)

I added some lyrics, not finished yet, car test

turned your back on me

WALRUS (cover)

Tell me what it is I should know...
Mask your assumptions, stating them as fact, this is always in the throws, of the old edit machine, 
Your kindness takes a bit of the sting away, I'm very Grateful for that,
asking only for as much as you can do, I just hate talking about it,
Secrets of the Universe, 
Take a drink from Lycurgus cup, at the Eye of the Sahara, are there ruins on Venus, Dinosaur hoax theory, Voynich manuscript, Atlantis, Hyperborea,
Airships of the 1890s, Old ancient coins Gold Doubloons,
Giants of Peru, Cities on the Moon, Antarctica, repeat,
Acambaro Figurines, the Nazi UFO thing, skulls of Peru, Temple of the Doomed, now what is Acknowledged? Dr. CCeti is un-acknowledged,
Secret from the scholars, ohhh Electric Solar system, Electric stars, Cold Plasma, Dealey Plaza, secrets of the Scholars  Jay Hunter

Secrets of the Universe (You-neverse)

Adosfeedback. Jamming with Edward
Conception et réalisation de l'émission Gilles Thabourin
Production de l'émission Gilles Thabourin
Moyens techniques de diffusion de l'émission Radio Mega 99.2 Valence
Photo internet 

2024_03_13-ADOSFEEDBACK-JAMMING WITH EDWARD -

A little blues jam I created , I have lyrics for, just wanted to post the jam for now,vocals to come. I woke up and had this riff in my head, I happened to have the recorder up and running and I just did it in 10 minutes. It seems the songs I do the best are in this way. Maybe it's because when I wake up I am still in touch with the artist inside better. I also wrote Lost again & When you were mine this way. Maybe that is why they sound a little dreamy, I tried to capture the essence of the way I felt at the time.  It is true for me that playing a blues song makes me feel better. If you get something from it, that would make it even better. 

Désespéré (Hopeless)

Annie Lennox - Why  (Live)

Annie Lennox - Why ( Unplugged )

Windswept Leviathan, cagey lady, you are my heroin, that's all I have so far, heh, 
                                          The Genius of the crowd
There is enough treachery, hatred violence absurdity in the average
human being to supply any given army on any given day

and the best at murder are those who preach against it
and the best at hate are those who preach love
and the best at war finally are those who preach peace

those who preach god, need god
those who preach peace do not have peace
those who preach peace do not have love

beware the preachers
beware the knowers
beware those who are always reading books
beware those who either detest poverty
or are proud of it
beware those quick to praise
for they need praise in return
beware those who are quick to censor
they are afraid of what they do not know
beware those who seek constant crowds for
they are nothing alone
beware the average man the average woman
beware their love, their love is average
seeks average

but there is genius in their hatred
there is enough genius in their hatred to kill you
to kill anybody
not wanting solitude
not understanding solitude
they will attempt to destroy anything
that differs from their own
not being able to create art
they will not understand art
they will consider their failure as creators
only as a failure of the world
not being able to love fully
they will believe your love incomplete
and then they will hate you
and their hatred will be perfect

like a shining diamond
like a knife
like a mountain
like a tiger
like hemlock

their finest art   Charles Bukowski

Mind Bender (My Head Is Spinning)

VIDEO-https://youtu.be/-bIvEgQK6iw
 Advice tips to over coming a wounded Soul, most important, love yourself! Tips after lyrics, very good helped me very much. All I can say from my experience is to say all in all the experience was dreadful 
  lyrics ;
I hear the couple down below,
 beginning of the end comes up through the floor,
fighting  over nothing just to settle a score
Tearin' their love up they don't even know, reality show,
 breathe in the summer breeze, I'm lying half asleep,
while she talks and drinks, She haunts my dreams,
Don't wanna sleep force open my eyes,
another bad dream I'm losin' my mind,
My Soul is wounded, The devil you don't know is you,
Walking wounded soul,You made it so,
chorus
We loved with a love, sweeter than love,
Couldn't stay there ya, Just a figment of, My imagination,
You mistook my kindness for some kind of weakness, guess you thought that I'd always be there,
that's when you changed became all estranged,
tellin' lies ,criticize, I was  waiting, waking, suffocating, self- medicating
I couldn't believe after all this time, You were hostile I was exiled
a million miles away from my life,
Chorus
We loved with a love greater than love, coulda stayed there
ya it's just a feeling of, my soul is wounded
the devil you don't know is you,
(bridge)
chorus
We loved with a love, greater than love, now it's just a figment of my imagination
There is no hurt my dear than to grieve the loss of someone still alive,  25 steps to follow. No matter what may happen tomorrow, 

1. Cut her off completely from your life: Cut all ties

2. Accept that it's over, write a song, it feels really great to create using your pain.

3. No compromises: 

4. Mind vs feelings: Constantly get in a debate in your head when you start missing her. It’s a debate between your mind and your feelings. Start using logic. Think of 10 major problems you had with her as a girlfriend/ BF and as a person. I guarantee you, by the time you’re at reason #5, you’d be like, “WTF

5. Make a list of all the things you disliked about her. Be brutally honest

6. Make a list of all the opportunities you came across the things you could have done but couldn’t because the presence of that person somehow contributed greatly to the opposite direction

7. workout: You are dealing with self-hatred. You are partially blaming yourself. So destroy hatred by self-betterment. 

8. Appreciate Love around you: 

10. Involve your friends: Tell your friends directly that you need their help to move on. Don’t get into any emotional details. 

11. Let out your pain: Let out your pain whenever it hits

12. Stop talking about your ex: 
13. Don't do what they did and run to someone else, it never works, that's what she/ HE did, now she is doing everything she can to run from her past, but one sure way to remember something is by trying to forget

14. Reconnect with people: Reconnect with people from your past 

15. Stay engaged: Keep yourself engaged when you’re alone. 

16. Become self-sufficient: You need to realize one simple fact - in order to be complete, you don’t need another person
17. It doesn't matter what anyone thinks but yourself, get right with the universe, do good and good will follow, trust me it works.

18. He/ She is an addiction: Accept that you are an addict on this person. Like every addict on this planet, to conquer the addiction you first have to recognize and accept the disease. You have spent days and months continuously around this person and in a moment she’s/ he's gone. 
19. For when you ask why? Answer with why not? You should not need anyone to be happy, if you do then you have not arrived, but you will by staying the course.

20. No smoking or Alcohol or drugs: ok a little bit is fine

21. If they loved you they would still be there. 

22. Do  things you used to love or enjoy again, 

23. Be patient: It’s going to be a MFKR . But what doesn't kill you makes you stronger, watch yourself rise from the ashes,

Wounded soul

Wounded Soul (Version 2)

Art  http://limewirerouge.deviantart.com/   Fresh mix remaster 5-11

Wrote this when I was in my 20's many snows ago.  I was just learning how to write my feelings down. I felt like rerecording it. It has been fraught with frustration,   Guitar credit to MrRhoads442 looperman a couple of moody loops I really like.  it is where I was at that time and had my first heartbreak which is something we all have to face at one time or another. I wanted a big production feeling from it, that it is ,very hard to mix to much to work in, all in all though I feel happy with it here like this my intro n outro worked out,  The good thing that comes from sadness is an inspiration to create, to write and the knowledge I gain probably because it makes me feel better, only through adversity do we learn it seems. This song has been a challenge for me because there are so many tracks. Below is a Shake-Speare sonnet/poem that is worded much better the way of feeling love's rejection. then the lyrics.

A woman's face with Nature's own hand painted
Hast thou, the master-mistress of my passion;
A woman's gentle heart, but not acquainted
With shifting change, as is false women's fashion;
An eye more bright than theirs, less false in rolling,
Gilding the object whereupon it gazeth;
A man in hue, all 'hues' in his controlling,
Much steals men's eyes and women's souls amazeth.
And for a woman wert thou first created;
Till Nature, as she wrought thee, fell a-doting,
And by addition me of thee defeated,
By adding one thing to my purpose nothing.
But since she prick'd thee out for women's pleasure,
Mine be thy love and thy love's use their treasure. Shake-Speare. 
           Ballad to a Stranger ( a paraphrased letter that was never sent)  
Sorry for bothering you, realize your feelings changed, spent my heart lovin you in vain,
as love goes you never really gave anything, that was done by me,
You'll never know misery, loss that I suffer,your someone I don't even know, I guess your not amused with me anymore, I would crawl through broken glass baby just to be by your side,you were always constantly on my mind,
I tried to be your friend, that's only a one way street,My light has dimmed my friend,
When I saw you yesterday you were looking good, I realized were strangers in this world, Ooh baby I love you so, never let me go, never let me go
Who's that on the street they know my name, walking down this long ole dusty lane, all we can do is do our best, you'll never know what I been through, doubt you even care, when will I be free from this nightmare,
broke my back for you baby, and this is how it ends, just let me know one thing, are you happy, are you happy,
Baby our fall from grace fell in your favor, you wanted a slave, you got a stranger. I had more trouble with this than I could bargain with, to many tracks, it gave my computer fits as well. I think I have no less than 5 guitar parts depending on where the song is at. I feel it's overproduced and I will do this project over.

Ballad to a  Stranger

Pretty self explanatory, I like the earlier version better it's a tad rougher but it's got the edge I was looking for, with this song, I came out swinging full of angst I remember it well, but everything kind of gets watered down as it tightens up but I learned from it, don't back off because you might  rethink the original fire. I just wasn't the one for her, and it's okay now ,but man I was so full of angst at that time, Love is a 4 letter word and I admit complete failure  but it's alright  it's like pizza, it's not for everyone,

YOU NEVER KNEW ME AT ALL alt version

Sloe Gin

Christian Woman

October Rust

In Priase Of Bacchus

from the album, A Thousand Suns, available now

Waiting for the End

Joe Bonamassa - The Ballad Of John Henry (Live From New York)

Greetings! )  Welcome to my music channel, 
Eclectic - Electric,, If an Angel come to see you would you make him/her feel at home? As a frustrated rock n roll singer/writer All of my work is free to you, if you enjoy it or get anything from it then I know what comes around goes around and if you make a donation I will be very grateful to what ever you think I'm worth, it's ok... I can take it, then the universe, will know  PAYPAL https://www.paypal.com/donate?hosted_..., you can make a one time donation, become a supporter, I could use help with expenses dog gone tour bus had a flat, got to be a better way, Every song has writing  thoughts musicians, friends  etc. I've been through much in my life hopefully if you come here sad perhaps the words written will help you like in wounded soul

Désespéré (Hopeless)

Jay Hunter

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