me + @jedwill1999 + @starboyrob + @syntheticbits
art by @wixxir on instagram
after like 30 versions here it is

lyrics :

i dont wanna talk i dont wanna breathe 
i dont like u n u dont like me
but we had sumn dont remind me
smokin on pack smokin on tree (x2)

fuck my insecurities im finna battle em
n her boyfriend think abt me now she mad @ him
i was looking up to ppl now im passing em
i rlly give a fuck about this shit im passionate

double text me w no response then im mad @ u
if my brother popping more than me u know im proud of u
i could never breed in jealousy thats not my attitude
talk about us n its hell to see not gon be @'in u
big talk brought my name up n then i changed it
ex thot dont even think abt me bitch i hate it
pissed off when im pissed off i get anxious
rich talk me n all my brothers we gon make it

i dont wanna talk i dont wanna breathe 
i dont like u n u dont like me
but we had sumn dont remind me
smokin on pack smokin on tree (x2)

fuck my insecurities im finna battle em
n her boyfriend think abt me now she mad @ him
i was looking up to ppl now im passing em
i rlly give a fuck about this shit im passionate

jedwill :

now I’m steady racing through my life yeah it passed by
you can smell the fire you can see it look in my eye
i ain’t have to pass you but you stopped so just don’t cry
baby we can make another hit I know you’re tongue tied
I know your soul shot heart flatlined 
I know your passion don’t feel the same this time
life got you trapped but the caged canary sings 
they got you caged like a dove if they clipped their wings
and maybe we can fly forever, wings adjust we’re birds of feather
soaring maybe it gets better, leave this house and face the weather

hook

insecurities w/ jedwill (prod. starboyrob + synthetic)

complicated

lyrics: 
i dont wanna balance my time
would u wanna half it be mine
i dont wanna laugh if its not with u

im just tryna get u on me
i be getting high too often
saw u in a dream it was lovely
u were dancing on my coffin

ay you talk back you sayin i cant stand you
i fall back but baby i didnt plan to
these fuckboys they never could understand you
its all good i show you what this cash do 

i cant switch up that gene is not in my dna
you smoke swishers im peelin off in a cla
she hate me but think about me like everyday
just pay me attention im not a fucking saint 

all my balances is off the track
wish you were on the path here stay with me
on me wish i could get u falling
cus i cant get you off my mind like what do u mean

i dont wanna balance my time
would u wanna half it be mine
i dont wanna laugh if its not with u

effie :

getting deeper down down
putting oxy in my lean
imma freeman callin to Martin
내게로 와 많은 모험이
필요해 더 생명보험이

난 목에다가 내 이름을 달아
눈을 뜨면 다 잊어버리니까 
신경안써 너네 병신같은 삶
니가 뭐라하든 나한텐 안닿아

이렇게 살아난
삶 aint not lie
더 smoking loud
눈이 멀어다
Heaven down
Im getting high
We never die
young 놀아 걍

너무 높아 난 You cant not see me
fly in the sky to oversea 
말한대로 이뤄져
keep my eyes on 
항상 그랬던대로

hook

balance

spotify

balance w effie (prod. dayrick)

produced by blue nova

lyrics :
love me back i know it
try to get you home
i cant help im bout it
you look like a ghost

she said i hate being alone right
me i cant pick up the phone right
nothing inside you but the smoke right
i quit my day job just to be home all night
yeah fuck do they know, heart broke come around with the halo

last year doing anything to call you mine
time passed and i know im a bother right
and here i was thinking it would all be fine
when i cant even take from the bottom line
friends got you actin all hollywood
bank account lookin like you should prolly work
only shootin good shots like conley would
tryna run off with my shit i was on it first
split the pie with the team like im robin hood
last summer being broke ima fall in funds
quick to judge only reason that you wanna fuck
quick replies when you seen i was onto sumn

love me back i know it
try to get you home
i cant help im bout it
you look like a ghost

she said i hate being alone right
me i cant pick up the phone right
nothing inside you but the smoke right
i quit my day job just to be home all night
yeah fuck do they know, heart broke come around with the halo

halo

thanks for listening <3

art by @planet.rain on instagram

nothing2say (prod. siem spark + yeezo)

plans

dance w me

breathe

redemption

same town

reasons

crash (prod. joshwa)

last song of the year, thank u guys for everything :)

parachute (prod. christa)

ty priv and tokimi for helping on prod ily guys
mastered by eli stamstad
cover art by @ jokaitu on ig

growth (prod. jay + priv + tokimi)

mouth (prod. me + christa)

this one is super special for me, thank u guys for everything
produced by me and cricket of 31sentinel
lyrics: 
fucked around and told u all the things that i loved 
don't u know me better than the person i was 
won't u go around and tell ur friends that i suck
 trying to write it over but u know me better 
and i called, u showed no effort 
swear to god u were in my bedroom
 that night must've been a mirage
 a movie in my head that i stumbled on

but i don't wanna think about it now 
somebody take my brain and cut it out 
cus honestly if we just stayed apart 
there'd be a little more of me and less of u around
 but i don't wanna think about it now 
somebody take my brain and cut it out 
cus honestly if we just stayed apart 
there'd be a little more of me and less of u around

around me, baby put it around me
 i could be a billionaire just put up a bounty
 trip to the midwest and california surroundings
 don't want all that shit that come with being a crowned king
 i left all my family and my feelings at home 
staring at a screen pretending i'm in control 
told all of my friends i'm back to being alone 
showing off my endgame it don't got any holes in it

but i don't wanna think about it now 
somebody take my brain and cut it out 
cus honestly if we just stayed apart  
there'd be a little more of me and less of u around
 but i don't wanna think about it now 
somebody take my brain and cut it out 
cus honestly if we just stayed apart
 there'd be a little more of me and less of u around

been down, i been a little bit down 
 i eat all my feelings so they don't hit the ground 
picture this i'm working on a energy cloud 
shield myself from everything that ur putting out 
all the other kids they don't look just like me 
rounding up my efforts, set it up times three
 counting down the minutes every time i breathe 
wishfully hoping, i don't wanna think about it now

i know that i could do it all better
 i'm burning up a hole in my sweater 
i'm growing up and i been so anxious
 cus what if i can't keep it to(gether)

but i don't wanna think about it now 
somebody take my brain and cut it out 
cus honestly if we just stayed apart 
there'd be a little more of me and less of u around
 but i don't wanna think about it now 
somebody take my brain and cut it out 
cus honestly if we just stayed apart 
there'd be a little more of me and less of u around

bounty (me + 31sentinel)

wrote this in january like a day after new years
prod me
working on album :)

lyrics:
the mom and pop shop where i got my first guitar is shutting down
you were the only good thing in this fucking town
the building owner keeps on jacking rent up tryna drive em out
well you drove em out
hate to see it happen, it happens
cus life is fucking tragic and sad as shit
don't mean to be manic or have a fit
but things are only crashing and collapsing
wish i could say last year was good for me
depression is a battle that lasts for weeks
and months and days and years and a lifetime
i don't know how much i got left anymore
anymore

and wintertime in carolinas way too harsh this time around
without you around
and christmas passed us without giving us the gift of playing house
settle down
oh, and i'm not on the radio
so you probably won't hear this
but we were not the way it goes
cus we called it all quits when
we lost the feeling in our mouths
wish it happened more quickly
we took our sweet time tumbling down
we just cut it off this week

the mom and pop shop where i got my first guitar is shutting down
you were the only good thing in this fucking town
the building owner keeps on jacking rent up tryna drive em out
well you drove em out, oh
hate to see it happen, it happens
cus life is fucking tragic and sad as shit
don't mean to be manic or have a fit
but things are only crashing and collapsing
wish i could say last year was good for me
depression is a battle that lasts for weeks
and months and days and years and a lifetime
i don't know how much i got left anymore
anymore

18 years

stream

james

jay kim - seeing stars prod. haruhi

https://instagram.com/jaykim

seeing stars

jay kim - outtatown prod. rio leyva & 808iden

art by @wixxir on instagram <3
https://instagram.com/jaykim

outtatown (prod. rio leyva + 808iden)

lyrics :

thought i got u down to stay
for the rest of the night
cus i feel like im so lost
side conversations all in my mind
but i know that shes the cause
your loss so gone for the rest of my life
but i feel like im so lost
side conversations all in my mind
but i know that shes the cause

i should be running back
you’re holding out on me
my shit been blowing up 
you still wont talk to me
look how you did me wrong
im sipping on this strong
i’ll buy u everything
new season saint laurent

got u feeling like its all ur fault
i cant concentrate on it i write these songs
fuck ur compensation i can not be calm
walking on the ceiling tryna right ur wrongs
ur wrongs yeah

run shit back to u fuck ur ex n fuck all ur lies, all ur lies yeah
run shit back to u fuck the next one to walk inside
walk inside walk inside yeah

thought i got u down to stay
for the rest of the night
cus i feel like im so lost
side conversations all in my mind
but i know that shes the cause
your loss so gone for the rest of my life
but i feel like im so lost
side conversations all in my mind
but i know that shes the cause

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