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Help my first playlist is alr full :( I save most songs to listen to later here. 

ꂟꀎꂵꉣꑄ꓄ꏂꋪ۲

gooning to jayne

I DONT WANT A BREAK I NEED A BREAK . 
@nicco-diamonte @kanashi_boi

SPOTIFY

keep me sober w/ niccothe1st (kanashiboi)

sc0tt: https://instagram.com/sc0ttryan?utm_medium=copy_link

https://soundcloud.com/sc0ttryan?utm_campaign=social_sharing&utm_source=mobi

the void ft. sc0ttryan

REUPLOAD (sorry that it's so inaudible)

lyrics:

one or two
i count the lies
think it was more
i wasted your time
i don't accept
the shit i said
im sorry that i
tried to hide

(one or two)
i regret everything i ever said to you
always been so fuxking scared to lose us two
two
two


I wish i wish i wish
to have your company again
with you was always fun
i jealous all of your "just friends"
I wish i wish i wish 
to not make mistakes all again
i know i fuxked pretty bad
but at least you and me just can forget right?


i'm not your friend anymore
i can't pretend to restore
you're not the same anymore
always had you now i'm fucking 
bored

i regret everything i ever said to you
always been so fuckng scared to lose us two
and you were all that i had
and i keep falling again
(fuck)

just don't act like you don't know me
don't act like i don't you
stfu we were homies
now you don't care about me 
so i don't care about you
i fuxking hate your friends
i fucking hate you too


I wish i wish i wish
to have your company again
with you was always fun
i jealous all of your "just friends"
I wish i wish i wish 
to not make mistakes all again
i know i fuxked pretty bad
but at least you and me just can forget right?



it only goes up from here

i did too much way before all this shit
happened so quick had to scratch it off my list
fuck all of your feelings i don't really give a shit
i cant listen to someone who wont even commit

the night's strange
i hope ill be okay
this shit dont ever change
i think ill go insane
his body's dearranged
no your not close to me
im on another stage 
im on another page

fuck how you feel ima keep getting better
im not the same im getting more letters
my features is up getting that chedder
im hunting you rats boy just like im shredder

she said she want me 
but ima let you be
you for the streets
and im with my team
i dont really need
but i can guarantee
ima be free
see more than you've seen

i did too much way before all this shit
happened so quick had to scratch it off my list
fuck all of your feelings i don't really give a shit
i cant listen to someone who wont even commit

the night's strange
i hope ill be okay
this shit dont ever change
i think ill go insane
his body's dearranged
no your not close to me
im on another stage 
im on another page

Too Much

Too Much (prod.reezgy)

prod @01kon 

lyrics:

@1himiko
Look at the time as she ticking away
Always getting mad get up outta my face
Always brought up the past
Always in the way

Looking at me all across the room
Got me tearing down saying i love u
I'm tired of you
Please just say the truth

Every single word that you say
It runs through my head and ruins my day
All the stops that we had man it feels like a chase

@thrmls
But the smokes been rising I can't help but notice
Look into your eyes you know you’re potent
Making up these lies, I couldn't tell him
You were never mine, thats why Im yelling (2x)

The weathers got me down
And you ain't helping 
Octobers getting cold
But we been melting

Every time I would've asked you dodge the question
Tell me why the hell you tried to text him
I swear I'll never make the same mistake again
That's why i never talked to none your friends again

You just wanna live in make believe
You just wanna go and play pretend

@sqeffy
Anytime I talk (voices in my head)
Anytime you talk (voices in my head)

Anytime you talk anytime you talk I do not care
How you gonna stalk and still not stare 
I don't wanna fight if it's not fair
whenever I see you I shed a tear
Crying and crying and I can't take it back 
Lost in the moment and you chose attack

also s/o @luvkurtis for helping me mix my vocals

ticking away ft himiko & sqeffy (01kon)

idk what to name this song but its abt you demo (p. maybe)

threw it away demo (p. tebasaki)

a stupid acoustic song abt how things are... even tho its electric guitar (p. me)

i've lost it
no passion i'm exhausted
no rest i swear i'm worse than you
it's bad in the fall, get farther from god
mother i've grown so distant
condolence for the way i'm living
spoke too many lies
i'll pack all my bags and i'll move out tonight
but i gave it a try
spoke too many lies
i'll pack all my bags and i'll move out tonight
the strongest of hues are impaling your eyes
although i'm not perfect i gave it a try
i gave it a try
gave it a
i've lost it
no passion i'm exhausted
no rest i swear i'm worse than you
it's bad in the fall, get farther from god
mother i've grown so distant
mother i've grown so distant
mother i've grown so distant
it's bad in the fall, get farther from god

distance

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4I9bp9alDC4m9MT4GNLtOY?si=b589387c7a0a444c
all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/spoder/able

produced by jonah bru
mixed written performed by me
cover art by yinon

valentines day song
hope you enjoy, more stuff soon :)
thank you for listening as always

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show me how
show me how you love
tell me how
tell me how you feel
stop it love I'm exhausted
don't give it up, I thought you were someone that I-

don't tell me the time that I spent was no use
will I be more than (be more than)
problems to you?
oh I'll carry all my baggage to show you I'm able
you stutter your speech cause it's true

tread fine lines
when I'm with you it feels like there's no wrong or right
sworn by you, we'd grow older
my feelings attached
now I sit like a loner
oooh
I'll make sure that I'll
dooo
everything that you want me to
dumb ear had me in loop
what's there for me to do
don't give it up, I thought you were someone that I loved

don't tell me the time that I spent was no use
will I be more than (be more than)
problems to you?
oh I'll carry all my baggage to show you I'm able
you stutter your speech cause it's true

able

The End (prodkash)

i made a wrong move
i tie both my shoes straight
darling what's new?
you're half a world away
i bite my tongue and graze my teeth
at something only god can see
ask the teller, "what's got into me?"
he just sighed and gave me sympathy
my love, what's new?
my love, what's new?
my brown leather skin
your face of an angel
i repent for my sins
hear your voice close my eyes i'm in that condo again
when i was only a kid
when i was only a kid
when i was only a kid

what's new

produced by eeryskies
additional production by me
mixed, written, performed by me

yeah, all the bad thoughts tend to loop back
i won't stay here longer if it don't matter
i prefer a walk then to call a cab
who knew leaving home would be this sad?
suppose i had it coming, now i just laugh
yeah, it's all fine if you don't think of it
if you do then you'll drown like an idiot kid
don't make me feel dumb again
give it one more try to make things right
tell me one more lie to cover your ass alright
i'd rather just bat an eye

how'd you like your coffee done? i'd do it right for you
lacklustre attempt at the best
i pour the creamer in and suddenly had knots in my chest
told you with honesty and honestly, i'd rather be dead
i told my mom i'm fine, i gave my aunt a hug
i'll spend my night inside while everyone has fun
i'll flip my insides out
i'll make you proud of me
but everytime that i'm down
it seems like you want to leave

what do you want from me?
i'm pleading down on my knees
what do you want from me?
it's getting harder to breathe
what do you want from me?
we'd make it past it i thought
i'll put my heart in a lock
and i'll just plead to god you'll be here

a couple lines across my arms
suppose that time is just a concept and we all return to god
i'd like to say i'm so mature, i did my chores, i handled love, i broke my bones, might take my life it was traumatic, i tried it twice my mind is rapid
i thought i had it all
now i have no one to call my own

i'll flip my insides out
i'll make you proud of me
but everytime that i'm down
it seems like you want to leave

what do you want from me? / take me back, i love you
i'm pleading down on my knees / take me back, i'll give the space that you need
what do you want from me?
it's getting harder to breathe /  take me back, take me back, i love you
what do you want from me? /  take me back, i love you
we'd make it past it i thought /  take me back, i'll give the space that you need my darling
i'll put my heart in a lock
and i'll just plead to god you'll be here / take me back, take me back, i miss you

coffee

remember me

tell me im enough
wont you ever listen?
to me
my darling
i found you all alone
alone

call me back tomorrow
ill be there if you want
drown in all my sorrow
ill be the man you are

you are
all i ever want
you are
all i ever need

hold my hand until we leave
your touch oh it heals me
ill show you my cuts i wont bleed no more
im addicted to you your all i adore

heal me

bathroom smells liek cigerettes

the suction of clouds
this action will have consequences...
consequences...
consequences...
consequences...

a sad old place where you would played catch
with your father under the bridge
where you would hurt yourself
out of panic
i run
off 40 feet
the sound of a train
running over me

where you played catch
where you hurt yourself
40 feet
running over me

standing alone
sex and drugs aren't working
there's hurting in my bone
don't stand to close to me
under her clothes, the body you were dreaming
it doesn't help to feel this cold
the sound of hormones screaming
under your clothes

involves sex to silence ones emotions

out all plats

https://open.spotify.com/track/66zT2rVIDY5objlRr5cjBQ?si=37e3d95726394fc3

i know, i know
everything feels the same
but i care
i mean i cared

les choses que je n'aime pas 
sont entrain de se passer
je ne fais que ressasser
je ne crée plus rien
je m'engouffre en demain
sur demande
puis j'me crash

i know

everythingbyme

lyrics:

Good morning, birdsong
I've got eight more hours of hiding my face
The things that I've done here
A thousand in one year
I'm sealing my fate

How much more sick can I get?
Before I go back to sleep
Always waking up in cold sweats
Pins and needles stabbing my feet
Nothing good was gonna come from this

Come on, do your worst
Nothing can top all the discontent
My train of thought has become derailed
How can you blame me for god's intent?

How much more sick can I get?
Before I go back to sleep
Always waking up in cold sweats
Pins and needles stabbing my feet
Nothing good was gonna come from this

sick

you're never gonna change (actual release lol)

this is a vaulted jayne song

(verse)
im wasting all my time for you
i told you million times we're through
im sitting here thinking that
i might be screwed

(chorus)
told me i was better then
your last fucking man
was it a lie
to get right to my head
said i was better then
your last fucking man
was it a lie
to get right to my head

(verse)
cover my face
i dont like when they stare
im your puppet to use
you can leave my anywhere
i dont care if you loose me
i find my way back
and i just want your love girl
i really wanted last

I dont want nobody else but you
you stabbed me in the back girl
i bleed right through
'cause my skin is made of fabric
you can paint it easily
i dont like being the puppet you made me

(chorus)
told me i was better then
your last fucking man
was it a lie
to get right to my head
said i was better then
your last fucking man
was it a lie
to get right to my head

puppet man

Official and only jayne vault, i am not jayne

puppet man

Jayne vault