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My Liver Will Handle What My Heart Can't

KILL YOURSELF (Part III)

Gustav Ahr's Album

worlds away (prod. horse head)

https://G59Records.com

VERSE I: RUBY DA CHERRY

they figure me a dead motherfucker
romeo da black rose
shedding petals
hold me over until they finish digging me a hole
i need a new beginning so i tip toe behind my foe's bitch
unzip, i'm throwing it into that bitch's hole
calling all my enemies the same place where that dick go
fuck an online pussy boy 
talking shit
acting like it was a brick thrown through a window
sticks and stones might break my bones
but words will never hurt me
some slick hoes might catch me froze but soon they will desert me
get rich blow that smoke in o's
don't ever act so thirsty
sick diss though
fuck all this 
slowly die before i'm 30

VERSE II: SLICK SLOTH
isn't it so convincing how that blade slide across my throat
coke residue all in my nose
couple graves dug for my foes and it goes on and on
my girlfriend calling my phone
ain't seen her in about a week
this depression got me weak
ever wake up everyday and you want to die?
life going good 
can't figure out why
blank walls all around me keep the pills near by
play with the nine and then i close my eyes
$uicide only thing gonna gratify this urge to leave
can't you hear my plea?
i'm down on my knees

Tape

KILL YOURSELF (PART IV)

Show Me That You Love Me - Space Pirate

prod. @notmorgn featuring @i_x_t_a_i_l_s

listen on youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gFHw9ImuMok

guccihighwaters:

side not ps im not sober
its not a part of my big plan to be older
she wanna she wanna know my secrets
bullet with your name on it let me be the reason
let my brain explode 
watch them fly let the memories unfold
you better bury me with gold 
cause if not imma rot all alone

rot all alone cus i stay locked in my home
i only see the fucking light when my friends are getting stoned

i don't smoke that shit my brain to fucked up
if i could i would i always seem to the worst luck
anxiety embedded in my bones
when i turned 10 man i always felt all alone

9 years later you know im still floating
above the rough ocean treading in emotions
sippin on the potion plan to turn my ghost in
i will fade away no one ever fuckin knows me

9TAILS:

side note ps i would go back
to the scenes i keep seeing in my flashbacks
on the nights when i dream it never makes sense
cross the line and hurry back like im defense

breathe swallow air then i dive in the deep end
calmer under water love when everything is silent
seeing faces even when im not dreaming
tell me are they real i really hope that you can see them

side not ps im not sober
its not a part of my big plan to be older
she wanna know my secrets
bullet with your name on it let me be the reason
let my brain explode 
watch them fly let the memories unfold
you better bury me with gold 
cause if not imma rot all alone

side note (feat. 9TAILS)

pretty girls in the backseat <//3
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she just wanna fuck me in the backseat
this the same shit we did last week
she dont give a fuck bout me
she just wants a fuck out me
lately i cant lie 
i been cool wit it
smoked out
get inside
act a fool in it
lately i wanna die
i been coolin it 
shawty give me top in the whip till im thru wit it
only thing on my mind is death and u
who the fuck gunna tell me what i cant do
i know u dont give a fuck bout me 
who gon love a pretty slut like me
all these drugs keep me numb
ima die slow
i dont gotta heart
i got a black hole
if u met her u would feel like u met me
if u met her u would feel like u met me

-emo fruits aka this my swag now emotional apple

pretty girls in the backseat (prod. H0llY BEATS)

UP LIKE AN INSOMNIAC (Freestyle)Prod. xxxtentacion & RONNY J!

produced by @prodreaper
mixed by @nick-grivell

i break fast, move slow
don’t ask, they all know
their fake laughs, won’t change
walk past, no names
blades and, roses
my heart stays, frozen
i lay back, breathe deep
i flip through my TV.

i hate the way the wind still howls
through the leaves outside my window
don’t breathe your insecurities
i miss the way you smile through the pain
inside your photos
you haunt my dreams

watch the raindrops rolling off the tattoos
on your shoulder
since you left me I’ve grown colder
breathing heavy like theirs boulders on my chest

its real
but all of the rest 
don’t care how you feel
so i think its best
this blood I’ve spilled still goes to waste

i get that membrance of your face
while I’m walking in the downpour of this rain
outside your place, I’m breathing your name

i hate the way the wind still howls
through the leaves outside my window
don’t breathe your insecurities

FREE DOWNLOAD

Blades & Roses -(prod. reaper)

Mix/Master: @qawikamri
Production: @prodbynoxx & Trilxgy
I really hope you all enjoy this song, I've been feeling really strange recently and i think this song describes how I've felt really well! I love you all so much! big things in store for you i promise! thanks for being here with me <3

I'm in a dark room
Let me paint you a picture
Drowning my problems but not with the liquor
I'm done
Trying to fit in
Wasted my youth trying to be your friend

I'm rotting away
Losing myself more and more everyday
Traveling west just to try to escape 
All of this pain, but maybe one day
I'll be normal just like the rest
Can't keep this pain in my chest
It's controlling me at my best
Now I just can't seem to get out of bed

Falling away
I cannot stay here
Sky's turning grey
I'm not okay

Open your eyes a bit and see
There's nothing here for you and me
Wastelands that I described as home
There nothing here so I'm alone 
Open your eyes a bit and see
There's nothing here for you and me
Wastelands that I described as home
There nothing here so I'm alone 

Let me paint you a picture
Drowning my problems but not with the liquor
I'm done
Trying to fit in
Wasted my youth trying to be your friend

I'm rotting away
Losing myself more and more everyday
Traveling west just to try to escape 
All of this pain, but maybe one day
I'll be normal just like the rest
Can't keep this pain out of my chest
It's controlling me at my best
Now I just can't seem to get out of bed
I'll be normal just like the rest
Can't keep this pain out of my chest
It's controlling me at my best
Now I just can't seem to get out of bed

Wasted Youth (Prod. Noxx & Trilxgy)

WELCOME TO MY LONELY WORLD U LIL LONELY GIRL 
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twitter: @myemofruit
instagram: @emofruits
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lonely world intro <//3
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cocaine white and the jeans is all black 
plug hit me up
babe i'll hit u right back
they treat me like a legend 
they love me like that
do they really love me
do they love me like that
its a lonely world
and im a lonely boy
need a lonely girl
i'll be ur only boy
im empty inside 
inside i cry
im empty inside 
inside i died
i just get high, let life pass me by
sniff another line till my brain get fried
u can break my heart
i swear i wont mind
u can ask these bitches they do it all the time
.
-ya friendly neighborhood fruits

LONELYWORLD 

lonely world intro (prod. H0llY BEATS)

i was lonely ft. safehold

FOREVER 💔 (PROD.MISERY)

Spotify

Is This What They Call Love? [prod mistyh]

@hatefulbeats

Lyrics

Broken in, I'm broke again
I've had enough of this, that's what I feel like
Hope is hopeless, I'm fuckin' chokin', can't deal with this, fuck real life
I used to think about suicide, I feel better now, but I still might

Take my life, cause this shit don't make mine really feel nice
I love it when people just casually ask "Ken, are you depressed?"
Like I put up an act, but I just tell 'em no
Cause if I explain, they still wouldn't know about All of thoughts That've run through my head that're making me think
That I'm better off dead (I really think that I'm better off dead)

People that don't understand, think I don't make any sense
People that know where I stand, can't even help me for shit
All of us stuck in the sand, and no one will give us a hand
We wanna get better, we're calling for help
But no one is willing give us a chance

So when I make it out, it's fuck them, and it's fuck you
Needed help, you ain't come through
You don't know what I've gone through
When you're all alone, I'll be gone too

Poppin' off like a 12 shotty
Heart's gone, I'm dead rotting
Too bad, I don't feel sorry
She feelin' me but I don't feel shawty

unknxwn. - ill be gone too

i'll be gone too.

spotify.

i'll be gone too. | Produced by hateful

Lyrics

Everyone's talkin' about how their life is so bad but won't get off their ass
Everyone's talkin' about all the shit that they had and don't care what they have
Everyone's lookin' for someone while someone is lookin' for them and they don't even care
Everyone's giving the credit to God but he's dead like my father and never was there

I don't care about how my words effect others cause others don't care at the slightest for me
This world is a Hell and the demons are us and nothing is ever what you think it seems
It seems I can only make my life get better when I fall asleep and I live in my dreams
But their only dreams, and when I'm awake, I don't wanna be, how much can I take

Everyone's talkin' about how their life is so bad but won't get off their ass
Everyone's talkin' about all the shit that they had and don't care what they have
Everyone's lookin' for someone while someone is lookin' for them and they don't even care
Everyone's giving the credit to God but he's dead like my father and never was there

I cannot bare, all of the pain, that you put me in
Think I've gone insane, I don't think I'll ever win
This war that I'm facing, I'm tired of chasing
unknxwn.exe I just wish I could erase me
Cause all of the pain, that you put me in
Feels like I'm fighting in a war I'll never win
This weight's gonna break me, you can't really save me
I'm nothing but a memory, I'm already erasing

unknxwn. - never there

never there.

never there. | Produced by born hero

Vanete & Pink Cig - Girls On Mars (Prod.Tundra)

(emo fruits)
met somebody new
they could be good for me
cry under the moon
can u get high with me 
i'm tryna die soon
don't waste ur time 
i'm tryna die soon
baby just be mine
met somebody new
they could be good for me
cry under the moon
can u get high with me 
i'm tryna die soon
don't waste ur time 
i'm tryna die soon
baby just be mine

(john solo)
and i can show everything you wanna see
i know that i'm not everything you want me to be
but you can hit my line girl it's been some time
i feel more alive when ur by my side
and i just wanna know how to make you mine
she act like loving me would be such a crime 
good drugs and red wine such a beautiful night 
yeah when I'm away from you i'm high and wanna die
see you in my dreams 
i wanna die in my sleep
baby stole my heart
and left me here to just bleed 
new girl did the same
always hurting me 
old girl she still love me 
swear she the one for me

cry under the moon w/ emo fruits (prod. Domyno)

Featuring @damiyen
Produce by @gualabeatz

Lyrics:
[Hook: heroine diaries]
I only do these drugs cause I have to baby
I only do these drugs cause I’m dying baby
I do all these drugs got me feeling like the eighties
I do all these drugs got me coming down daily
I only do these drugs cause I have to baby
I only do these drugs cause I’m dying baby
I do all these drugs got me feeling like the eighties
I do all these drugs got me coming down daily

[Bridge: heroine diaries]
Coming down daily baby
Melodies got you going crazy
I’m tryna pull up Mercedes
Molly got me feeling kinda shaky

[Verse: Emo Fruits]
Baby I don’t wanna ever come down 
I don’t wanna be here 
I just want the cash now 
Everything is changing so fast 
And I don’t want the love if the pain don’t last 
Lately I been coming down too hard 
I need you in my arms 
Can u tell 
I’m not myself 
And everythings falling apart 
All I ever do 
All I ever do
All I ever do is fall for you 
All I ever do 
All I ever do
All I ever do is fall for you 
Baby I don’t wanna ever come down 
I don’t wanna be here 
I just want the cash now 
Everything is changing so fast 
And I don’t want the love if the pain don’t last

[Hook: heroine diaries]
I only do these drugs cause I have to baby
I only do these drugs cause I’m dying baby
I do all these drugs got me feeling like the eighties
I do all these drugs got me coming down daily
I only do these drugs cause I have to baby
I only do these drugs cause I’m dying baby
I do all these drugs got me feeling like the eighties
I do all these drugs got me coming down daily

coming down daily (feat. emo fruits) (prod. guala beatz)

https://G59Records.com

[HOOK: LIL LONELY]

hol up wait
all of my heroes are rotting in their fucking graves
one day i will forget their names

[VERSE I: LIL REMAINS]

when i was 27 every night i had dreams to die
now i'm 28 feeling more dead than alive
29 in a month
all my idols fucking dead
got a check
more or less just another problem
bringing 400 degrees
no limit/cash money
half a milli bands in cash
i feel like cash money
popped a xan
couldnt tell you when i forget
fuck a friend
all i need is scrim and my kin
days looking grim
goosebumps on my skin
hope the reaper coming
hope my demise begin
fill my veins with heroin poking through my skin
this is the end
all the way

[HOOK]

[VERSE II: LIL LONELY]

one day i'll become the same
a pile of ashes forgotten in a vase
wrap my chain around the base and then put it on display
flashing lights they shine so brightly
until there's blackouts every night
see shattered glass rain from the sky
beware my drip that shit so blinding
white gold blade on a bright gold chain
ruby da cherry been hated so why the fuck would i not stay the same
every step that ruby take is like he walking on a plank
let the waves crash down
let them take me to my grave
ain't no way my gang ain't grey
thousands of people are shouting for $UICIDE to save the day
roll up in the tank 
fuck the fame
remember my name until your memory fades
documenting the plague until my dying day

I Want to Die In New Orleans

NICOTINE PATCHES

ZXPHXR - @zephyr-amethyst
INSTA -@zephyramethyst 

(ORIGINAL GUITAR SAMPLES MADE BY: @adam_piatek)

RAPTURE <//3

(zxphxr)
brush ur skin against me 
bite my lip so gently baby
pin me down and wreck me
fuck me up and say ur dead to me 

(emo fruits)
gimme ur heart and i promise i'll save it for u
gimme these drugs and i promise i'll take em for u
spending these nights all alone 
yeah im used to it now
walkin away 
i can still see ur heart on the ground

i hear ur voice callin me
its so sweet now
i know its u haunting me
im fine for now
i dont wanna hear u no more
(no no no)
i dont wanna feel u right by me
(right by me now)
i dont wanna hear u no more
(no no no)
i dont wanna feel u right by me
(right by me now)
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-fruit boy i might be in luv

rapture w/ zxphxr (prod. zxphxr)

Black Dress Shawty [Ft. Pink Cig] (Prod. by Domyno)

Follow Demxntia here : https://soundcloud.com/demxntia

Lyrics:

Art by Grimdos

Verse one- Xtra
I Guess you got what you paid for 
Don’t even know what you came for 
We Stay in different buildings on the same floor
We on the same team, what you playing for? 

 I don’t want to know but I need to 
Don’t want you to know that I need you 
And fuck I hope that when it comes
You gon’ hit me with that slug 
 Roll it up And hit that blunt while I bleed through 

Yeah, I been getting faded but it’s not a celebration 
I’ve been trying get right, but my demons dedicated 
Yeah I Tried to stay and fight, but my bravery was waning 
I’m a mile down the line as your train leaves the station

You got a problem you should say something
Cycle ends and I’m back now to day one 
This world makes us sick, so we play dumb
If we kill each other now then we stay young 

If I die now will I stay young?

And When I die will you miss me?


- Verse 2, Demxtia -

when i die will 
you miss me at all?
i apologize i'm always 
missing your calls

yeah i stay up in my bedroom
singin i don't need you
lying to myself
so i hope it doesn't bleed thru

and at night 
times moving so slow
i never know
which way im tryna go

staring at my phone
while i'm counting the days
wishing i could just fade away

or maybe i just need a change
(maybe i just need to change)

oh baby if i found a way
think i found a way, no

if i die now will i stay young?
and when i die will you miss me?

Lil Xtra X Demxntia - When I Die Will You Miss Me - Prod Kado

laying on the concrete

Laying On The Concrete w/ DarkBlu (prod. lore x cayto)

shore to shore

stoner ft. Lil Wiz (prod. kimj)

pink cig - @pinkcig
IG - @pinkcig
TWITTER - @pinkcig

blade901 - @blade_901
IG - @_blade901
TWITTER - @blade901

PIECES <///3

(emo fruits)

i just called my mama 
told her its alright
ima call my shawty
tell her lets get high
i cant pop no pills 
but theres one in my sprite
all i feel is pain
im numb like all the time
i never seen it comin
cuz my eyes so low
she dont call me back
she'd rather be alone
i cant really blame her
cuz im that way too
u can break my heart
save the pieces for u
they all for u

(pink cig)

VIVIWORLD 

pieces w/ pink cig (prod. blade901)

stream on youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q8zru4B8J-g

prod. @notmorgn

photo by: @nathancopes on instagram

i see you looking over here
girl you don’t belong over there
and you too pretty with the bright eyes
time to move on from the nice guys
so sorry i had to change you
so sorry i shouldn’t blame you
atari the way i play you
no feelings that’s what the fame do
i can make you feel alright tonight
but i won’t be there in the morning got a flight
i can make you feel alright tonight
but i won’t be there in the morning got a flight

i won’t let my guard down ever again
you can call me yours but i’m playing pretend
i ain’t getting hurt or caught up in a heartbreak
if i wanna live i gotta do it my way (x2)

you gonna hate me when i break it to you
every little thing i end up taking from you
you can survive on your own
when i’m out on the road everybody wanna know
who hurt me
she dead in my head
i forgot her name
and so did my friends
told me she would stay
then bounced off again
but i was always better
than the one coming next
now you miss me
but you threw me in the deep end
oh yeah she blowing up my phone
on the weekend
oh yeah forgot about the times
that we spent
erasing everything
i know you're creeping

on me
but i changed
you did too
but imma take
the fucking blame
on me
damaging my brain
numbing all my senses
tryna rid of all the pain

i won’t let my guard down ever again
you can call me yours but i’m playing pretend
i ain’t getting hurt or caught up in a heartbreak
if i wanna live i gotta do it my way (x4)

my way

Picture Of U (Prod. Discent)

I do not own the cover image. All rights to the image go to the artist Dean Ellis.

Lyrics--
Okay gotta check all of my vitals 
Late arrival to the party 
But this shit aint even started 
I'ma just walk in go my hardest 

Hard to say whats boutta happen 
No exaggeration in my statements 
History been in the motherfucking making 
Since I came to earth in my human shaped spaceship (Woah)

Hope that you feel what I feel when you listen to this reminisce on the positive shit
Shout out to everyone fucking with me I'ma keep going hard for y'all grinding for this
Shout out to all of my niggas swear we gon be living for real I would die for the clique 
I'ma shine brighter than 2 supernovas go down as the star you could never eclipse 
 
Woah never eclipse 
Shoot for the stars I'ma empty the clip
Put targets all over my body still pull up with confidence like I could never get hit
(Shit)

Thats just how im feeling 
Limitless we got no ceilings 
Ready for liftoff the future is nearing

Hook-

We got liftoff 
We got liftoff 
Said we got liftoff 
You know we got liftoff 

Verse 2-
If you aint with the gang go and kick rocks 
Circle shrink quick like a slipknot 
All eyes on me nigga just watch 
Spit clean on the beat like I just flossed (Woah)

On top of the world never jump off 
I'll be right there if you get lost (No)

Hook-
We got liftoff 
We got liftoff
Said we got liftoff 
You know we got liftoff 

Go look up we way above the ground 
Feeling great aint never coming down 
Wondering if I'ma be around 
When everyone comes together 

Outro--
Are you this world's savior from the fire?
Hold me close when death finally arrives 
Letting go meet death with grace and smile

Liftoff (Prod. by Nayz)

spring <3 

new tape this month!!

IG:emofruits
Twitter@myemofruit

IG;itsjaseeeen
Twitter:@jvsxnn

spring w/ emo fruits (prod. lilsp00k)

Jaseeeen