serve the base (purin)

belt (halo)

judo +nicky +wassup (jakejones)

[I just wanna go out... I really, nah I really wanna... I've got some bad ideas in my head, I just.]

It's raining in the city, and I just got nobody with me. Will this last forever I want her to hug me, will this last forever I want her to kiss me. But she left my soul, don't know if I wanna do this anymore. No one wants me, I'm too much to handle. I get it I'm too much to handle...

Ever since my friend died it hasn't been the same, I really wonder what death looks like. Will I go to heaven if I commit suicide? I'd be forgotten and gone no no no oh, I already feel like that bro while I am alive. Why tf am I breathing why am I alive? 

I just too much on my plate, music is the only thing that I make. Cause after my head's laid to rest, they are gonna hear me. Don't think that no one would come to my funeral. Don't think that no one would come to my funeral, I'm bleeding bleeding bleeding bleeding I don't know. I started cutting at 13 yea had to cope, and I still talk bout it. 

You don’t have no idea what it’s like to live with 50 lines. I always pretend lil bro that I am fine, gotta smile I gotta smile I gotta smile bright. 

Cause they can't see, I don't want them to see the real me.

burden

SPOTIFY

burden (prod osei)

you stealing my flow, wanna copy so bad.
@amourakyn

kynlary - speaking2u (samara)

heavy rain (chaosysl)

''He's a dog, he's a pig, he's a con. A bullshit artist, a mutt who doesn't know what he's talking bout, doesn't do his homework doesn't care.''

Idc bout the way u tried to look at me ''doesn't care'' man u niggas are some bullies. I would never deal with all that dick riding, keep on talking down nigga u are promoting. Used to sip on lean, I called it my purple potion. I had to quit for my health, you made fun of me cuz I used to cut myself bitch, but you still in my plays bitch. At least I try to better my whole life, fuck them drugs and fuck that nicotine. I'm going through withdrawals, what is my life? I quit smoking on that nicotine. I quit smoking, I quit smoking on that nicotine. If I wanna keep living I should be healthy, but I can't lie on some days it's hard. I don't want no pills, bitch I won't go far. 

Sober, I'm sober nigga, yea I'm sober and it's October. If you talk that shit bout Ciz, yeah it's over yuh I'm in New York with p5 that's the bro yuh, I'm fitted up like ova these niggas got no motion. Posting on the stories shut the fuck up , no one gaf no one gaf. I'm here with my bros they'll not switch up, had to unfollow niggas are so sus go. Idgaf like halo, idgaf no. Nigga u not my bro.

#fastlife #fastlife

#hateme #hateus (prod sarri)

@catchnshoot

in a past life i wonder how i was
lookin back, so ashamed of what i’ve done
you said i didn’t care girl i care more than i should
stuck in my head, i'll try to get out if i could
are you gon stay? ‘cause i thought you said you would
a price to pay when you’re faking that you’re good
thought our love decayed, it was never really there
said we’re okay, but we never were a pair
sacrificed who you were but you was chokin’
ain’t realize just how hard you was foldin’
damn i’m falling hard who knew love was so damn potent?
don’t know how to show it but i swear you was important

just know i cared even though i couldn't show it
you were always there so i stopped how i was copin'
didn't know you were in pain, can't believe i didn't notice
didn't know you felt the same, now we both know that we're broken
yeah i kept in all the pain i was holdin'
i thought if we were the same we'd be golden
had to tell the truth i had you waiting and hoping
i'm not who you thought i was and you know it

important prod chaosysl

@pyu @violetxx9

#VLM

Yeah it's not what it sounds 
Can't tell who you feel like
It's so exhausting
Yeah, I walk out the crib
Sunlight makes me nauseous
Yeah, can't tell
Can't 2x
I tell you one last time
You cannot leave my side
That makes you mine
I see it in your eyes
I see it in my mind
Got no one to trust, shawty yea you know that it's somewhere
It's 2 locked, It's 2 luv
Bitch why, It makes sense
It's not like, no new one
I can't explain to you
Don't live up, yeah to your expectations
You see why, you see why i ran to you
I can't talk shawty yeah, I bite my tongue
On the same page, know where im coming from yeah
I see you on the way, I took the longest way
Don't wanna show my pain

makes me nauseous p. violet & meta

(Wait a second wait a second, I have to go, wait a second..)

While it was raining I looked at the sky, I’m alone again I thought u were mine. I cannot help it I’ve bled all night. Will heaven be waiting for me, or will hell be waiting for me? Wanted to kill myself since a teen but this music’s stopping me. She’s is saying that I’m too vulnerable but my story it made me cut to cope. I’m tryna remove all those traumas from my memory, used to sip on lean pop pills and drink Hennessy. (This is a dirty movie) 

Ever since I quit I became a better me, nigga fuck these drugs I’ll remain the sober me. I’m in Ghana now and my grandma hugged on me, fuck these pedo rappers nigga we’re not locking in. Why’s u talking shit in the comments u should be clocking in. When I’m talking niggas don’t wanna do that listening, was in Times Square smiling like a tourist, (taxi? Can I talk to you at least?) u use one flow come up with some new shit. Cannot understand ur songs bitch stop speeding it up, used to pour that codeine now I pour water in double cups. 

Fuck ur cap rap nigga stop tb bleeding cuts, man these niggas lie bout life n that shits obvious. I just spoke my mind nigga I’m letterboxd, I still gotta watch that one movie with Megan fox. My neighbor doesn’t fwm idc bout him, (why? Idk why I came , I dont like these movies) got another noise complaint idc bout him. I love music too fucking much I can’t fucking quit, nigga get out my business; bro im gon travel again i bought a ticket. They’re preying on my downfall yeah they’re wishing.

you know better (killpariah)

jsu