@1spoder
baby,
you've been tryna find a way to save me
but everytime that you look it drive me crazy
fucking with my mind on the daily
oh hate me
go oooh-woa
you keep me on my toes and baby
go oooh-woa
i don't get why you go and blame me

@jayya1k
it gets kinda lonely baby 
when i’m without your love 
and i keep fucking up 
but don’t pretend like you’re innocent 
you’re toxic i’m into it 
and i don’t like to stand out but i’m tired of fitting in
lie to me don’t tell the truth
say that i’m all you need and more 
i can promise you 
i won’t be anyone but yours 
so don’t you pick up when he calls
drive me crazy off the walls
but i want you 
i want you

hypocrite w/ spoder (prod. noden)

don’t apologize for what you did 
i cant look past it 
now you’re tryna start an argument
you’re so dramatic 
but i keep on coming back again
feel just like an addict
and i know i say this often 
but this time i swear i’ve had it 

leave me be swear it’s alright 
i’m getting tired baby 
lead me straight into the light 
see you conspire all the lies you keep on telling me
i can see right through you 
never thought that you would change but i can’t recognize the new you 

so when things don’t go as planned 
can you tell me in advance 
you leave me out in the dark
and then tell me to relax
your words mean more than a chance 
and i can’t stop myself from thinking bout this thing that we had
patience is all that i ask

addict (prod. joshwa)

put all that shit to the side 
it’s only us in the moment 
we argue and fight 
like is it even important 
just stay for the night 
cus i’ll be gone by tomorrow 
it isn’t alright but let’s pretend that it’s fine 

let’s just pretend it’s okay 
cus honestly i'm so tired 
it’s been a hell of a day
these addys still got me wired 
and i can overlook it all but your honesty's required
you can say just what you want but you know you’re in denial 
I haven’t felt this way in 
soooo long 
and I can’t lie to you I’m 
so doneee
you can hide it but the truth always comes out 
so say goodbye cause I'll be gone by sundown

pretend it's fine (prod. joshwa)

@prodbyjoshwa

all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/maxrrss/denial

sorry for the inconsistency lately I been traveling and it's been hard for me to put out music since I'm not at home, hope yall enjoy this one tho <3


Lyrics:

Its like your stuck in denial
2,063 miles
The cost of love aint a smile
The shit u do always vile 
2x

I put my back on the burner
I stuck my neck out for you
I had you above myself
But that dont mean nun to you
Ive been okay
Its like you always want change
Cant even look at your face
Its like a never ending race
Waste of time 
I gave you my life
You said we’d be fine
Its too late to try 
ur wasting my time its true
I dont want anything to do with you
So dont hit my phone when you say that we thru
Im so sick of the bullshit that you used to spew
Sleep dont fix this tired
You keep me so wired
I know that you trying but baby ive been trying harder
Can i have a minute 
Need someone to fix this 
Slept thru my alarms but i dont care about my image
I want something then i get it 
It took me years to admit it 
I dont want this to finish
Its fine 
Its re-ocurring in my head but its fine


Its like your stuck in denial
2,063 miles
The cost of love aint a smile
The shit u do always vile 
4x

denial (joshwa)

prod willrhead and joshwa i think 

old file anyway

prod. xvn

@zephyrcove

@lovekeanu

Had your legs up on the dash
Underneath all the stars
We got so tired as time would pass
As you’d fall in my arms

So if you love me how did all this go wrong
So won’t you come back to my warm embrace 
Cuz I’m still falling apart
How do I resight your focus

 I’m terrified of the way you move
And just like that’s there’s a new man
Damn.

@1toge

Wanna see you there
I wanna get to know you more than that
We do this every night
You wanna catch me in your arms
Why don't we stay a little
Wanna give you my all

Back in forth with these conversations
You love your one on ones
Pulled up to the function with you
Now I'm leaving with two
But it's only to make you look back
I just wanna see you mad
I just wanna see if you care
Cause I really wanna see you there

@lovekeanu & @1toge

I want you here
Right next to me
Won’t kiss and tell
What's on your mind
Oh girl you’re on it
Baby
And be alright 
I’ll kiss you everywhere you know that it’s true

spotify

wanna see you there w/ keanu.

(prod me x kvn)

you say that i'm a dick
but you say what you are
no, you can't handle it
when I say we're too far into an argument
like you hate me for what?
you're the one who started this
i know how'll this will end  

you cannot stop
like what you want?
from being into me, not listening
I've seen it before

it ain't a bad night without you, babe, I'm okay
i never hurt you, no, there's no way that you'd say

you say that i'm a dick
but you say what you are
no, you can't handle it
when I say we're too far into an argument
like you hate me for what?
you're the one who started this
i know how'll this will end

girl, you're not my type, you already hit so low
and reverse that blame on me
want you out my life, girl, you're just another hoe
is it that hard just to see?
you can't fight the way you lie
you ain't meant for me, stop texting me
can't give a little bit more time
like, where you been tonight?
you think you're right
you want me once, then next you don't
you can't help yourself

it ain't a bad night without you, babe, I'm okay
i never hurt you, no, there's no way that you'd say

you say that i'm a dick
but you say what you are
no, you can't handle it
when I say we're too far into an argument
like you hate me for what?
you're the one who started this
i know how'll this will end

say what u are

written: me
mixed: me
produced: @1juanraa
all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/maxrrss/strength

Lyrics:

(verse)

We've been hanging on for way too long
Promise me you’ll never hold your tongue
Honestly i think you don't belong but i don't really wanna be the one to talk
Gave me reasons why i shouldn't stay, dont try to fool me cause 

(chorus)

I know im not, not strong enough to hold you together, 
say that im better than i ever was
Losing my trust
forget bout our love
i never was
 I never was

(verse)

I dont why you can’t see from my side
Swear you’re the one but you dont do it right
You waste all our time
Still stuck on my mind
You’re falling apart but still say that your mine
Wont reply
I’m so tired
Of these lies
Gave you a chance 
never thought i would regret that
I was your man
How was i supposed to expect you’d 
do it again
(do it again)
Do it again

(chorus)

I know im not, not strong enough to hold you together, 
say that im better than i ever was
Losing my trust
forget bout our love
i never was
i never was

strength (juanra)

why is it so hard for you to take my word?
just trust me girl its all talk, don’t believe what you heard
i know right now it’s not perfect 
but i don’t deserve this 
don’t listen to your friends they don’t want us to work 
listen to me

i keep getting calls from my exes
let it ring i wont even play the message
cus they know they fucked up how they left it 
and i can tell that you’re the same i’m not making an exception
you know that i meant it 
when i said you won’t get a another chance 
thought you could mess around with me but i had other plans 
i'm getting money now it’s busting out the rubber bands 
do you understand 

that we keep doing the same thing 
always ending up in the same place 
think we need to do something different
stalking my main page 
then you go pretend that you’re innocent 
cant you tell that you’re being ignorant 
i don’t wanna waste time i’d rather keep my peace 
va and we linking up with re6ce 
i wish you could see
all the shit you’re putting on me girl uh

cause you be getting everything you want
but its never enough
i'm tryna tell you its too late
but you don't give a fuck
you're slamming doors and shit
but you wont listen at all
i'm too up cant hear
you know i never gave a fuck at all
shut your mouth don't talk bout me
shut your mouth talking from the backseat
shut your mouth you don't know about
you don't know about..

its cause you drive me crazy 
baby
do this on the daily 
no please don't talk too much
just hear me out for once
no please don't talk too much
i think ur tryna play me
break me
next one erase me
no please don't talk too much
just hear me out for once

listen to me w/ re6ce (prod. jml)

written: me
mixed: me
produced: @rokuhonda
all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/maxrrss/talk

Lyrics:

(chorus)
there's nothing to say
like what can i do
when everyone around me reminds me of you
how can i stay
mad at the truth
how can i win if I'm not there for you

(verse)
what i gotta say
what i gotta do
i dont understand baby tell the truth
if you gave a chance i could never lose
i don't wanna stand if I'm not with you 
i don't wanna take more of your love
i just really wanna see what you want
i just really wanna go (go)
i don't really wanna say too much 
tryna keep it on the low (low)
you don't gotta go and make things tough
i don't even wanna show (show)
tell me something that wont break my heart
I've been tryna let you know (know)
you're the only one i wont call