(Intro)
Baby its been a while.
I don't know how to tell you, you complete me with your smile.
Why can't you stay a while?
You helped me realize that no one else was worth my while.

(Verse)
Well, again,
you were never supposed to be a part of it,
I don't think you understand my part in this.
When you said you missed me, I fell in love,
and this was a first for my heart, to trust.
Lately I've been losing all my hope in us,
no I don't regret putting my all in us.
Things you would say,
to make me feel safe,
the memories we made ..

(they are)

Falling out,
No matter where you are I wanna call you now.
For everything we been through I lost you, how?
You're my number one and that's without a doubt,
You're all I'm 'bout.
(Break)

Why can't you trust in me?
I can do it all so baby trust in me.
If you really want then I can leave you be,
girl I don't know what's gotten in to me.
And I can't keep doing this over again,
you cried on my shoulder and told all your friends.
You asked if I love you, I told you I am.
What don't you understand?
I tried to be a man,
but you keep on playing these games.

sum r&b song

@starfall <3
Prod by me

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Lyrics

Verse: 
I tried to talk that’s all I’d ask for 
Oh no 
My mind is lost might need to dash away 
Won’t mind if you could always last forever but, 
don’t try to act like I never came
Tell me lies I didn’t mean 
Watch me cry 
It’s what it seems 
Out of time but Ima make what we can 
Should of tried to keep it clean
Got me almost 17
It’s alright yeah baby there’s some romance 

Pre:
I don’t know a thing 
How you talking in between 
Both of us, yeah I don’t really understand 
Just come and see 
What the hell you've done to me 
Caught you dancing all alone 
You should take my hand 

Chorus:
Let’s just
Hang out now and talk the time away 
You stressin way to much like me 
It sucks to be that way 
Can’t control those times
So let’s just fade away 
Yeah, though you made me better
But I guess those times have changed

Verse 2(starfall <3):
I've tried too hard to be someone I wasn't
Tried to be that guy you wanted
Never thought I'd go this far, 
but man I'm so exhausted
I spy with my tiny little eye
someone I wanna make mine forever
I swear I hate seeing you cry
so why don't we cry together
Don't need no reaction baby
Missing out on action lately
I don't think you understand my pain, oh woah
Fell for all your acting baby
You got me attracted baby
I don't get why you're all up in my brain

Chorus (2x): 
Let’s just
Hang out now and talk the time away 
You stressin way to much like me 
It sucks to be that way 
Can’t control those times
So let’s just fade away
Yeah, though you made me better
But I guess those times have changed

changed w/ starfall

don’t apologize for what you did 
i cant look past it 
now you’re tryna start an argument
you’re so dramatic 
but i keep on coming back again
feel just like an addict
and i know i say this often 
but this time i swear i’ve had it 

leave me be swear it’s alright 
i’m getting tired baby 
lead me straight into the light 
see you conspire all the lies you keep on telling me
i can see right through you 
never thought that you would change but i can’t recognize the new you 

so when things don’t go as planned 
can you tell me in advance 
you leave me out in the dark
and then tell me to relax
your words mean more than a chance 
and i can’t stop myself from thinking bout this thing that we had
patience is all that i ask

addict (prod. joshwa)

prod joshwa

"fuck all that shit"
"bro wtf"

imma pop out my collar
and take off tomorrow
yea all be gone by the sunset
i puff out gelato
and grab a new bottle
dont give a fuck abt my conscience

ive got a couple assignments and im not talking abt classroom
ive got a couple of problems i gotta speak on the bad news
its abt the fucking time wasted and my feelings abt you
its abt the fucking dimes wasted that i couldnt even count to 

yea my pain comes and goes
i feel highs and lows
aches in my bones
fuck all i own
ill take time alone
up in my head
you speak out of line
dont care what you say

i miss when you and me could take for hours and hours
abt our enemies, but idk why i bother
to let you close to me
you really change like a flower
and now im smoking all the time
im so high like a tower

imma pop out my collar
and take off tomorrow
yea all be gone by the sunset
i puff out gelato
and grab a new bottle
dont give a fuck abt my conscience

TF

imma pop out my collar
and take off tomorrow
yea all be gone by the sunset

i puff out gelato
and grab a new bottle
dont give a fuck abt my conscience

collar

@prodbyjoshwa

all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/maxrrss/denial

sorry for the inconsistency lately I been traveling and it's been hard for me to put out music since I'm not at home, hope yall enjoy this one tho <3


Lyrics:

Its like your stuck in denial
2,063 miles
The cost of love aint a smile
The shit u do always vile 
2x

I put my back on the burner
I stuck my neck out for you
I had you above myself
But that dont mean nun to you
Ive been okay
Its like you always want change
Cant even look at your face
Its like a never ending race
Waste of time 
I gave you my life
You said we’d be fine
Its too late to try 
ur wasting my time its true
I dont want anything to do with you
So dont hit my phone when you say that we thru
Im so sick of the bullshit that you used to spew
Sleep dont fix this tired
You keep me so wired
I know that you trying but baby ive been trying harder
Can i have a minute 
Need someone to fix this 
Slept thru my alarms but i dont care about my image
I want something then i get it 
It took me years to admit it 
I dont want this to finish
Its fine 
Its re-ocurring in my head but its fine


Its like your stuck in denial
2,063 miles
The cost of love aint a smile
The shit u do always vile 
4x

denial (joshwa)

prod: jaelBeats
written: me
mixed and mastered: me
all plats:https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/maxrrss/summer-nights-2

Lyrics: 

Waste another night alone
I cant tell u where im gonna go 
I just know youll always be my home
In the summer night hiding from the cold
2x

Tell me why u gotta lie
Tell me if its feeling right
Always wanna get a rise
I cant do it a-

Tell me why u gotta lie
Tell me if its feeling right
Always wanna get a rise
I cant do it again

know its been hard
Going this far
I cant move on
So please dont let us fall

know its been hard
Going this far
I cant move on
So please dont let us 

Waste another night alone
I cant tell u where im gonna go 
I just know youll always be my home
In the summer night hiding from the cold
4x

summer nights (jaelbeats)

known you so long i wont fall for your tricks
i thought i was done now im all in the mix
you want to come along im not falling for this
at least not this time, cus i know better
but it's hard when youre so damn close to her
left a mark and i think i need to sober up 
already told you i dont want to open up

and i think i know why i cant sleep at night
trying to forget her but shes on my mind
know its for the better but its still not right

so you can say what you want
i know its all talk
i dont give a fuck im not answering your calls
want to take it back, youre so upset
i dont give a fuck you deserve what you get

did you think i wouldnt notice?
ive been here the whole time and you know this 
as of late ive been losing my focus
and now it's over, tell me what your motive was
i know it hurts and it's so damn tough
i dont want to talk cus youre so damn drunk
i know you think you can call my bluff, but baby im done

deserved (prod. pieper)

reupload, unfortunately the original was taken down :/
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written: me
mixed: me
produced: @jarvas123 | @fortuneswan | me
all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/maxrrss/falling

Lyrics:

(verse)

we keep on playing this game just going back and forth
you said u wanted the change, so what you stoppin' for
i gave you everything, and you still wanting more
maybe im going insane, but im still falling for it

i saw your name with another
tell me why i should bother
you keep me under the water
can't hold my breath any longer

(chorus)

i keep falling for it
stuck in ways so foreign
i'm the one who noticed
kept me down, unfocused
(x2)

i don't wanna f*ckin choose
know ill mess it up
tell me when you're coming through
it's never adding up
running out of love
you don't wanna try
not enough
i don't wanna fight
you can't pick a side
f*cked it up

i keep falling for it
stuck in ways so foreign
i'm the one who noticed
kept me down, unfocused
(x2)

(bridge thingy idek)

waste of my time i know that something ain't right
keep f*ckin putting me down cause i keep trying to try
(x2)

falling (jarvas)

think2much (prod. purplebaby + andrzxz + jayya)

count on you (prod. isaiah kaleo)

Learning how to and when to take more risk in your life to grow into the person you always wanted to become. The moment you art to let go if control and surrender the more you tend to see things shift in your favor ti match the reality that you want to live more of. This song is a reminder to anyone who needs or has been looking for a sign to take the next steps in their life. You wont know where life will take you until you let go of expectations and flow with the universe. 