(Intro)
Baby its been a while.
I don't know how to tell you, you complete me with your smile.
Why can't you stay a while?
You helped me realize that no one else was worth my while.

(Verse)
Well, again,
you were never supposed to be a part of it,
I don't think you understand my part in this.
When you said you missed me, I fell in love,
and this was a first for my heart, to trust.
Lately I've been losing all my hope in us,
no I don't regret putting my all in us.
Things you would say,
to make me feel safe,
the memories we made ..

(they are)

Falling out,
No matter where you are I wanna call you now.
For everything we been through I lost you, how?
You're my number one and that's without a doubt,
You're all I'm 'bout.
(Break)

Why can't you trust in me?
I can do it all so baby trust in me.
If you really want then I can leave you be,
girl I don't know what's gotten in to me.
And I can't keep doing this over again,
you cried on my shoulder and told all your friends.
You asked if I love you, I told you I am.
What don't you understand?
I tried to be a man,
but you keep on playing these games.

sum r&b song

@1spoder
baby,
you've been tryna find a way to save me
but everytime that you look it drive me crazy
fucking with my mind on the daily
oh hate me
go oooh-woa
you keep me on my toes and baby
go oooh-woa
i don't get why you go and blame me

@jayya1k
it gets kinda lonely baby 
when i’m without your love 
and i keep fucking up 
but don’t pretend like you’re innocent 
you’re toxic i’m into it 
and i don’t like to stand out but i’m tired of fitting in
lie to me don’t tell the truth
say that i’m all you need and more 
i can promise you 
i won’t be anyone but yours 
so don’t you pick up when he calls
drive me crazy off the walls
but i want you 
i want you

hypocrite w/ spoder (prod. noden)

don’t apologize for what you did 
i cant look past it 
now you’re tryna start an argument
you’re so dramatic 
but i keep on coming back again
feel just like an addict
and i know i say this often 
but this time i swear i’ve had it 

leave me be swear it’s alright 
i’m getting tired baby 
lead me straight into the light 
see you conspire all the lies you keep on telling me
i can see right through you 
never thought that you would change but i can’t recognize the new you 

so when things don’t go as planned 
can you tell me in advance 
you leave me out in the dark
and then tell me to relax
your words mean more than a chance 
and i can’t stop myself from thinking bout this thing that we had
patience is all that i ask

addict (prod. joshwa)

@prodbyjoshwa

all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/maxrrss/denial

sorry for the inconsistency lately I been traveling and it's been hard for me to put out music since I'm not at home, hope yall enjoy this one tho <3


Lyrics:

Its like your stuck in denial
2,063 miles
The cost of love aint a smile
The shit u do always vile 
2x

I put my back on the burner
I stuck my neck out for you
I had you above myself
But that dont mean nun to you
Ive been okay
Its like you always want change
Cant even look at your face
Its like a never ending race
Waste of time 
I gave you my life
You said we’d be fine
Its too late to try 
ur wasting my time its true
I dont want anything to do with you
So dont hit my phone when you say that we thru
Im so sick of the bullshit that you used to spew
Sleep dont fix this tired
You keep me so wired
I know that you trying but baby ive been trying harder
Can i have a minute 
Need someone to fix this 
Slept thru my alarms but i dont care about my image
I want something then i get it 
It took me years to admit it 
I dont want this to finish
Its fine 
Its re-ocurring in my head but its fine


Its like your stuck in denial
2,063 miles
The cost of love aint a smile
The shit u do always vile 
4x

denial (joshwa)

dont wanna fight
can you give me a minute
i've been running in circles
and I’m trying not to give in
you can’t just hear me out no you never wanna listen
you paint me so bad I’ve been feeling like the villain

if i knew what i knew right now
would i lose it again somehow
guess it’s too late to stay
and i’m too late to change
and i knew you would say that i
fucked up and i know i’m not good enough
talk so much so from now on I’ll be shutting up
doing too much needa take it down a notch
I know you love to watch

I know you love to watch your plans unfold
thinkin that you got it all under control
you try to hide it like you think i don’t know
i just keep it quiet i don’t really want to show
bc i don’t wanna

villain (prod. maskedman)

prod: jaelBeats
written: me
mixed and mastered: me
all plats:https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/maxrrss/summer-nights-2

Lyrics: 

Waste another night alone
I cant tell u where im gonna go 
I just know youll always be my home
In the summer night hiding from the cold
2x

Tell me why u gotta lie
Tell me if its feeling right
Always wanna get a rise
I cant do it a-

Tell me why u gotta lie
Tell me if its feeling right
Always wanna get a rise
I cant do it again

know its been hard
Going this far
I cant move on
So please dont let us fall

know its been hard
Going this far
I cant move on
So please dont let us 

Waste another night alone
I cant tell u where im gonna go 
I just know youll always be my home
In the summer night hiding from the cold
4x

summer nights (jaelbeats)

@jayya1k

(killnord)
you look so bad i’m into you 
i wish you felt the same i do 
don’t need that much, i’ll wait for you
i can’t escape the way you move
it’s not about me, it’s all about you
can’t reach your heart, is it bullet proof?
i fucking hate you yes i do
i just can’t stand the way you 
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad but you don’t even care
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad but you don’t even care

(jayya)
you know i hate when you lie to me
but i can’t overlook it girl you know that’s the pride in me
it’s been this way for weeks so it comes no surprise to me 
i shut myself off once again and deal with it privately 
i hate the way you always get what u want 
always put up a front 
i’m so tired of all the fighting can we just make up
i’m so tired of all the fighting i think we need to break up 
it’s been way too long

(killnord)
i swear you look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad but you don’t even care
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad but you don’t even care

spotify

so bad feat. jayya (okayjml)

og song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LNauH5q8pQY

slowly (cover)

reupload, unfortunately the original was taken down :/
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written: me
mixed: me
produced: @jarvas123 | @fortuneswan | me
all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/maxrrss/falling

Lyrics:

(verse)

we keep on playing this game just going back and forth
you said u wanted the change, so what you stoppin' for
i gave you everything, and you still wanting more
maybe im going insane, but im still falling for it

i saw your name with another
tell me why i should bother
you keep me under the water
can't hold my breath any longer

(chorus)

i keep falling for it
stuck in ways so foreign
i'm the one who noticed
kept me down, unfocused
(x2)

i don't wanna f*ckin choose
know ill mess it up
tell me when you're coming through
it's never adding up
running out of love
you don't wanna try
not enough
i don't wanna fight
you can't pick a side
f*cked it up

i keep falling for it
stuck in ways so foreign
i'm the one who noticed
kept me down, unfocused
(x2)

(bridge thingy idek)

waste of my time i know that something ain't right
keep f*ckin putting me down cause i keep trying to try
(x2)