1 year latr <33

shoutout @deadboymike for the lovely ft
lyrics

maesk

ohh
u got it figured out
but me i go around in circles
ive just got is just myself and this lil thing called sound

u dont know words cut deep
u wanna rip it out
i put my heart in sleeves
so u dont know u let me down

u think i’m better now
u think i’m different now
i haven’t changed i’m the same
but just more broken down

u wanna tell a friend 
and do this over a text
we do this over again
but the pain remains

it’s constant
i don’t know how much longer i’ll be here 
coz i’ve been watching
all the stars collapse 
and i think i might want that

want that fall fall
over and over and over again

i can see them in my room now im scarred
ripping me apart
love me again and ill be getting too attached
and then do it all again and again and again
years are now just slipping out my hands

oooooo
but when i sleep its not so blue
all my thoughts disappear and they cannot consume me

ooooo 
and all my dreams they involve you 
in all my dreams its just me u and the moon

febuary 14th

if i could change i would
the days they feel the same
when you think of me
do u get filled with hate
2 years with this brain rot
i cant think of u gone
got my image twisted 
i swear im that same guy
my minds time bomb
smokin till my lungs pop
shell with no thoughts 
never get a day off

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me u & the moon

me u & the moon ft deadboymike (jewelryboy)

and i don't know

what i don't

i don't know

what i don't

i don't know

but i can learn

new things

new ways to deal with pain

and if you kick to me to the curb

(i'm gone) 

i'm good

i don't need no one anyway

i only really listen to my mom

to anyone else, i've been closed off

i might dress soft but i don't have it easy

but they assume things right when they meet me

if you ask me, i might clam up

i guess i'm used to being abandoned

don't hold your breath, but i'm coming up

i spend every morning and afternoon in my dojo

when i run out, i gotta reup, you know i'm getting stoned

i'm moving in slow motion

i keep the rhythm of the ocean to train on the coast

they're gonna be saying that i was a legend when i turn into a ghost

but they don't know me tho

they know half my story, woah

woah

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